Alex POV

   Lisa Marie and I couldn't really find the words after...we really didn't know how to handle much of the awkward tension . I zoned out and began to stare into the distance questioning myself what was going on and what i should say, and what was up with that dream, I then stare straight at Lisa Marie and you can tell her mind was out in the distance staring at the view of the large window. She didn't have no emotion what so ever, she looked numb, and ....broken..

  I opened my mouth to say words but I couldn't..my focus was interrupted by one of the nurses walking in with a clip board and frustration on her face. she walks towards Lisa Marie and tries to get her attention, but fails, Lisa Marie was is the same position with no movement what so ever her face expression still the same. The nurse then placed her hand on Lisa Marie's shoulder, and without hesitation Lisa Marie quickly grabbed her hand, and had a tight grip, the nurse flinched from the pain.

   I was shocked at her behavior, I called out her name, without any hesitation possible, trust me...I was scared, especially if it came to be in the nurses shoes, so technically I had a lot of balls to call out her Lisa Marie's name. 

 Lisa Marie's POV

   No words can express how I feel at the moment, I wish I died before birth, I wish my foster dad would of kicked me hard enough to kill me. Now I am in a hospital room near my "girlfriend" who doesn't even remember me, I don't see the whole point of living anymore, especially when you lost a lot. Especially when your real family is gone, then you cant find your one and only best friend that is a stray dog, then the one person that had the possibility of actually loving you, forgot about you as if you were a memory to be forgotten. I cant take much of this pain for long, I just have been handling this pain for a long time...I kinda just, broke I guess...

   I felt someone place their hand on my shoulder, it felt as if it was that asshole of a father, I quickly grab his wrist to stop him from hurting me, but its as if he lost weight because his wrist seemed weak and fragile. "Lisa Marie!?"I broke out of thought from that familiar voice and look up to see a nurse with fear in her eyes and pain on her face, I quickly apologized after releasing my grip on her wrist... and looked around to see I was still in this hospital room, I then looked towards Alex and saw fear also in her eyes. A pain of guilt hit me, because I hate seeing, the one I fell in love with,fear me, especially if shes the first to love me. 

  The nurse then handed me the clip board she had in her hand and ran as quickly as she could, I looked down towards the board and saw is was a questioning survey I think. 

only 5 questions..

1. What is the reason you are here in the hospital?

2. Do you have family members or a guardian to contact? if so write number down below.

3. Are you allergic to any medication involving pain? or diseases?

4. Are you allergic to any foods?

5. What are your injures?

Thank you for filling out this sheet , after completed, please place it on the night stand near you and be patient about it being picked up by a nurse.

   I sighed in frustration and then began to realize how crappy and dumb these questions are especially if they were random and didn't make sense in much of the situation. I didn't even bother to fill it out and just placed it on the side on top of the night stand. I then feel as if someone was staring straight at me and remembered about Alex's presents. I turn towards her and in her eyes there was sorrow, yet a hint if pity, I sit up and began biting my nails in frustration and anxiety. 

   "Who are you to me?" I was broke out of thought once I realized that the person who asked me was the one I wanted to be my future the one that I was a memory to. "I already told you who i was" I respond with hesitation..."Okay I know that but who are you to me" she once again questions me... I yanked out the iv and other machines attached then struggle, but manage to stand up and walk towards her still limping from my pain of my now ripped muscle. she flinches from my action and her heart rate began to change but I didn't care, I wanted to do something that I have been dying to do..."p-please don't hurt me, I was ju-" as I got closer with every word she spoke and every breath I took I cut her off with the most heart sparking kiss, it lasted for about 5 minutes..I don't now it felt so good, yet so wrong.

   We broke from the kiss and with that her heart rate was back to pace, but when I looked in her eyes, all I saw was confusion, tears started to form and a sighed in sadness, " I...I am just a memory.." I respond to her curiosity from earlier. I look down and begin to walk back towards my bed and began to settle myself back onto my now new death bed. "L-lisa..M-marie", I respond with a small nod with my head and wait for her response. " I-I love you", my heart skipped a beat and I look towards Alex, who was touching her lips and tearing up, I sit up and look at her with a straight face..." you what..." i question with a complicated tone.

  " I love you" ...my mind was racing, so was my heart, I couldn't believe it, it was to ...unbelievable , just one kiss and she possibly, might, maybe remembers me...this seemed like a damn Cinderella story, I just couldn't believe it, it just caught me off guard.."h-hello ?" I guess I was to out of thought that I didn't realize she was waiting for me to respond to her..." I love you"...I quickly respond, I stand up and walk towards her and began to tear up..."d-do you know who I am.."I shyly say..."you're Lisa Marie, my everything, my one and only...mine" my heart skipped a beat and I began to bawl my tears all over the sheets she had, and she did one thing i've been dying to feeling in so long, she held me tightly in her arms, she rubbed my back, and repeatedly said " I am here, its me...I love you...i am not ever going anywhere no matter what", i looked up into her eyes and that spark i once saw shine brighter than before...until, she realized the marks and injures to my body.

   "w-what happened to you? , w-who did this?"I let out a sigh and stand up straight. " n-noone..I fell down the stairs" I knew that if I told her she would go up to my father and who knows what she'd do, who knows what he'd do to her..I love her to much to let her get near him..her him to her.." no you didn't", I shot my head back up at her and then gave her a confused look, mixed with guilt. " I heard the nurse earlier she said you had three broken ribs, broken wrist and pulled muscle then you have a torn lip and a damn fist shaped bruise on your face. " i stayed silent and began to think how she would of known so much..

   "I don't want to speak about it okay...at least not at the moment" she gave a disappointed grin and a frustrated sigh then laid back down on her back and faced away from me...I hate this feeling...of disappointing her...I just couldn't tell her, it was hard...especially if she might get upset to the point of confrontation...I sighed and tapped her shoulder, she responded with turning her head to face me..."can I sleep with you?", I question with hesitation. She nudged her body to move a little, allowing there to be space for me to fit but still facing the other direction. I faced the opposite direction because I know that she doesn't really want to speak to me much, especially because of all this...I was cold and unwanted, I began to tear up and cry quietly... I didn't want her to hate me, I didn't like this treatment of disappointment, she finally remembers and I fucked everything up by keeping something from her.

   I began to replay everything that happened and began to cry even more, until I felt arms wrap around my waist...I flinch in a response reaction and face towards her "whats this for" I shyly say. She then holds me tightly and kisses me with the most passionate kisses, " I just need you to tell me the truth" I look up with watery eyes and begin to tear up more..."my dad...I got them from him..."

    Her face said it all..anger,fear..pity..sorrow..."how...long" I swallow and respond with the words that made her break even more..."my whole life.."  her heart rate was beading fast and she began to grind her teeth... "do you have your car?" I sigh and nodded my head yes... she nodded and kissed me softly..."we're leaving tomorrow and you are going to be with me for a long while"...i nod and say okay, we shared one last kiss and we both fell asleep...

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