Alex's POV
Her father...what the hell...then this has been happening all her life...is that why she never stood up..is that the reason why she pounded Jackie's face in..because she was fed up..is that why she isn't out going or has a phone...she barely has her own car...then to make matters worse, I ended up at the hospital with her stressing out , questioning if I'm okay or not...the good thing about this is, I remember everything...and I mean everything...I remember what happened before and after, I remembered about Jackie's body...what happened to her anyway...
I was broke out of thought with my girlfriend stirring in her sleep, I slightly place a small kiss on the temple of her head and then another one on her nose, I began to state stare at her and I then realized, Lisa Marie was smiling in her sleep, she looked so beautiful..And now that I think about it...I haven't really asked her to be my girlfriend...I will ask her, tomorrow.
I looked up at the ceiling and began to think of a plan to ask her out, to be honest I'm actually really nervous and anxious, I mean what if she says no, what if she needs more time to feel better, what if she doesn't even like me. I broke out of that with me blinking a couple times and a nurse coming in to check on me, she was shocked at the fact that me and Lisa Marie were cuddling and you can tell she didn't want anything more to happen, but before she can wake Lisa Marie up, I asked her for a pen and paper and some orange juice, all this thinking made me thirsty. She nodded in hesitation and walked back outside I looked around for any hard areas and thankfully there was a table, but the only light was the room like, and I didn't really know if Lisa marie was a light sleeper or a deep one. I stood up and fell at my feet, I felt so weak, I haven't really been her long so I still don't get how this is possible...I picked myself off the floor and began taking steps on the floor with the help of the bed and the wall, I soon made it to the table and the nurse came in with two sheets of lined paper and a pen. I smiled and said thank you, I then looked around and coughed, She then realized I wanted juice...she gave me a awkward smile and hurriedly ran to go get me some juice.
I looked outside the window and began to think what I should start it with...i then got an idea, and with the moonlight glimming into the room and making the sheets of paper shine, I began with "dear Lisa Marie".
Lisa Marie's POV
I woke up slightly, the sunlight shining it's hardest rays upon my face, it burned my eyes and my quick reaction was to look away, I runnes my eyes and looked up, I then see my girlfriend passed out on the table, I panic and run straight to her. "H-Hey Alex?! Wake up, are you okay?, fuck...come on alex!" Her head shot up and she begin to panic herself. "W-what Lisa I'm here, calm down. I'm still alive." I let out a small giggle because she couldn't even open her eyes, I then see two sheets of paper, but only one filled out, I tried to read it but all I read was dear. I giggles and questioned her about the paper but she quickly grabbed it and yanked it away from my sight. "Nothing!, i-it's nothing , just small things....a checklists ". Right than and there I knew something was up. I looked at her confused yet curios and I raised my brow. "Alright then"
I look at the clock and see that it's already checkout time, we began to gather our things and in a split second we leave and into the road we go. I yawn from boredom as I'm the one driving and Alex raised the radios volume and on came up the band all time low. Alex began to fangirl causing me to freak and swerve into another lane almost crashing into another. She then began to say how that Jack guy was 'hot' he is not. I don't like him. A song began to play the name of it was cinderblock garden and Alex began to sing to it, she then placed her hand on my thigh and it made me feel...safe and protected...it made me feel wanted. I smile and blush from that action and in minutes we make it to Alex's house...
Alex's POV
I was nervous, completely nervous, I just couldn't stop my heart from pounding so fast and sky rocketing to Tokyo. We soon made it to my place and as soon as Lisa Marie parked I quickly ran off the vehicle and straight into the house. That probably was a bad way to start it off but what can I do. I have anxiety rushing through my veins and I feel my heart racing through me.
I ran quickly up my room and began to get dressed, I at least want to look nice. I felt as if I was forgetting something but I didn't know what...I then heard Lisa Marie calling my name and responded with ill be down soon. I heard her give a small sigh and I began to get dressed.
I was finally ready, ready to show her that I love her. That I want to be with her, forever and always. I then remembered about this ring I had it was a black mustache one and I remember there being two other colors, but I can't find them. I take a breathe grabbed the note and ring, slowly began to walk back to Lisa Marie who was now on my couch sitting patiently.
I grabbed her hand and lead her to the kitchen I then gave her the note, and as she began to read she was reading really slow..."can I read this later? Your probably going to have to wait the rest of the year" I chuckled at her response and with that I made her read it. She then finished quicker than we both expected and I grabbed her hand, anxiety still there I knew that if something were to happen it was going to be either good or bad..
I lead her to the other side of the house and soon I began to shake vigorously. "Hey are you okay" she questioned I shyly nodded my head and began to think out this was becoming a disaster. Lisa Marie then let's go of my hand and plops on the floor against a wall and began to put a small smile on.
I hate seeing a sad smile on her face, she is to beautiful, she deserved to smile widely, and make the whole world see who she really is...I then some how grew the courage, And walked up to her, I got on my knees then shyly crawled closer to her, my heart is pounding so fast I feel like it's going to pop out,I close in near her face and shyly say hi, I gave her some time to respond and with that I placed a sweet, and passionate kiss on those pretty pink lips of hers. The spark was huge, it felt as if everything around us was gone, the worry of acceptance from others vanished, the feeling of emptiness felt as if I now had something to live for, I began to worry about the fact that She she isn't really doing much at the moment...before I could break the miss and apologize I was shocked by her responding by wrapping her hands around my neck amd pulling me closer and in an instant it calmed me down, especially because I knew she felt the same way.
Moments later I break the kiss and without hesitation I asked if she can stand she did so. And I got down on one knee and asked her to be my girlfriend, showing her the mustache ring.
Silence filled my room and with that, a scream off yes echoed fast. My heart was still banging against my chest and I was shaking like a rattle snakes tale. But hell, this girl just made me feel so good, she made me feel as if I was missing out on so much. She attacked me with a tight, and literally breath taking hug. I needed this, I needed her, I wanted her...her personality, her eyes, he smile, her scent...just...her..
Lisa Marie's POV
As soon as I saw her get on her knees, I knew where this was going. "Will you be my girlfriend?" And with that I let my excitement take the best of me. I screamed yes and flinched from the echo coming from my loud and overly excited yell. I than threw my body towards her, giving her the most biggest hug ever, probably even slightly taking away her air... I love her so much it's just amazing how life can give you that small happiness you are just looking for.
We then broke the hug and looked into each others eyes, we shared one more passionate kiss until we giggled and started to wonder what to do next, she then insisted on watching a scary movie so we both walked to the living room and began watching Texas chainsaw massacre, as we were watching it anxiety started rushing through my veins when i realized about home...
About my father and mother, how I just ran away from home and my father was ready to hurt me..more than usual...how he was actually going to penetrate my skin with a weapon...why do they treat me this way, is it because I'm in a girl? Is it because I'm a mistake? Is it cause I'm ugly, stupid, irritating, a fuck up, a suicidal, eating disorder dumb fuck who doesn't deserve to live or-... I was cut off thought by Alex waving her hand in my face I quickly looked at her and felt a burning feeling on my hand, I look down and realized i was scratching my arm with my nails so hard, there was a little bit of blood.
" A-are you okay?" I look back up at Alex and nodded my head yes, she held my hand and looked at the damage I made, she let out a sigh then looked in my eyes, tears started to form from my thoughts running wild in my head and in a split second alex held onto me really tight. " why did you do that...?" I stayed quiet and with that she grabbed my hand and took my to the restroom.
She sat me on the sink, since there was space and grabbed peroxide, she got a cotton ball and soaked it with peroxide. She slowly dabbed and foam began to form. I looked at her and I began to cry, within seconds she grabs my face and wipes my tears away, " Babe w-why are you crying?" I stay silent and stand up, I then quickly wiped my tears away, " it's nothing, I'm fine-", " no you're not. What's wrong?" My heart skipped a beat and I kmew that I had to tell her sooner or later...
I took a deep breathe and simply said..."my dad". I saw the anger form in her eyes and I was scared on what was going to happen next. Next thing I know it she hugs me tightly, making the tears from even more, but I felt so safe...
I have you now...you're safe now...
I love you...
Hey guys well I really am sorry if this chapter is horrible, I've been busy, and trying to find that time, I promise to make the next chapter better hehe well I love you guys thank you for so many votes, reads, everything heh thanks guys byee