Sticks and stone break my bones

 but never have you 

Broken my heart more

I still ponder, what did I do?

Yet the answer never comes

For all I could ever care 

You were just a glimpse of my future

A glimpse of how I should take care

So I don't get hurt again.

Is it selfish to say I still love you?

I love you so damn much

Please don't leave

But you are toxic as fuck

I need you here

But I need you to leave 

I want my heart to be broken again

Because you have your touches and ways

It makes me feels special

How i was the one who has fallen for your charms so badly.

I was so naïve and young I didn't know what to do

No one was there for me

So I just pull you in

For the love I ever had

Was the love of my demons

So I am sorry i didn't love you 

I am sorry for existing.

A/N: thoughts?