I woke up to the feeling of cold metal in my chest....the pain slowly coming, and red liquid slowly coming out of the end of the metal...I slowly open my eyes...and begin to tear up ... the pain got worse...and I choked as I felt blood clog my troat..I soon coughed, to see blood spots scattered around my bedsheets...I then look up to see a stanger..but i couldnt figure the person, just a blur spot..and soon...pass out slowly....
I woke up in a dark place I then tried to move..but I couldn't...I was in a crate...I began to think...and I felt my clothes wet...I touched the soaked part of my clothes...and I panic...it was blood...I looked under my shirt, waiting to see if there is the fresh wound deep on my chest...but there is nothing..."what the fuck...w-where am I"... I whisper to myself.
I begin to panic, then started hitting the top of the box, I was about to cry until I began to hear certain noises on the other side of the box.."hello?!, help please!!" I yell followed by banging with my hands and legs.
Suddenly the box swung open and a bright light was flashed against my face. " oh good your up " I block the light with my hand and try to focus on who was holding the light to my face..
I woke up to a sudden banging on my door ,and it was my dad.."wake the fuck up you little cunt, get ready for school!" .. I sit on the edge of my bed and look towards the floor then at my porcelain doll walls...I begin to get ready and ignore the comments I hear on the other side of my door.
I look in the mirror and see bruises on my arms ..and on my face, I begin to tear up, but hold them in after being told to hurry up. What's funny about my parents, is they're not really my parents...they just take care of me because of the child support they "earn".
I look through the bit of clothing I have and place it on my body. I place on a pierce the veil shirt, fishnets with ripped jeans over, black hightops converse,black belt,with my red flannel over my band T, to hide my bruises and all my band bracelets. I brush my scene hair and place my favorite binnies on my head.
I waited for the right time to get out of my room. I hear the door open ,and the truck turn on. I look out the window and see my guardians leave while I begin to gather my things and leave out of my room. I run towards the front door and walk out, I lock the door behind me and I began running towards my drive way. My best friend, what's sad about it is she's a dog..but she's been my best friend for a while and she will always be there. She is a German Shepherd and you can see the joy in her eyes..and the joy she gave me..so I named her joy. I wish she can go to school with me..but she cant..thanks to the rules..
My bus arrives and I give joy a small kiss on the head and get on the bus, her ears plop down and she gets sad as soon as I leave. And like every morning she chases the bus, trying to catch up, but fails.
*time skip*
I exit the bus and I was super nervous, since it was my first day of school...even though it was almost summer...we barely moved into this weird place.
I walk into the schools courtyard and everyone was loud and wild. I accidentally bumped into someone, And it was a big mistake I made. "Watch where your going cunt" , I just walked away from that moment and ignored everyone around me..and sat alone at this bench near this big blossoming tree.

I sat down at the tree and begin to dig into my backpack, I then look around me, but none was around. Matter of fact everyone at the courtyard was staring at me and whispering so many things,I pulled out my journal and began to write in it,but not once did I look up into the gathering crowd . I kept hearing whispers so I couldn't concentrate , so i just put on my ear phones and began to hear the band Roses for Raychael. I tapped my foot every time I heard the beat of the song and began to write into the journal.

"Once i entered this shit hole they call a school, every dumb fuck is just staring as if i did something wrong , i am tired of so much .. the people i live with aren't even my family..what can i do, where can i go..why are they all just judgmental fucks that can't mind their own business. jesus i wish i can just stab them all in the throat and split their fucking heads in half , make it rain their fucking blood.."

I close my book and begin to walk inside the school I then walk towards the classroom number I was assigned to , before entering I took in a deep breath and walk inside the class room, and walked fast to an empty chair and just remained silent. I lift up my head slightly and see many groups of people that I already dispies, if only I can make them all disappear.
I felt eyes on me and as I turn around I see a girl. I blushed and looked away, she looked really attractive, but I really don't have a chance. I look forward and see words on the board. It said " we have a new student ", I blushed and put my head down from embarrassment.
Okay class today we have a new student why don't you get up and introduce yourself young ma'am. I stood up and walked towards the front of the class, "h-hi...I'm Lisa Marie" I say shyly and walk back to class.. I then hear whispering and giggling from the other side of the room.
I take my seat and just look at the carvings and drawings on my desk..I breath in and slowly breath out I feel the same stare and turn my head to see the same girl, I began blushing once more.
I felt someone tap my shoulder, I turn around to look who was touching me and it was one of the girls in the class room. " so what are you "?, I give her a confused look and just nod my head and place in my earphones. Once again I get a tap on my shoulder and it was the same girl,"what?!" I say frustrated. " answer my question. What are you"? I nod my head ,and give her a look meaning are you serious. " I'm a human being , now leave me alone." I respond while placing back my ear phones. The girl does a hair flip and walks away.
The teacher just sits at her desk and everyone just talks amongst eachother while I keep glancing at that certain girl. There's something about her...but what?..what's her name?, why is she staring at me? Why is she alone, and silent? ..she's so...mysterious ..
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Hey chus well this is my new story I really hope you enjoy, and if this was a short chapter I am so sorry I have been so so busy, well love you chus, byee