((Well congrats, this is the last part to chapter 40, there are only a few more chapters left, including a song coming up in the next chapter.
[For best emotional experience, please listen to the song WHILE you read –not in this chap btw lol] I believe the 2nd book will be much —much more interesting. 😆😃😗 🐑💕))

Watching Dean keep making empty threats to Xander, he noticed us and stopped. "Silvia! Where'd you go?!" Dean asked.

"Sorry, had to save mother." I look over at Xander to find him bored.

Bored?! What the hell?!

"I love for you to kill me and all, but I've got a lot to do. I need you blood suckers to make up your mind." Xander says, serious now.

Mother growls, but deep down, I knew no matter how much she wanted revenge, she would never kill someone. "Grrr-"

I then shoved the dagger in my mother's hand. "I'm not going to kill you. Even if you did hurt me and tried to molest me,  but my mother has that right to rip your heart out. Your life is in her hands now." I shrug.

He was suddenly interested. "Hm. Change of heart? How is this so? You wanted me dead a few minutes ago." He was confused, so was Dean as he gave me a questioning look.

"If she doesn't kill you, I'm still telling King Alux that you're dead. I'm gonna keep a closer eye on our King, and you– stay on the down-low. If the killings keep happening and it's not your fault, I'll kill Alux myself." I say sternly.

"Silvia! What are you saying?! Do you even hear yourself!?" Dean gasps at my words. "If you kill King Alux, that's execution!!" He was terrified at that thought.

"That's why I said if. Huge difference." I smile at Dean, loving how much he cared.

"Silvia, sweetie, while I'm handling Xander, you go burn the bodies that are laying around. We can't have any humans freaking out if they cross this area." Mother tells me.

Humans wonder around here? I raise my eyebrows confused at what my mom said. As if she read my mind,
"The gate doors are not noticeable by the human eyes." She adds.

Oh. That explains a lot.

Dean had decided to help me drag the bodies into one huge pile before burning then yet. The last body was the guy in the black armoured suit.

Who was this guy that wanted my mother dead?

Dean was about to throw the match he had lit into the pile of dead bodies, but I stopped him. The curiosity was killing me.

"Silvia. What's wrong?" Dean asked, then his gaze meets mine. "Oh? You wanna know who tried killing your mother?" He pinched the flame out and went to remove the guys mask.

I grabbed his arm quickly, startling Dean just a bit. "No. Let me." I say in a small voice.

Why was my heart racing? My heart was preparing me for something, but what? Something told me this was stupid and to leave this assassin alone. Yet, I couldn't.

I was still a curious creature. Even if I wasn't human no more. I peel off the mask as my heart drops.

No....

"No..." I breath out, as my body starts to tremble as my breathing became shaky.

"YOU DUMBASS!!! YOU WE'RE—You —you..." I felt my vision become dizzy. No. Why?! This wasn't supposed to happen. If I'd known, I could have stopped.

Yet, everything was falling apart for me at the same time. Why did the gods do this to me? They gave someone I loved back, then took someone away in return for their stupid kindness!!

"Dean... It's Seth..." I look over at Dean with tears streaming down my cheeks.

I had killed Seth to save my mother.

And I had to go back and tell Tony.

"So?" Dean growls. "He's one of them."

"You don't understand..." I barely even whisper as I inhale, but I can't seem to catch my breath.

"Then make me understand. Did you still love him? Is that why you're acting like this?" Dean's unwanted jealously fills my ears as I lash out.

"No you dumbass! Someone else I know loves him and I have to tell them to their face that I KILLED THE ONE THEY LOVED!" I break down.

Oh Tony, please forgive me.

Please, please, please!!. . . .