clairebear
tell me what's wrong, missy

okay creepy

clairebear
I'M SERIOUS ARA

whenever you're hiding something
you always say 'ha ha' instead
of 'lMaO' or 'LOL'

how the fuck...

clairebear
either you tell me what's wrong
or I'm calling joseph to pick you up
and drive you to my house

you know he'll do it

fgGFTYUEEEEE

okay, fine, jeez

so... julie called me earlier 
tonight, just after we left the
restaurant 

clairebear
what'd she say? was it
something bad?

she wants me to come back,
to reprise my role as thea on TO

clairebear
OH MY GOSH!! That's amazing news!!

Joseph is going to be so happy to
have his on-screen bestie back!!

I know, trust me, I do. that's why it
scares the hell out of me, claire

clairebear
hey, what do you mean?

idk. it's just that I'm the one who
willingly left TVD in the middle of
my contract because of that thing

and now I'm taking time off from The
100, so I've let yet another executive
producer down because of it again

I just don't want to say yes to julie and
get the fans excited, only to possibly
let them down again. I really don't
think I could handle that on top of
everything else

sorry for the rant. I just don't
know what to do

clairebear
wait a moment, is 'that' the reason
why you're taking time off again, Ara?

yeah

you're the only one who knows,
so please please please don't
tell anyone

clairebear
of course

but, Arabella, babe, why didn't you
say anything?

I dont know

I don't want to put my baggage
on anyone else's shoulders

clairebear
I promise you aren't doing
that. we all love you so incredibly
much

I love you guys too

okay. I think I know what
I'm going to tell julie. thank
you for everything, seriously

clairebear
don't mention it

whatever you decide, we'll
get through it together, okay?

okay

I love you

clairebear
love you too

a/n;
brotp is all I have
to say. also, don't
worry - you'll know
more about Ara's
'thing' soon