this is a draft from probably 2 years ago.... that i finished today because i've been momentarily inspired to write apparently.

idk how i feel about it, it's kind of messy and some parts probably don't make as much sense as i think they do but.

I wanted to finish it because at the time i had been working hard on it!!

anyways tw/ past minor character death, some smut in the second chapter, mental health issues, obsessive behaviour, nose bleeds, emotional trauma.