(Ignore all the mistakes)

Mishti :)

I walked out of the house like a thief, it's around 8:00 in the morning.. After yesterday I hadn't met Abir, I didn't want to meet him.. Without taking any time, without thinking twice he just confessed to me and made the situation awkward for me.. I know in the office we will meet, but he never talks about personal things in the office so it's not a problem..

The security guard opened the gate for me without even interrogating anything, it felt weird.. Just when I came out of the boundary, Abir Rajvansh jumped in front of me out of nowhere, making me startled.. I kept my palm on my chest, my heart beat was louder..

Crossing his legs against each other, he was standing near the car, leaning onto it.. He had already dressed up for office, he must have told the guard to let me go, that's why nobody asked me anything..

"Oh hii! You are going somewhere? " I acted like I don't know, I was probably looking like a fool who wanted to fool him.. "I knew you would try to run away from me and go to the office early , so I decided to get ready faster and wait for you! "

That's such a stupid act of you..

"Ahh me? No I have just a little work to finsh-"

"Okay! Let's go and finish your work first!! " he commanded, I mentally slapped myself..

"It's completed, let's go to the office! " I mumbled, he furrowed his eyebrows , a smirk crept on his lips as he started walking towards me.. I stood there without moving backward..

"Your work is completed? When? What was your work?? Oh I see! You wanted to see me? " my eyes went big hearing him.. "No! It's not like that-" he didn't even let me finish and pinned me against his car.. My little brain stopped functioning, my heart was about to explode, I doubt if he could hear my heart beat, because I could! Definitely..

I felt him moving his finger on my cheek, "It feels so good to see my senior getting shy and behaving like a lost scared puppy! " he whispered, my jaw hung down, I pushed him a little and stood straight..

"I am not behaving like a lost scared puppy, neither am I scared nor shy.. ! " I stated, he again pushed me and pinned me against the car door.. My throat was running dry... "Then why were you hiding from me? "

"I wasn't! "

He pulled out his phone and showed a video.. In that video I was trying to escape from the house making sure he didn't notice me..

Now I have nothing to say.. So I started biting my lower lip..

"Ugh! " he groaned in frustration and went to the other side.. What happened?  "Now get in! "

I got in the car, again he pulled down the private screen making me anxious.. I tried my best to ignore his existence but I breathe the same air he does! And it's impossible to ignore such a hot freak charm.. Throughout the ride he was stealing glances and I was getting all red..

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Sometimes God really tests my patience.. I thought we both would work in different rooms but here we both are working in the same chamber .. It's so hard for me to focus on work, not at least when his eyes were traveling from my toe to head and getting fixed on me..

"Why are you staring at me! " I hit the file on the desk and stood up..

"Hmm? I was staring at you? I was actually thinking about something, not related to you.. I was zoned out actually! " he said, his facial expressions were normal.. I felt embarrassed ugh, he was actually zoned out.. That's why he was not even blinking his eyes, I should have thought about that.

"What made you think that I will stare at you? Huh! You are not that beautiful.. "

Did he just tell me that I am not beautiful? I squeezed my eyes and glared at him. He shrugged off and focused his eyes on his work.. I felt like throwing the desktop at him and punching his face, kicking his ass and after all throwing him out of this room.. My blood boiled in anger..

And then he has the audacity to confess me, huh?

I got back to my work, after half an hour he started staring at me again, without blinking his eyes.. Did he become zoned out again?  I stared back at him, but there's no change in his facial expressions.. So I stood up and walked towards him, his eyes fixed on my eyes..

I moved my hand from left to right in front of his eyes, but still he didn't change his facial expression.. "Are you still zoned out? " I asked, he chuckled and suppressed his laugh.. "You could have moved your hand from your seat as well, if you wanted to check.. Why did you come here? "

I straightened my back and looked here and there.. "I thought you died, hehe! " I laughed sarcastically, the next moment he pulled my hand.. I landed on his lap, my face pressed against his shoulder.. My fingers curled around the thin fabric of his shirt, I moved back a little but he wrapped his one hand around my waist.. His hold around me was soft yet rigid..

I felt a whole zoo in my tummy again, I had never let anyone touch me and here I was sitting on his lap.. And it felt damn good.. I wanted to stay there, near him, around him.. "If you thought I died, you should have checked my heart beat! " He glided his finger down my arm and held my palm..

I closed my eyes and flinched a little when he placed a kiss on my palm and moved his hand from his jaw to throat and then placed my hand above his heart.. lucky hand.. His heart rate was fast like mine.. I gulped.. Leaving my hand there, he grabbed my face by holding my jaw and pulled me close.. My cheek brushed against his cheek, his beard was tickling me..

He brought his lips near my ear, "Can you feel how much you affect me? " he whispered, his husky low voice made my hormones awake.. I literally could feel my stomach crumble..

"So you were actually staring at me? "

"Of course! "

"You don't even find me beautiful, "

"Does my opinion matter? "

"No, nothing like that.. I don't care! " I mumbled..

"You are the most beautiful girl I have ever landed my eyes on.. You know how hard it is to focus on work when you are sitting right in front of me and looking divinely beautiful!! "

I didn't want to but I blushed really hard.. So many people have appreciated me before but it felt so special.. I was smiling like a fool..

His touch was so sensual that it's melting me.. I tightened my grip around his shirt..

He brought my face in front of his face, his fingers adjusting all my hair and pushing it back.. I wrapped my hand around his neck and moved closer.. His palm was perfectly fitting around my cheek, he glided his hand from my cheek to my neck and pulled me closer.. His hot breath was fanning on my lips..

My eyes locked with his brown orbs, it was so beautiful that I couldn't blink.. We closed our eyes and got pulled towards each other like there's some magnetic effect between us.. Just when our lips were centimeter away, realization hit me.. It's wrong.. I opened my eyes and pulled myself back from his hold..

"I don't think we should do it.. " I whispered, he stood up quickly and observed me for a second.. "I am sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable! " he apologized, I shook my head and ran out of the chamber.. I was welcomed by the huge chaos of people, ignoring everyone I went to the washroom and locked it from inside...

I was really feeling bad for keeping him on hang.. Either it's yes or no but I have been silent.. Something is pulling me back, maybe it's his family.. Of course I do like him, but maybe it's because we spend a lot of time together and I find him attractive.. He seems serious about me..

I wanted to cry, he was about to kiss me and I just moved back.. I didn't want to hurt him, I didn't want to give him any hope as well.. My phone started buzzing in my pocket, which pulled me out of the chain of thoughts.. Mom was calling me, I saw the time, it was 2:30 ..

What made her call me at this odd hour!!

I came out of the washroom and went to the sitting area, where there were no people, it's complete silence.. I cleared my throat before answering the call, because she can sense my discomfort through my voice..

Hello Mummy! What's up..

Don't call me your mom if you don't value me..

Mom! What happened? Did I do something wrong?

How dare you to not inform me about the incident? Some goons attacked you when you were in the camp? And you fell down the valley?

Who.. Who told you?

Oh great! Why should somebody even tell me? I should not know anything about my daughter.. I am sorry!

Before I could say anything, she hung up the phone.. She has high blood pressure, that's why I didn't inform her, now who the hell filled her ears.. I called her again and thankfully she picked it..

Mom do you really think I will hide anything from you? I would have talked to you front to front. It's just I am away from you and I can't see you crying when I am not there.. Who will wipe those precious tears from my mumma's eyes? I am fine now and I am in Goa with Abir in his house.. Let his father come and interrogate the situation then I will go back to you..

There was no response from her side which made me scared..

Mom, I am sorry.. I won't repeat this again, I swear..

I could hear her sobbing, it hurts me when she cries..

Please stop crying..

You know I have no one except you in this world?! You are the only reason why I am still alive.. What will I do if something happens to you? I can't live without you..

I am sorry, please stop crying.. I have no one except you as well.. You are my whole world.. Please please don't stress about it.. I will come to you soon.. Please please don't stress..

My daughter is expecting me to not stress about her when she literally went through a deadly incident..

Can you please stop thinking about that? I am fine now..

Take care and give me updates.. Don't trouble Abir's family and come soon.. I love you..

I love you too!

I sighed in relief.. I messaged Drish to check upon mom.. When I turned around to leave I saw Abir standing there.. "Everything okay? " he asked, I wiped my tears and nodded.. He turned back to leave but I held his hand..

"You didn't make me feel uncomfortable, " I said, he turned around fully and raised his eyebrows.. "Do you like me ? " his straightforward question froze me.. I stayed silent..

"Should I take the silence as a yes or no? "

I again stood silent.. Hats off to his patience level for bearing a girl like me..

"Okay I will take it as a Yes then! " saying he left, I shook my head in disbelief. He can never be serious!!

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"Mom, is Aradhya in office? I want to visit her company! " Abir asked aanty, she was in the kitchen.. "Yes, she will be there.. I will join you too! " Swati said, I exchanged looks with Abir who was already staring at me, anticipating the same thing which Swati said.. He wanted to spend some alone time with me and it's clearly visible..

"I will visit too, I haven't gone to the office for a long time, " aanty said coming from the kitchen, "Why will Mishti stay here then? Take her with us too! " he didn't even ask me.. When both the ladies looked at me, I gave a positive response.. "You both go in one car, I will go with Mishti, " aanty insisted, Abir looked at her with a strange expression..

"I want you both to spend some time with each other.. "

Abir was definitely regretting his decision, they both will go in the same car.. I pouted but nobody noticed me.. It's around 6:00 in the evening, it will be a perfect evening ride.. We four can go in the same car as well, or it would be better if I won't go..

Aanty handed him the key, they both moved towards the door, I went with aanty.. This would be so awkward between aanty and me.. I will kill Abir for putting me in such a tough situation.. What would I talk with her in this whole ride?

I sighed when I saw the rain, it's raining outside.. "Wait, I will bring the umbrella! " aunty went inside.. Oh! So we are going even though it's raining.. So it will be a romantic rainy evening ride? I pouted.. Swati is so beautiful, I wonder how he has not been attracted towards her.. One maid handed an umbrella to Abir..

"Come! I will take you to the car, " Abir called me, I nodded and came under his umbrella.. Swati stayed there.. He opened the car door for me, I didn't move and held the door.. Is it necessary to go?

He kept the upper part of the umbrella in such a way that it will block Swati's view.. "You look cute when you get jealous! " he grinned, "I am not jealous! " I stated.. He poked his finger on my cheek..

He brushed his lips on my cheek making me startled.. His lips stayed on my cheek for two seconds but it felt longer.. I stared at him in shock, he smiled which melted me.. Something fell on the ground which startled us, we turned around and got shocked..

My eyes widened, it was Nikhil who dropped his luggage, maybe he witnessed the kiss. But the worst thing was that Aradhya was standing next to him.. Both were equally shocked, shock would be an underestimate.. I distanced myself from him..

"You both...? " Nikhil whispered in shock, I licked my lips.. They both came to us.. It stopped raining.. "You both dating-" before he could say anything Abir pulled him in a hug.. "My brother, what a pleasant surprise! " Abir screamed loudly, Nikhil was still trying to process.. Aradhya was just staring at me with her open mouth.. Aanty and Swati came too..

Nikhil was going to ask about us, but Abir didn't let him.. "You have just reached, we will talk later! " he dragged him along with himself to the house , I picked his luggage and followed him, hoping Aradhya would keep her mouth shut..

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"How on this earth you guys are dating? You literally fight like a dog and monkey!! " Nikhil asked in shock, "We are not dating! " I muttered, he gave me a look from top to toe.. "It's he who likes me! " I added, he shifted his gaze to Abir..

"You both stop staring at me like that. And Nikhil ; just make sure to keep your mouth shut, otherwise you know the consequences! " he threatened him, "When are you going to tell them? "

"I want Swati to tell Mom about us. I had cleared my facts with her, but mom would be mad if I would say no to Swati! "

"Why the hell you have never talked about Swati with me? " Nikhil shouted, I was done with the shit so I moved out of the room.. On my way I bumped into Aradhya, but thankfully she didn't ask me anything.. She went to Abir's room..

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I had completed my work, so I didn't go to the office today.. Abir went alone.. After lunch I was just roaming around the hall, but aanty's words stopped me.. It's about Abir, so I stopped ..

"You know, you are the only way I can get Abir.. He will stay here, if you both get married! " she said to Swati, the more I lean towards Abir, the more his family pulls me back.. I can never move here even after marriage..

I know it's the tradition that girls move to the in-laws house after marriage, but for me there's nothing bigger than my mom..

You know I have no one except you in this world?! You are the only reason why I am still alive.. What will I do if something happens to you? I can't live without you..

Mom's words echoed in my ears, she's sacrificed every damn thing to give me a better life and no way I will leave her like this..

At the other end I can't be just selfish and force him to stay with me.. The way I don't want anyone to come in between me and my mom, I will not come between Abir and his mom..

Even though I like him, I will stay away from him.

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Something was making me restless after whatever I heard from his mom. There's no future for us, but it just hurts so much. I have known him for just a month, we have started growing feelings for each other recently and I fell hard for him in a very short time..

Was it destiny that we met by accidents? He worked under me.. We moved around each other. And now in his house!! If it's not destiny then I am a fool for thinking of him as THE ONE.

A helicopter landed inside the boundary, their house was big enough.. The noise was making me annoyed.. A person, all dressed up in black formal suit, got out of the helicopter and started walking towards this house.. The bodyguards were following him..

As I got a close view of his face, my legs started shaking.. Advik Rajvansh? What's he doing here! He is the top leading business man in our country.. Wait!! Rajvansh? Advik Rajvansh? Abir Rajvansh!!!!!!

I palmed my face in shock, how come it never crossed my mind. Abir is the son of Advik Rajvansh? Oh, the reason behind such good looks and attractive personality.. Advik Rajvansh is not just the richest but the hottest business man as well.. Girls go gaga over his looks, I had seen him once in my lifetime during an event and I was completely mesmerized..

People die to see him and here I have been living in his house for the last few days and his son likes me? I felt like jumping from the cliff because for some reason I felt really insecure.. No way I can match his standard.. And I felt scared because it's dangerous to mess with his family..

I have my mom with me and I can't take risks..

Keeping my excitement low, I went outside to see the great Advik Rajvansh as a person. I need to tell Drish about it, she will die in excitement.. She's a huge fan of him. How come Abir never appeared on social media? Nobody has any idea of Abir being his son..

As soon as he entered inside, aanty took his phone and wallet from him and handed it to the maid.. The house environment has completely changed, the maids were smiling till now but after his arrival everything and everyone became serious.. He has the aura that will scare you to the death..

"My Princess! How are you? "

"I am good papa! " Aradhya hugged him, she stayed in his embrace for a minute atleast and I saw his softside in those few seconds.. Swati came and hugged him too. He was happy to see her as well.. I got startled when his eyes landed on me, I started question my life choices..

"Papa, she's Mishti, Abir's friend! " Aradhya introduced to me, I gulped down and went down stairs.. As I was walking towards him, his eyes remained constant on me. Both father and son are carbon copy of each other, in both look wise and nature wise.. Don't they know that it make a girl anxious if they will stare at him for a longer time..

Maybe they do it purposely to make other anxious. Don't know about his father, but Abir definitely stare at me purposefully..

I didn't realize when I reached him, without thinking twice I bent down and touch his feet.. My indian culture!! He kept his palm on my head and I straightened up.. "I sense danger from you! " he whispered in a low voice and faked a smile.. It's audible to me only..

I just blinked my eyes twice, still trying to digest what he just said.. The most dangerous man sense danger from me, I was literally laughing from inside.. Seriously I was laughing.. Me? Me! Me. My face must have turned red because I was trying hard to not laugh. I found it so funny. Somebody please help me, I need some serious therapy..

Like father like son; otherwise who tells something like this to their guess. Straightforward people.. Both are! They don't hesitate to say anything, they just blabber what comes to their mind. It's just I like what Abir say and it would be better if I won't talk about his father. He just said one line to me and it made me laugh and cry at the same..

"Is Abir outside? "

I distanced myself a little as he questioned about Abir to Aradhya. "He is standing just behind you! " she uttered, I went towards my left and found him standing there. His hands inside his pockets, face straight, no sign of fear. Only person who is standing with such confidence in front of him..

Abir shifted his gaze from his father to me and then again at his father.. It was kinda scary. Did he hear what his father said to me? It looked like that only..

"It will be better if you will keep your rival till you, don't make other people's life difficult who just live a normal life! " he voiced , he must have met hia father after a long time, but was this how he started the conversation.. There was no politeness on his face which felt strange..

His father was not even feeling disappointed , there bonding felt so off.. Both have same level of ego. "I always wanted your safety that's why I never talked about you anywhere. But recently some people got to about you.. I will make sure you will be away from everything! " uncle replied..

"Good then! We will leave tomorrow.. " he announced and started walking towards the stairs.

"Tomorrow is your birthday, I have kept a house party. Please stay here for one more day! "

Now it sounded more like a request , Abir turned around and looked at aunty who was trying to convince him through her eyes..

Wait!!

His birthday? Tomorrow!!

Abir didn't say anything and left to his room.. Uncle left too.. As he left, Nikhil came inside like a theif, he was relieved as uncle was not there.. "Are you scared of him? " I asked him, going to him.. He casually shrugged off.. "Me and scared? That's such a stupid thing to say. I was busy in talking with my friend in phone, so I came late, " he made an excuse.. I shook my head in disbelief..

"Aradhya! " Uncle called her from his room, Nikhil ran ibto upstairs, the fear was real.. I went to Abir's room, both the boys were present there.. "Welcome bhabi! " Nikhil greeted me, Abir grinned in happiness.. "Should I go outside? You have some important work with each other ? " he said dramatically, I rolled my eyes..

"We are not dating, stop teasing us! " I uttered and sat on a sofa..

"You guys are not dating? "

"We will, soon! " Abir said confidentially, aunty's words started ringing in my ear..

"By the way, tomorrow is your birthday! So we are staying here for one more day? " He nodded in response.. I had no idea why I came here, but I just came here . I wanted to talk with him, but I have nothing to say.. Nikhil walked out of the room, Abir took a seat beside me , on the same sofa..

"I didn't know that you are Advik uncle's son! "

"Did it change anything? "

"No! I was just saying.. You are so rich, belongs to billionaire family then why are you doing job, you could have been a CEO! "

"He must be rich but not me and I prefer to follow my dream rather than doing something I am not interested. I never like the idea of staying under thousands of security and servants. This lifestyle sucks! " he concluded, he had some points..

"Wear something good at tomorrow party, I want my girlfriend to look best in my birthday! " he whispered and leaned back on the sofa.. The way he never fails to make my stomach flutter, his words always make me fall for him.. I stared at him for a few minutes, his eyes were closed.. I wanted to ruffle his hair, brush my fingers on his cheek, cuddle with him. I wanted a lot but I had no rights..

He suddenly snapped his head at me, I looked away.. "You didn't have to look away, I am all yours to stare at! " he whispered, "I am just waiting for the day when you will say me the exact same thing! " he added , it made me sad for some reason..

"Bro, if you are done then will you join me? " Nikhil asked coming into the room, "Wait for two minutes! " he said and got up.. Nikhil left taking the car key with him.. "Will you join us? " Abir asked me and I shook my head in a No.. I need some time for myself..

He stood in front of the mirror and started opening the buttons of his shirt.. As he removed the shirt, my eyes remained constant on his perfect body.. I could see the scar on his back, doctor has removed the bandage but the scar was still fresh.. I moved my eyes to the mirror, his perfect abs were worth drooling for..

Disappointment crept over my face as he wore another shirt quickly.. "We have a lot of time together like this, have patience! " he chuckled, I moved my gaze quickly.. He sat on the teapoy in front of me and pulled the sofa to him..

"Can I kiss you here? Please! " he asked for permission,pointing at my cheek, it pushed me to the dilemma, I nodded positively even though it's wrong.. His hand wrapped around my neck and pulled me close, my toes curled up as he brushed his lips on my cheek..

He is obsessed with my cheek.. His lips stayed there for a few seconds and it drove me crazy.. As he leaned back our eyes remained on each other, lips an inch apart.. He looked into my eyes and then to my lips and again then again stared into my eyes.. We were really close and it's making me weak..

"I am waiting for your answer and I can sense a positive response! " he whispered, I clutched my fingers around my knees.. He pulled my nose gently and stood up.. "You were not in the office today, I missed you! " saying he left.. I sat there completely numb, it's such a torture..

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Aradhya had put so many outfits in the wardrobe, but I struggled to find a perfect piece for tomorrow event. I would have chose anything, but Abir wanted me to look best.. So now I was under pressure, it's a headache. If I would choose a perfect outfit, I have to do make on the basis of it.. It's his birthday or mine?

"May I come in? " Aradhya knocked on the door, it's already opened.. I closed the wardrobe quickly and turned around. "You don't have to ask, " I said politely.. She handed me a bag. "I know you must be searching for a outfit, so I have brought one for you! "

I opened the bag and found a white saree..

"Nobody knows, but Abir love saree and his favourite colour is white.. Don't tell him that you will wear this yesterday, he will be surprised! "

I thanked her for the saree , a girl came inside.. "She will take your measurements and will provide you the blouse before the party! " I nodded, after taking measurements, they both left. Only if I would know how to wear a saree!

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Next day:

Everyone was running from here to there.. Guests have arrived, everyone in the family were perfectly dressed up except me who's still waiting for the blouse. There's no sign of Aradhya too.. In my pyjama I was roaming around the hall, some guests were staring at me, but I cared less..

Abir was wearing a three piece suit, he was looking like a rich ceo. For the first time I saw him in suit and he was looking dashing..

My gaze moved to Swati, who walked downstairs. She's wearing a blue gown and the dress was perfectly fitting her. She was looking smoking hot. She had already taken the limelight..

Abir and Swati were twinning in blue.. Abir took a glance of her and again got busy talking with his friends. He must be a blind for rejecting such a beautiful girl, apart from beauty she's actually good.. I turned around to leave but bumped into someone..

"You blind! " he yelled at me, my eyes travelled to his suit which I just ruined.. He was holding a half glass of wine, maybe it fell on his shirt.. "I am sorry, I didn't see you coming! " I apologize, he pushed my shoulder making me fall on a chair.. My eyes widened in shock.. I stood up quickly and looked around..

Everyone was busy at the party so nobody noticed us.. "I said sorry, why are you making an issue? And how dare you push me like that? " I whisper-yelled , I kept my voice low not wanting to disturb the party.. "After your fault you have the audacity to show me your finger and talk to me like this! " he pushed my both shoulders again, such a psycho!

I got furious ..

"Listen, just because it's a party I am trying to calm myself. Don't cross your limits, behave!! " I said angrily, he took a step forward.. "What will you do? "

"Hello bro! Relax, why are you making a scene here, it's not a big deal!! " Nikhil came in between and stood between us. I sighed in relief as he took a stand for me..

"What's this Nikhil? He is our guest, behave properly! " Abir said glaring at Nikhil, I was really disappointed and was not expecting it from Abir.. "But Abir , he misbehaved with Mishti! " he took my side..

"I saw it, but it's her fault.. See ! She ruined his shirt! "

I was angry but Abir made me more furious.. How could he just blame me like this? I felt insulted as that man smirked at me.. I felt like punching his face.. "Come with me, I will help you clean your shirt! " he dragged him along with himself, both Nikhil and I glared at him in anger and followed him..

What surprised me was that he took him towards the garden rather than taking him to the washroom or any other room.. "What is he up to? " I whispered.. Before we could come to a conclusion, Abir punched his face and he growled on the ground ..

"How dare you touch her? " he made him stand on his feet by holding his collar and punched hard on his cheek, making him fall on the ground again.. Nikhil tried to stop him but he pushed him away..I palmed my face in shock.. He was going to beat him again but I ran to him and held him..

"Please stop! " I hugged him from the front and tried to push him back.. His breathing was fast, I gulped in fear.. That guy ran from there.. "Calm down, he already got beaten, do you want to kill him? " I whispered and patted his back..

"Rather than slapping him, why were you doing drama? " he whispered in anger, I was still caging him between my arms..

"It's so unfair, when I came to stop you literally threw me away and when she did, you didn't even flinch!! " Nikhil complained, "look at my dress, I need to change it, " he stormed into the house, I looked into Abir's eyes..

He looked away, "I am sorry, I just got angry, how dare he push my girlfriend? " he was complaining like a baby, I was scared seeing how much he likes me..

His jaw tightened in anger, I stood on my toe and placed my lips on his cheek. His every muscle got relaxed, his grip around me softened.. He started melting under my touch like an ice.. I pecked his cheek for a few more time and hugged him.. He was stunned..

Again aunty's words started ringing in my ear, I detached myself from him and ran into the house.. On my way I bumped into Aradhya.. "I am so sorry for the delay, here's your blouse, let's go I will make you ready! " she was running out of breath.. We went to her room, she's not dressed up as well..

"You should have got ready first, you are his sister! "

"And you are his girlfriend! "

I am not-

I didn't say anything and wore my blouse and peticot.. She helped me in wearing saree.. "You have a great bonding with uncle unlike Abir! " I said, she gave a dry chuckle..

"Because papa and I share the same brain cells. He thinks I joined business because it's his dream but in reality it's my dream since childhood.. He is happy about me dating Shreyansh, according to him he has choosen Shreyansh for him, but in reality I was in love with him from 8th grade. The fact is I got lucky in this case, our choices are same.. But Abir and he have completely different choices, both have same level of ego. Papa has the bad trait to dominate everyone and Abir never likes to stay under someone's control!! " till she was completed, I was done wearing saree..

I could sense another drama coming due to me. Abir likes me and his father wanted Swati to be Abir's bride.. She did my hair and face make up.. I looked myself on the mirror and could not believe my eyes.. For the first time I was wearing a saree..

"Isn't it a little revealing? " I asked her, being conscious about my look..

"He will die after seeing you, you are looking stunning . Just be confident! " she cheered me.. She wore a saree too, but it's of a different colour.. "Abir is wearing white-blue, you are wearing white . You both will coordinate with each other! "

I was feeling nervous for some reason, I wanted him to stay away from me during this party.. We both walked out of the room, as I started descending the stairs, my eyes fell on a pair of brown orbs which were already staring at me.. He blinked his eyes being totally amazed, his mouth opened a little..

I blushed and looked down.. "If he's going to stare at you like this, my family will definitely get to know about you both! " Aradhya whispered, that's why I want him to stay away..

"You are looking breathtaking, " Abir gave me a compliment, I was about to thank him but seeing aunty coming towards us, I excused myself.. It's cake cutting time..

The cake was bigger than me.. I stood a little away from them but Aradhya dragged me to the center.. After blowing the candles, he closed his eyes and made a wish. We all clapped our hands together as he cut the cake. He fed his mom and Nikhil first..

Aradhya took the knife from him and cut it into a few pieces. I took one piece and fed him.. He chose one big piece and put it in my mouth, I glared at him.. A few househelper came and distributed the cake among the guests.. I was standing with Nikhil , Abir joined us..

"What's wrong with you? Why are you running away from me! "

"I am looking morr beautiful than you, what if I will take all the limelight, so I am letting you to take the limelight! " I said dramatically..

"Was it a joke? If yes, then I didn't find it funny! " he made a poker face.. A waiter came to us with wine glasses, even the smell disgusts me.. Both the boys took one glass from it, but I refused.. "You don't drink? " Abir asked me..

"I hate it! " I muttered, my family fell apart due to alcohol, my father was a alcoholic person. We faced a lot due to these drinks..

"Oh! " Abir placed the glass back on the plate, "You can drink, I don't have any problem with it, " I said, he shook his head.. "I won't do something that you don't like! " he grinned showing his teeth.. "My ears! My eyes! Too much! " Nikhil left the place, I laughed at his reaction.

"Attention everyone! " Aradhya said in the mic, we all moved to the center.. I stood with Nikhil and Swati, while Abir was standing in front of me, on the opposite side.. "So as we have a family reunion after a long time, so I would request everyone to take their partner to center and do a couple dance! " she announced, my eyes remained on Abir who was staring at me, it made me scared.. I didn't want Abir to choose me..

"Abir, please take your fiance to the center, we will join you later! " his father announced, I took a step back as Swati took a step forward.. She was standing just next to me and Abir's eyes were on me.. He started walking towards us, I got confused, "Whom is he going to choose? " Nikhil asked me, how would I know..

Aunty was looking really happy, uncle too. They must be thinking that Abir will choose Swati, but it doesn't look like that.. My heart was really about to jump out of throat, last time I was this much scared while watching a horror movie.. I closed my eyes as he came nearer. As nothing happened, I opened my eyes thinking he chose her but damn he was standing just in front of me..

"Can I have a dance with you, dear fiance? " he asked me, forwarding his hand.. Believe me, the whole crowd became silent, silence was louder than any chaos.. My legs started trembling.. "All the best! " Nikhil whispered, even his voice was shaking.. His family was completely shocked..

Nikhil placed my hand above his , my eyes fell on uncle's eyes . If looks could kill, I would have been under six feet till now.. Abir held my hand dragged me to the floor..

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai

Tum se hi din hota hai
Surmaiye shaam aati
Tumse hi tumse hi
Har ghadi saans aati hai
Zindagi kehlati hai
Tumse hi tumse hi

Our eyes remained on each other, hands in hands and body moving in a sync.. People were clapping for us, except his family.. They were still shocked, I didn't dare to look at anyone..

He lifted me in his arms and moved around himself in a slow pace..

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai

Aankhon mein ankhen teri
Bahoon mein baahein teri
Mera na mujh mein kuch raha hua kya
Baaton mein baatein teri
Raatein saugatein teri
Kyun tera sab yeh ho gaya
hua kya

He twirled me around him, holding each other's hands I took my one leg forward and he took one leg backward , as part of the dance..

Mein kahin bhi jata hoon
Tumse hi mil jata hoon
Tumse hi tumse hi

"We did enough dance, let's stop it! " I whispered and tried to go.. He pulled me in a jerk, I lost my balance but he caught me.. I was half bend towards my back and he was holding me from my waist.. Our eyes were locked with each other..

Shoor mein khamoshi hai
Thodi se Behoshi hai
Tum se hi tum se hi

Aadha sa wada kabhi
Aadhe se zayada kabhi
Jee chahe karlu is trah wafa ka
Chode na chote kabhi
Tode na tute kabhi
Jo dhaga tumse jud gaya wafa ka

He lowered me a little, so I clutched his shirt tightly.. "Now kiss, now kiss, KISS KISS ! " Everyone was screaming in excitement, Abir brought his face close to mine, I gulped hard.. His lips turned into a smile as his eyes sparkled in happiness.. I shut my eyes tightly when he brought his lip closure..

I thought he would actually kiss me on my lips but I felt his soft lips on my forehead, it felt magical.. I quickly opened my eyes, he smiled at me.. "A kiss would have made this moment perfect, but nothing matters to me more than your consent! "

I had the plan to not fall for him, but I fell hard when he uttered something so beautiful that won my heart..

We both stood up and left the stage.. "Hehe.. Let's dance! " Shreyansh pulled Aradhya to stage, trying to lighten up the situation.. One by one other couples joined them as well.. Abir was holding my hand in a tight grip , his parents eyes were on our handhold.. I could feel how intense the upcoming scene was going to be..

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Everyone had left.. It's a complete silence in the hall.. I was standing next to Abir, everyone were looking hell serious.. His father gave me a cold stare which was enough to make me wish for death.. "What was that Abir? " he asked Abir, it's more like a threatening question..

"I have chose Swati for you, you know how humiliated I felt? And what about Swati? You know how heartbreaking it's for her! " he added, Abir finally left my hand and moved to the center.. "Does it make any sense ? Who gave you the rights to choose a girl for me? She is not my fiance and if this ring make her my fiance then I am removing it.. Till now I was wearing if because of mom, but not anymore! " he removed the ring and placed it on the table..

"And about Swati I had already told her about my feelings from the very first day!! "

I looked at my watch, it's 11:30 in the midnight.. I need rest. "But why her? Why do you never care about your family.. We have high standards! We have a high profile status in the society! "

Same old dialogue, I didn't even feel bad hearing it..

"Buf uncle, just to let you know that when if comes to making money and position, Mishti stands on higher position than Abir! " Nikhil pointed, I know he said it to defend me but I just didn't like it. Why even everyone were bringing this topic when it's all about choosing a life partner..

"You orphan!! Keep your mouth shut. A person like you can never understand the value of having family. Beggars like you will never-"

"How dare you Mr Advik Rajvansh to say such things to him? " Abir grabbed uncle's collar in anger, I palmed my mouth.. Aanty came in the middle and tried to pull him but he didn't move.. Uncle was stunned with his behavior..

I stood beside Nikhil and patted his back, he faked a smile..

"Say whatever you want but don't you dare to say a word against Nikhil. He matters to me more than you all! " saying he pushed him away.. "The boy to whom you are calling beggar was the one who provided me a roof to live when I had no one.. The boy to whom you are calling orphan has given me a family. He is the only person who had chose me in every tough condition no matter what. He had sacrificed his meal just to feed me. Money doesn't define standard but a good heart does.. And you guys are really poor, I feel bad for you! "

I had a proud smile on my face, Nikhil was shedding tears.. I side hugged him and tried to console him.. Uncle stormed out of the house.. "I won't live in a house where nobody respect my friend! " before he could move aunty held him.. "It's late at night.. Where will you go? Please stay till tomorrow, I beg you please! " she was crying like anything..

"I never wish to have a birthday like this! Thank you for ruining it! " he went upstairs, Nikhil and I followed him.. It's dangerous to stay there in the absence of Abir, mainly for me.. I didn't disturb Nikhil and Abir, so I went to my room and changed my clothes..

My water jar was empty, my throat was running dry. Collecting my guts I walked out of the room, to my good luck there was no one.. I went to kitchen and filled the empty jar.. After drinking a glass of water I turned around and almost jumped on my place seeing Aunty..

"Come to my room! " she said and left .. I thought I saw a ghost .. I gulped down another glass of water and followed her.. She locked the door from inside..

"Get out! "

I snapped my head up, "Get out from my son's life! "

"But aunty -"

"There is not but and if. Just do as I said. I have booked your morning ticket, go back! " she handed me a flight ticket. My flight was at 6:30.

"Do you think it will make Abir happy? "

"You don't have to care for his happiness.. Care about your mom who is handling the customer in the bakery! " I took a step back when he mentioned my mom, she showed a video of mom. "I hope she's your mom! " I pulled out her phone, it's a live video..

"Please don't drag my mom into this mess! "

She took the phone away.. "One phone call and your life will be upside down! I hope you won't see the sunrise in Mumbai! "

I just stared at her in disbelief.. Taking the ticket with me I went out of the room.. I was taking steps like there is no tomorrow.. I didn't want something like this to happen..

I was walking lifelessly until I was dragged into a room, it's Abir.. I looked around and found myself in his room.. I didn't realize when I came towards his room. It's the destiny which always pushes me towards him.. He brushed his fingers on my cheek, I wanted to cry , hugging him..

"Why are crying? Did anyone say you anything? "

I couldn't take the risk, because it's about my mom, so I shook my head negatively.. "What are you holding? " he asked me, forwarding his hand to hold the ticket.. My heart beat became fast, I moved it to my back ..

"Kiss me! " I whispered, he snapped back at me , probably in shock.

"Hein? What? "

"Kiss me! " I repeated, it's not like I wanted to do this to divert his mind but I wanted to do it because I love him. I wanted to spend one night with him before going. It's our last night together and I wanted to make it memorable even though it will haunt me later.. I wanted to live in present without thinking about my future..

I dropped the ticket and pushed him to the bed, he was still trying to digest what I just said.. I made him sit, he leaned back, I placed my one knee on the bed and other on his thigh..

"Have you lost your brain cells somewhere? " he whispered, I pulled him by holding his collar.. "Yes, " I whispered and placed my lips on his.. He closed his eyes, our lips stayed on each other for the next few minutes..

"I don't like to repeat things, Abir! " I commanded, I wanted him to dominate because I wanted my first kiss to be special.. He pulled me, I jerked against his chest.. The next moment he flipping our position..

He moved his hand to my back and opened the rubber bamd making my hair fall free on my back. I could feel the increasing sexual tension between us.. With the remote he turned off the main lights.. As the room darkened nervousness aroused in me.. He roamed his finger in my cheek and held my jawline.

"You can trust me, Princess! " he whispered and placed his lips on mine.. I opened my mouth, he slowly sucked my lower lip.. For the first time I was kissing someone and it was making me really weak.. He held my leg and pulled me, I was about to fall back but he wrapped his one hand around my waist..

I moved my hands into his hair and brought him closer than before.. His soft lips against my quivering lips made me want more.. As we started kissing each other in a perfect sync, my hand moved from his neck to his chest.. I opened a few buttons of his shirt from the upper side..

He pulled back and removed his shirt.. Our eyes remained constant on each other.. "Can I? " he asked me and I nodded positively.. He pulled out my hoodie and pushed me to bed.. He brushed his cheek against mine, I roamed my hand on his back.. He smashed his lips on mine again, this time it's not anymore soft and gentle.. It's wild..

He kissed me like he was waiting for this moment since forever, I let him enter my mouth.. He again flipped our position, now I was above him.. He slowly sucked my upper lip and bit it making me moan his name.. He opened my bra strap while roaming his hand on my back, but he didn't remove it..

I pulled myself back running out of air, he tucked my hair behind my ear.. I placed a kiss on his cheek and bitbhis earlobe.. He tilted his head giving me some assess to explore his neck.. I started placing wet kisses , he clutched my hair tightly and turned me again..

Shivers ran down my spine as I felt him nibbling my skin in the crook of my neck.. The sensation I was feeling all over my body was out of my control. I moved my hand to grab something but Abir clutched his fingers around mine..

He sucked my collarbone, I could feel his lips moving from my neck to my shoulder.. He pulled down my bra a little and placed a wet kiss on my shoulder.. I closed my eyes and tilted my head to other side.. He was literally laying above me but I could not feel his weight.. He moved his lips up from my neck to my lips and placed a kiss on my forehead..

I opened my eyes and stared at his brown orbs, "It's the best birthday, I will remember it forever! " he whispered, I hugged him tightly.. I could not control anymore and started crying.. His neck was completely wet due to my tears.. "Why are you crying? Did you feel uncomfortable-"

"I love you! " I whispered, he became numb.. I was crying like a mess.. He tightened his grip around me.. I digged my nail on his back, there was no space for even air to pass still I was pulling him more and more.. Everything felt wrong, but still I did it..

"I love you Abir Rajvansh! " I whispered again and buryed my face in the crook of his neck.. I was still crying like a child, without making any noise .. I was just shedding tears.. "Please say again na! " he whispered, even his voice was trembling..

"I love you, I love you thousands time more.. I am all yours, all yours to stare at, to touch, to kiss, to hold.. I am fully yours and you have every fucking rights on me! " I confessed, before I could say more he pushed me to the bed, my head hit against the soft pillow.. He started kissing me again, like he would die if he won't kiss me.. It's making me weak on my knees, I let him kiss me..

When I ran out of breath he pulled back himself.. I was under him, half naked, my bra was not perfectly covering me.. I had just my pants on, still I didn't feel comfortable.. "I didn't really understand what people meant by saying 'home doesn't have to be a place' until I met you! I feel home in your arms, " he confessed, I smiled .

He shifted down and placed his lips on my chest, his hand placed above my belly.. I kept my one hand on his back and other above his hand.. He placed a kiss above my chest, a tear rolled down my eyes.. I moved down and hugged him again.. "Good night! " I placed a kiss above his ear and closed my eyes..

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Around 3:30 I woke up, I looked down and found Abir sleeping above me, keeping his head on my chest.. I was wearing his hoodie, he had closed my bra strap as well.. I placed his head on the pillow and sat on the bed.. But due to the disturbance he got up, with his half opened eyes he stared at me.. Before he could utter anything I sealed his lips by placing my lips.

"I am here! " I whispered and ruffled his hair, he is such a baby.. How am I going to leave him after seeing his this side.. A tear rolled down my eyes.. Sometimes love is not enough to keep two people close.

"I will choose you in every lifetime, but maybe we can't be together in this lifetime. Just know that I love you, I know you would be hell angry but I have no other option left. Sorry for being a selfish girl! "

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Longest update till now!! But you might have found a lot of mistakes there. I am sorry for it.. ❤