When they get home, dan runs in and goes up the stairs. He quickly puts the groceries in the kitchen and then goes and hides in his room, his cupboard is the best place for him. It's dark.

"Dan?" Phil asks from the kitchen. His footsteps creek on the floor boards as he walks to dans room, he knows where he is. Phil walks over to dans cupboard and opens it. Dan was sat at the bottom hiding his face in his knees

"Why don't you want to talk about it?." Phil coo's, rubbing dans back.

"I-i can't let it out" dan whispers.

"Did you see your parents? We have a restraining order on them so they can't do anythi-"

"You don't know my parents, phil! They have another side to them, it's fucking terrifying when it comes out. I tried to run away when I was 16. They stalked me the whole time and kidnapped me back. Do you really think a restraining order could stop them?!" Dan cries. All phil could do is pull him into his chest and hold him. Dan is continuously shaking. Phil hates to see him Like this

"Dan I promise I'll keep you safe-"

"w-we've had this c-conversation p-phil, you c-can't.." dan mumbles

"Till the day I die I'll keep you protected the most I can" phil says, holding dans head, pressing a kiss on top. Dan sighs

"hey p-phil"

"Yeah?"

"why do you love me?.."

"well that's a silly question dan, I love everything about you" phil giggles, he can feel dan laugh a little.

"how so?"

"I love your Hair, Because how it goes curly, but it's still cute straight. Not to mention the shampoo you use smells amazing" dan giggles.

"I love your face, Your brown eyes, the cute dimples that make a sad face when you smile wide, your cheeks and when you blush bright red ..." he looks at dans face and like he thought, he is blushing, he kisses dans cheek. He goes a brighter red.

"Also your soft Lips, because you don't even use Chapstick and they are always soft"

"what else?"

"hmm... your neck.. because I know your sensitive there" they both giggle,

"Your arms because they are long so you can hug me tighter..."

"Chest, because it's always warm and I can feel your heart beat"

"it's only beating for you, you know" dan says, looking up at phil with puppy dog eyes,

"it's beating because your alive, Dan" they laugh, dan has cheered up a bit. This calms him down when he has panic attacks

"I also love your legs, skinny and long. Very nice" phil says, snuggling his head into dans neck, making dan laugh again

"And your feet because they also fit my sock size. So you can too look stylish"

"Black socks can be stylish.."

"Dan, your wearing my hamburger socks right now"

"Hahaha, touché"

GUESS WHO GOT THEIR D&P MERCH IN THE MAIL! HOLLAAAAAAAA

(It's the oldest shirt on danandphilshop.com #NotSponButSpon)