'꒷꒦‧˚.‧꒷꒦꒷‧'꒷꒦‧˚.‧꒷꒦꒷‧'꒷꒦‧˚.‧꒷꒦꒷‧'꒷꒦‧˚.‧꒷꒦

I am better lost,

Gone in between the ashes,

Layered beneath the dirt.

I gave up,

I can't do this no more.

Someone help,

Its too much, this is too much.

no one fucking cares,

No one knows.

No one knows what lies between the smile and happy faces,

No one knows and I am going deeper,

Falling into the trap of my chaotic mind,

I can't do this  no more.

Please help, its too much.

I am already dying,

What is there to live for?

I am sorry for not being there for you,

I am so fucking sorry,

I am sorry,

No one appreciates anything,

I am just a human, in a populated world,

And here I go,

Into the forest I go,

To lose my mind.

No, its a goodbye,

I am just trying to find peace,

Please bare with me,

I promise I will be better,

Just stick with me ,

I promise I'll live to your expectations.

But please don't leave me...

I am crying on the floor,

The monsters knew that they have finally won,

And here I am held captive....

Please stay with me...

I love you all,

Its not goodbye, but its me finding my peace...