Assalamualaykum wa rahmatullahi wa barakatahu.

I missed you all, hopefully you remembered me in your prayers. Alhamdulillah and Jezak ALLAH Khair Kathira for everything.

I love you all.

Previously on Blue Roses:

Maybe he felt my gaze on him and he turned slightly to look at me, he smiled at me and I smiled at him. One second glance and he returned to look back at his mobile screen. I lowered my eyes to my lap and sighed silently.

It's almost as I miss him. I understand his situation and everything, but if I be very honest with myself. I miss him caring and being around me a lot. Since that day up until today, Ammar has been busy with this plan of finding Rehan and Halima.

I am not complaining, I am just missing my husband. But I respect him a lot for he has changed into a beautifully grown and matured man, Alhamdulillah.

"Noor?" I blinked and train of my thoughts came to a stop when Rukaiya held my hand in hers. I looked at her beside me.

"Are you okay?" I asked and she smiled.

"I am okay, are you?" She asked and I smiled back at my sister.

"I am fine, Alhamdulillah. Don't worry." I replied she nodded and stared again at the window.

The conversation was small but heart felted. It's not usual when people of your family care about you. They often don't even ask you if you are okay.

We need more of this. We need more of family love and care.

We need more care. -

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Ammar's POV:

"I can see him in there." Klaus whispered in a hush tone as he peaked through the window. We have been ringing the bell since last fifteen minutes but this man Rehan did not open the door.

I did got worried that maybe he wasn't in the house or we got the wrong address.

"Just break the door." Rukaiya urged, Noor stood beside her. My eyes scanned both women faces, they were scared. They have been holding in almost all the emotions but now when we are actually outside of the house they seem like they can't stay anymore away from the fact that my neice can be inside there.

"Okay." Klaus answered and I looked at him, we nodded to each other and kicked down the main door, which flew out of its frame. I raised an eyebrow, this was a weak door. The whole house seems shady as if for years no one has taken care of anything.

"Who is there?!" Rehan yelled as he stood up from his sofa abruptly.

I felt the boil. I felt my blood boil.

"Your death." I yelled.

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Rukaiya's POV:

"Who is there?!" I felt my heart falling to my stomach as his voice came to me. I gulped, Noor was holding on to my arm and I am glad she was cause suddenly I felt my body shiver and loose all the balance as soon I saw the man who I once loved and who betrayed me like no one can imagine. At least I did not imagined.

"Stay strong, hold on." Noor whispered near me and I forced my eyes to turn to Noor instead of the man who stood few feet away from me.

"I am here, we are here." She said as she held my hand tightly and I gulped.

"Your death."

That was all I heard before I looked back at Rehan and he stumbled back as Ammar punched him in the face.

"Bastard!" Ammar yelled as he punched now fallen Rehan, he tried to push my brother off him but seemed like Ammar was way more stronger.

I noticed, Rehan seemed very weak. Like I was year ago. Is this karma? Was this meant to be? Did I wanted my brother, my family to hurt them like they hurt me?. I gulped and tried to find my voice.

"Ammar please stop!" Noor spoke up as Klause tried to get Ammar off Rehan. Rehan mouth was bloody, he was coughing blood badly.

"Ammar please. We need to know about the baby." Klaus yelled and Ammar finally stopped, throwing away one last punch and leaving Rehan with a jerk, which made him fall back on the floor.

His eyes were almost closed, - No... No.

"My daughter, where is my daughter?" I walked closer and Noor let me go. I walked near and kneeled down, Rehan coughed and looked up at me.

His eyes widened, he was shocked, he just saw me. He shook his head as if in disbelief.

"Where is my daughter?!" I asked, louder this time. He smiled and I frowned.

"I- " he started to speak but coughed. I felt Klaus Noor and Ammar coming near and stood close behind. All waiting for the information.

"I prayed that you would come." He croaked out and tears pooled up in his eyes.

I was puzzled, confused if nonetheless. He prayed that I would come?

Why?

"Why?" Noor asked, voicing my thoughts. But Rehan's eyes stayed on me as he spoke up, "Halima died, Rukaiya." I felt my heart skipping a beat.

"She- she died and -" I held his collars. I felt I will die, I will faint, I don't know. What about my daughter. Is she okay?

"Where is my daughter?!" I asked and he nodded.

"She is, she is fine. She is in the hospital." He said and I shook my head.

"Why?" Ammar held me as he knelt down next to me. Klaus helped Rehan up, in a sitting position. Noor was by my side too now.  My heart was sinking.

"Why is she in hospital if she is fine??" I asked in hurry and he continued.

"She was very sick, after the birth. She would cry often. We did all that with you for a child of our own but I guess we were never able to walk away from our bad deeds." He coughed and I kept my hand on Ammar's, by which he was holding my elbow. I need this support right now. I just want my baby.

"What happened? Just say!" Klause said in a stern manner as he shook Rehan a little. I understand why a little because it seemed like one more punch would actually kill this man. He was that weak.

"She has bone-marrow cancer." He said and my heart fell.

"No.." it was a merely a whisper.

"Which hospital?" Noor was the one to speak this time. I was gone. I couldn't feel strength in my body. After all this years I finally am going to meet her and she is so sick.. she is so tiny and so sick..

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Noor's POV:

"City hospital." Rehan informed and Klaus brother stood up with him.

"Come-on guys, let's go." And with that said, we all walked out of the house and to the hospital.

- - - - 20 mins later - - - -

"We should go Rukaiya, Ammar and brother Klaus had to stay to complete Rehaan's paper work." I said to Rukaiya as I came and stood near her. She looked up at me as she gulped, her eyes were read, tears making her eyes glassy as she kept looking at me. I sighed and sat beside her.

"She will be fine with you, now her mother is here Rukaiya, she will be okay now In shaa ALLAH." I spoke in low voice and a tear rolled down her eyes.

"What if she is very sick and I won't be able to take her with me. Will I.. will- will I again leave her here?" She asked as her voice broke and she hid her face in her hands. I sighed and hugged her side ways.

"Never be despair of ALLAH Subhan O Tallah's mercy, Ruks." I spoke softly as I held her.

"Everything until this very moment is HIS plan. And it's perfect. Everything happens for best Rukaiya-" I was saying when she cut me off.

"What's best in this?" She asked confused as tears streamed down her face in pain for her daughter, for the daughter she haven't even seen yet.

"Do you remember, Rehaan said that he was praying for you to come and get your daughter? We may not know the wisdom behind this yet but have faith Rukaiya. Just have faith and know ALLAH Subhan O Tallah is in control and HE does everything perfectly. Even when we don't understand." I explained as she kept staring at me silently. She gulped as I nodded.

"That's taqwa, Ruks. Have taqwa." I said softly and a tear rolled down her right eye as she nodded.

"Let's go meet baby Ruks." I said and she gave me a small smile as we stood up and walked towards the children ward.

To meet her,

To meet the baby.

To meet the small bundle of hope and happiness In shaa ALLAH.

To meet Rukaiya's daughter.

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One line for this chapter----->

Keep smiling In shaa ALLAH..

Stay blessed In shaa ALLAH,
ShamaKhuvahish.