✨Memory✨
"Seeettttthhhhh!!!" I yell at him, annoying him more.

" Seth please notice me!! You've been playing over here the whole time and you won't even pay me no mind nor play with me!" I whine, hurt by his actions.

I have a tiny crush on Seth, please don't tell anyone. I haven't even told mom and dad yet! Mommy finds it cute when I blush every time she mentions Seth's name.

Dad on the other hand said he'll lock me up forever if he ever found out I was dating!

When we grow up, I want to be his girlfriend! I blush at the thought of that as a slight giggle escaped my tiny lips.

"What are you giggling about now, Silvia?" Seth glared down at me as he seemed annoyed by my existence.

But I did notice a slight blush. That was a plus! Oh!! I want to hug Sethie Poo so badly!~

Contain yourself, Silvia, he'll love you one day, but sure as hell- oh no! I meant heck - not today. I blush at the thought of the near future and can't help but try and muffle my giggles.

"Oh Nothing!~"

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Our classes together seemed tougher each day. Seth had actually accepted my confession. We sat next to each other in each class we had. When break finally rolled around, Seth asked if he could meet me in the school yard to talk.

Oh? Have I been too clingy recently? Is he mad about something? Many thoughts filled my mind with worry as I walked out to meet my boyfriend, Seth.

When I walked up to him, he gave me that same look he always gave me: a heartless glare with no emotion.

"Do you know why the hell I said yes to you being my girlfriend?" Seth said in a harsh tone as I was just dazed and happy he was talking to me.

Even when he's mean he's still cute to me. I shake my head cutely. "Nope. Why?" I smile, wondering if he was going to tell me sweet nothings until I begged him shyly to stop.

But what he said next...

It broke me.

"I only wanted to-"

Oh. So that's why he said yes? Because he figured if he appeased me, that I would leave him alone. To slowly see him for him.

"Silvia, you're not good for me. You're nothing but a pain that won't go away unless you make it." Seth clenched his fist. He looked around to make sure no one was looking.

"For years, you've been stuck up my ass. You're that annoying buzzing that comes from a fly next to one's ear." He explained, only deepening my agony.

Each word was a piercing blade to my fragile heart. Why was he saying such cruel things to me? He loved me, didn't he?

If he didn't then why did he say yes? His excuse doesn't make sense, does it? Will me leaving him alone bring him happiness?

I want to be apart of his joy, not his sorrow. "S-Set-"

Before I let his name slip out my mouth, he busted my lip open as I was flung to the ground. I felt the hits and the pain, but they were too quick for my brain to register what was actually happening.

After what felt like forever, I was fading in and out of consciousness. "Auggh..." A painful groan escapes me as I could barely make out Seth's figure.

"Now. Take this as a warning and leave me the hell alone, Silvia. Take this as a break up." He spat at me as his footsteps faded away from me.

Oh Seth... You didn't mean this. No harm was meant upon me, was there? I won't accept this. I love you... But your words break my heart and your touch bruises my skin.

Your unwanted love nearly killed me. I can never remember who saved me that day, but I'm thankful they found me.