peters p.o.v

"what are you talking about that think is like like-"

"the most annoying thing you'd ever experience? ned you feel the vibrations, the magnets pulling inside you to keep the sharpinal from soaring into your heart? or how about every time your heart pumps its an inch away from hitting the thing? and you live in fear everyday because of it?  how about the fact that it hurts like hell? you feel the tech inside you it hurts ned a lot...but you get used to it ha that is until sensory overloads I've only got them like 3 times? man with this thing? its like younthrew me into literal fire" 

"dude im so-"

"there is nothing to be sorry about ned..." i nodded and looked away  the one who should be sorry is me i never told him but i gotta say...its actually a relief that someone...finally knows its like i dont have to so this anymore

''dudedudedudueduedudedudeududeuduedueudeudueuduedude"

"huh?"

"YOUR BLEEDING!" i looked down and widened my eyes oh yeah...that wait..that im bleeding! shit shit

"uh okay um we need tissue to clean this mess up and then we can talk okay?" he practically ran out of the room looking for tissues man...this is not how i expected life to go...

tonys p.o.v

the kid died, the id died an incident from 4 years ago i bruised deep deep deep down in my head and put it so far down my heart to try not to remember but the weight was still there..it was..it was always still there never being able to get rid of it but when i looked up at happy he didnt know he was confused he didnt know that that night was a change was a mistake was a nightmare he didnt know that an innocent...that a child life was lost and all that came from him was a melted shoe in the middle f that god awful fire he didnt know so of course he believed anything in the news of course he did i grabbed the tablet from his hand and slammed it and the table closing my eyes 

"tony?"

"just...not now happy i-i need a moment okay?'' i just i need a moment to lockdown the boys screams as he fell down all of those floors losing the light in them the..the innocence they had because of....

"boss if you think this is on you it isn't, if the kids dead, as you said then no-way-"

"happy i swear to f*ckinng god if you give me that bs about 'not your fault' and this couldn't possibly be on you i will lock you in a basement far away in India" its so annoying! its so damming hell annoying hearing the same thing over and over again 'its not your fault' there was nothing you could do' you find have a choice' for gosh sacks anyone who actually knew the full story knew what happened that night then will probably open there eyes up a bit i sighed as i rubber dmy eyes and looked back up at him

"that story is bs happy okay? the kids dead i saw him fall 12 stories down no way who could live" he must have got the message because he pursed his lips and left obviously not convinced but...understanding which made it even more annoying god why cant old wounds heal? not just open and spread salt on them again? i walked over to the couch but something caught my eyes in the mirror for a second i freaked out...fore a second i thought it was different that it wasn't supposed to be there but of course it is the blue light shinning from my chest a reminder...that ill always alive in fear because at any second any second when im sleeping...maybe at my marriage hell maybe if i had a kid holding in my hands it could just fail sending the sharpenal diving through my heart 

"Friday lock the labs and play Stormbreaker by AC/DC  pull blast"

"boss i-''

"now Fri"