Author's Note:

Sorry guys, it's been a busy month at school. Final projects coming in and well since i'm an ELA major i kind of have to do my homework. LOL

Anyway, sorry for the delay on this book. I keep forgetting how far along we are!! 

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Bebe takes a swing towards me, I bent my back on a ninety degree angle and kicked my feet up to loop them around her waist. I used my momentum and a hip jerk to take her down to the floor. I released, tucking and rolling on the grass until i'm back up on my feet. Bebe tumbles on the floor before she looks up at me with a bit of a smile. 

"Not bad, three days and you're already knocking me on my ass?" She grins before she pushes herself back up and just stands in a ready for battle pose. I have my hands raised up to my chest ready for anything. 

My eyes locked on hers when she comes to me again, she throws her fist down towards my gut. I jumped up dodging her fist and i kneed her on her chest. She goes to grab at me with her free arm before i jerked my hips to the side and slipped out of her reach falling to the ground before i slid under her legs. Grabbing at her and jerking them towards me. Her body falls forward, but i see a twitch of her feet. I let go of her legs and rolled to the side in time to dodge out of the way of her kick. 

I am crouching on my two feet looking at her wary before she starts laughing a bit.

"okay that's enough tossing me around, for the moment. It's time for you to start shifting into your wolf." She tells me, she stretches out her arms and kind of starts rolling her shoulders when i got back up on my feet, standing normal i shake my head.

"I don't shift into my wolf form. I'm a hybrid, I guess i'm not meant to have a wolf form." I tell her trying to correct her thought when she looks back at my and seemed confused. She walks towards me and kind of glances my entire stance

"You should be able to, I mean Marshall and Jo can shift into wolves and they're also half breeds. You're a lycan you should be able to have a bit more strength in that department." She tells me and there was a bit of bitterness in my gut when she said that. Had i known that i can shift into a wolf. I'd probably done it a long time ago. 

"Well i can't Bebe, so maybe we can skip this portion of training. I don't mind going on another few more rounds." I tell her just wanting to avoid the drilling again. I mean for these three days their hospitalities have been great, they don't pressure me to do anything, they don't ask me about my life before here. 

Ciara doesn't push on the what happened to me on the river time. Bebe already knows firmly that Tyson was involved in my life in some way. She didn't need to ask about the bite that i had the day i came to them. But she just knew i had to train, and so did the other misfits. The last thing i wanted was for Tyson to find his way over here, but at the same time... I guess i could use the muscle strength

Then the image of Tyson commanding Kole to attack me, just brings shivers down my spine. Maybe that might not be the greatest idea in the world either. With Tyson and his lycan roar there's no way in hell that Bo and Marshall won't attack us or any other innocents. 

"Dom, you can shift into a wolf. Your mother had mentioned it a couple of times when you were a baby." Bebe comes to my side and just reaches out to place her hand on my shoulder. I looked away, my bicolor eyes wanting to look at everything but her. 

I remembered in my dreams... the night my mother told me to run, and it was the last time i ever saw her. I remembered her words, and the feeling of my four paws hitting the forest floor. That was the last time i remember ever being in wolf form. 

"Well, i guess my body grew out of that ability." I tell her just walking away from her, having a feeling that she wasn't going to let the subject go. 

We made it inside of the cabin and i see everyone had made their way to their seats, almost too perfectly trying to avoid eye contact with me. Right away i see Lady coming to us with this eager how-did-training-go smile.

"So any news?" Lady's eagerness couldn't be hidden and i just smiled a bit, trying to be more polite than i had been lately. I mean these people were trying to be warm to me, and i just wanted to learn, train, and get the hell out of here as fast as i could. 

"Well she's able to hold her own now for a bit. We just need to work on just the basics." Bebe tells Lady leaning in to give her a pop kiss to her wife. I just go and sit down on the couch, Bo and Marshall kind of looking at me with their enigmatic gaze. I look away just playing with my hands trying not to get too much in my head. 

So i can't shift into a full on wolf, but my hybrid form has managed to save my ass a couple of times. I don't know why i grew out of being able to shift into a wolf.

"We don't look like werewolves when we shift into our wolf forms you know." I hear Marshalls' voice break me from my thoughts. My bicolor eyes look at him and his little boy smile. 

"We might not look like the werewolves that our parents were, but the ability to shift into a wolf comes from more than bloodline. It comes from the mind as well you know, the psyche." He tells me and i just tilt my head a little to the side. 

"Psyche?" I mumbled interested. 

"Yeah i mean it's kind of like when you get into your head a little too much. It's kind of like.... swimming? When you first learn to swim you're literally a rock of nerves. Instead of swimming you keep sinking." Marshall tries to reason with me a little bit. I guess they all heard me telling Bebe that i wasn't able to shift into my wolf form. I guess they agree with her hypothesis as well, that i should be able to.

"So you're comparing wolfing out to swimming?" I asked him, not meaning to sound a little annoyed by the comparison.

"Well if you think about it, Marsh has a point Domi. Right now you're sinking instead of swimming. Wolfing is pure instinct." Ciara looks up from her little Cosmo magazine 

"How on earth would you know about wolfing out Ciara." Bo intervenes and Ciara responds with a slight eye roll. 

"I live in a house hold of people that shift all the time. I think i can zero in that it's more about letting go than thinking about it." Ciara defends her case about why she would have an opinion of wolfing out. I scrunch my nose a bit at the term wolfing out, I mean it's not that we're just shifting

"That doesn't mean you can automatically understand where we're coming from Ciara." Bo is a little annoyed by Ciara's point of view. But these misfits have been close to one another for years. 

"Maybe she does, I mean you all treat each other like a big family. Maybe Ciara might get it, just like Marshall might get there's a way to avoid us girls during shark week." The words slip out of my lips without realizing. I just wanted to defend Ciara here, the nights we talk, I can understand that she cares with all of her heart. 

"Are you comparing shifting into a wolf, with period week?" There's a chuckle that slipped through Marshall's lips and he just face palms himself. 

"Point is, Dom there might be something that's blocking you from accepting that wolf in you." Bo just tells it to me bluntly. and i just bite my lip. I didn't really want to talk about this. If there is this block in my soul or whatever, it's a block that i could never really remember why it was there. 

"Well tonight we're going for a run, Bo and me. You are welcome to run with us." Marshall smiles at me and there's this sincere invitation in his tone. I glanced at Bo for a moment and she doesn't seem to hate the idea.

"I'll think about it." I whispered to him and just stood up to go get a bottle of water before i retired to my room for the night. I would love to stretch my legs out, other than fighting and dancing, i just miss being able to get out. I fall down on my bed and just looked up at the roof.

The little spots and glow in the dark sticker stars kind fo help me just relax. It reminded me of this innocence and the imagination of a child. I don't know what's blocking me, if every wolf in this house believes without a doubt that i can shift. I don't know why i can't. 

Psyche, please tell me what's wrong with me.