Calla Lockheart

"Were you crying?" I froze when I heard Archer's voice. Instead turning and look at him. I kept walking and he caught my wrist

"Calla" He called and I felt my heart hurting. I wanted to cry so bad

"Let go" I tried to pull my wrist from him , my voice went out cracking

"Let me go Archer" I said

"Let's talk cause I can't stand this" He said pulling me to the lift. I kept covering my face cause I know I look so shit right now. He held my hand.. it's been a week and I miss everything about him so bad.

I felt my tears coming out again but I can't let out any sound cause I know Archer will do something. I can't hold my tears anymore.. this is so painful

"You're breaking my heart by crying" He said , we pulled me out from the lift and walked to his car. He opened the door for me and I got in. I put on my seatbelt and looked outside the window. He got inside and drove the car out.

I texted Claudio so he won't be worry..

There's silence between us , none of us talk and I don't know where Archer will take me.

"Stop crying" He said and I was starled. How did he know? I kept crying , tears kept coming out from my eyes but I cried silently

"You're hurting me more by crying when I'm the reason behind that tears" He said and that stung me more. I can't stop crying you idiot!

He drove into his house , we got out from his car. He lead me to the back of his house where the pool was. We both stood side by side but there's a big gap in the middle

"Why did we break up?" He started the conversation. Why am I crying continously?

"Maybe we're not meant to be" I said wiping my tears

"Because of work? I don't find a reason for you to break up with me Calla" He said in a really mad tone

"This is why I broke up with you. Your temper Archer North!" I bursted angrily at him and I turned my head to him. I locked my eyes with him and he looked at me disbelief

"You know we both are busy with our work , you kept going abroad , I kept working because people are starting to notice me more and want more of my work. You never understand my position and you kept forcing me to follow your pace! Not everything is about you , you have to understand my position , you can't keep forcing me be with you and spend time with you when I have a deadline. You don't undertand me and you kept wanting more for me.." I bursted it all out to him and he shut his mouth

"I love you Archer but for the pass 2 months , I'm not happy. I can't keep up your pace when you kept wanting a lot of things for me. We both have 2 different worlds in work. You kept going here and there and even want me to come with you while I can't. You blamed me for too focus in my work.. If you can't accept my condition then it's better that we break up" I continued and he turned away from me. I saw hurted from his eyes

"You're not happy?" He asked and I knew he's holding something inside him

"Look Arche-"

"I'm sorry if I didn't make you happy. I failed making you happy.." He said in a really heart broken tone. My heart hurted

"I never thought you felt like this , you never told me" He added and he's right. I can't tell him , everytime we met.. he's tired from work. I can't add more pressure to him by complaining

"I'm sorry" He apologized

After that none of us talk.. I looked at the pool blankly

"I love you Calla , I can't imagine my life without you. I don't want to let you go. Please let's fix this together , I promise I will change. I will try to understand you.. I will do anything to fix everything" He said and I knew he's serious about this

"I hate to see you cry.. I'm sorry , I'm really sorry" That made me cry again

At that second , I realized that I was wrong too. I never understand him too. He always be the one who supported me and be there for me when I'm down and how can I not talk this to him? How can I oick the wrong move by breaking up?

"Shit are you crying again?" I heard Archer said , this time I cried crazily without a sound. He walked to me and pulled me into a hug.

I cried in his arms.. he hugged me tightly

"I'm sorry" He said and that broke me

"I'm sorry that I hurted you. I'm sorry" He said and I felt a tear fell on my shoulder. Damn it.. I made Archer cry

"Why are you crying asshole?" I smacked his chest and he didn't answer me

"I hate you! I hate you so much!" I cried so bad here and I kept smacking Archer's chest

"I'm sorry" He said

"Stop saying sorry you bastard! I hate you!"

"I'm sorry for hurting , don't leave me. I don't know what will I do without you" He said in a painful tone. I slipped my arms to him and hugged him tightly

"I'm sorry" He said again. We stayed like that until I stopped crying. He patted my back calming me down. I released the hug first and I didn't dare to turn my face to him cause I will look like fucking witch

"Calla" He called

"Let's get back together okay? I will change I promise" He said and I didn't answer him. We both stay silent for awhile

"I'm sorry too.." I started

"I never understand you too , you were always there for me and cared for me but I kept blaming you for everything. It's my fault too.. I'm so stupid.. I'm the one who don't deserve you" I continued

"I regreted breaking up with you. I still need you in my life and I'm so stupid for making a short decision by breaking up. I'm a shit for a week. I can't do anything and I kept crying in my room eating 2 tubs of ice cream and crying over a comedy movie which is stupid.. I bet I gained 5 kgs this week because of you" I said and I turned to Archer. He looked down

"I'm sorry" I said and he turned to me

"Don't leave me again.. You turned me into shit too for a weak" He said and I nodded

"Let's start over.. you don't know how much I miss you. I went crazy this week" He added. I turned my body to him and pulled his shirt and crashed my lips to his