He was following me everywhere.

I pretend not to notice but it's getting really annoying.

Touka and Kaneki are really close now so I didn't want to be the third wheel.

Hide was really nice to hang out with so I hung out with him, his hair had grown long.

"Hoshi chan?" Hide snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah.. tell me" I couldn't tell him about Ayato.

"Yeah so.." I started to zone out as he started to speak.

He pulled my arm.

"Stop zoning out" He said and I saw Ayato across the street looking right at me.

It had been 2 months since he'd found out I was leech.

"Hide I'll talk to you later, lots of love bye" I blew him a kiss.

"But Hoshi chan" He said and I waved to him.

I started to run faster, in alleys to catch up with that bastard.

I caught him jumping off a roof to another and we both fell, him, on me.

"Finally, in my arms" He said, pushing hair off my face. The bag on my back hurt.

"Stop following me, you creep!" I yelled to his face.

"I thought my apology was enough" he said coming closer.

"Get off me" I said, pushing him off but he wasn't budging.

"Not so fast" He said, against my lips.

He pulled on my lower lip, reminding me of all the good memories we had.

I almost got lost in the kiss, I didn't respond but I let him kiss me.

I realised what was happening after a few tears slipped from my eyes.

His eyes were closed, before he could see I activated my kagune.

I burnt his favourite leather jacket and pushed him off me.

I ran past so many roofs, finally reaching a stream.

There were no more roofs to run past.
I cannot be weak, I wasn't weak.

But I cried, so much my eyes started to hurt.

"Are you done?" I heard a familiar voice.

"Kaneki, where's Touka chan?" I asked, struggling to speak.

"She's with her brother" He answered.
"Her brother who?" I asked.

"Ayato" He answered.

I smiled, he didn't like her like that. He was only protecting his sister.

But all the bitter things he said to me, were still running through my head.

"Hinami chan likes him" Kaneki said. (no sasaki bitchas)

"Go get him before she does" He continued.

"Kaneki I don't care. He treated me like a toy. That's all" I said wiping my tears.

"He actually loves you or he wouldn't go after you" He said.

"Kaneki, thanks I'll think about it" I said, going back to the aogiri tree.

I kept staring at the sky on the roof until sunrise.

At sunrise I was starving so I went to hunt.

I saw a homeless man.

Yes I ate him up.

"Kind" I heard Touka say from behind me.

I just shrugged.

"The opposite of Ayato" she said.

"I am not kind" I said, holding an infant.

She nodded no, letting the infant be in the pram.

"Humans are nice" she said.

"Yeah.. can you make me some coffee?" I asked her.

"Yes.. come upstairs" she said and I followed her.

We drank a cup of coffee in utter silence.

I thanked her and when I was about to leave she was about to say something.

I nodded no and left.

After that I drifted around Tokyo for a week.

I went around looking for a certain purple head who used to follow me around for more than just two months.

I missed knowing he was around.

If only he knew that he made me feel so much better by just following me.

That creepy ass bastard.

Do hell with you Ayato.

I bought a car better than his. One model better than his.

I drove around the whole place drinking just coffee.