"GET ON THE FUCKING BED YOU WHORE!" Jackson screamed at me.

"Get the fuck away from me!" I shouted.

"GET ON THE BED OR I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!" He screamed back at me.

I had to do what he said. I hated my life, but not enough to die, give it an hour and i may change my views on what i just said...

"Good bitch." He said and tapped me on the head like a fucking dog!

"Dont you fucking touch me!" I shouted.

"Right now? I'll do whatever i fucking like to you." He said and gave me an evil look, i hated it.

He got on top of me. I knew from the start what he was going to do to me. I hated it, but i couldnt do anything about it.

"Now." he said calming down. "Are we going to do this my way, or the hard way?" He glared at me.

"Looks like the hard way,  just like always." I said and gave him an evil smile.

"Well then." he said and sighed. He took his belt off and tied it around my wrist, he took MY belt off and tied it round the other wrist, then he tied them both to the railing on the bed.

"Now, are you going to enjoy this like a good girl?" He said, still treating me like some sort of animal. If he was going to treat me like an animal, then i was going to act like an animal. I spat in his face and got it right in his eye. "Fucking bitch." He said. "Your going to regret that for the rest of your miserable fucking life!" He said, he took his jeans off and then mine, the next feeling was something i could only dream of forgetting.

"I'm going to kill you." He whispered.

I screamed.

"What the fuck?!" Alex said and ran to my bunk. It was only a nightmare.

"Nightmare." I said and threw them a timid smile.

"Shit, what the fuck sort of nightmare makes YOU scared enough to scream?!" Danny asked andi smiled timidly again. It took A LOT to make me scream like that.

"It was memory." i said and looked at the scars on my arms. They were there because of HIM.

"Oh." Fynn said following my gaze, he knew why they were there. "It was about Jack-" I galed at him, i didnt want to hear his name again. "-Him wasnt it?" I nodded.

"I'll go get Ash, he can talk to you about it." Bobby said and ran off the bus. I wanted to see Ashley so bad, so i didnt argue.

About ten minutes later, she returned with Ash.

"What's up Scar? Bobby said there was something bothering you." He said.

"Dude, come back here, i'll fill you in." Danny said and Ash nodded and followed him to the back room.

"It was about the first time he raped you wasnt it?" Bobby asked.

"Yeah." I said as a tear fell down the scarred side of my face. Ashley and Danny walked back in, i noticed Ash had been crying, and he had a very angry expression on, but then he noticed that it was upsetting me, and his expression turned sad.

"Baby, its ok, that was in the past and hes going to jail, come here." Ash said and pulled me into a hug.

"Can i talk to you, Ash, in the back room." I asked him, he nodded, i pulled him by the hand  into the small room at the back of our bus.

"What up Scar?" He asked me with a blank expression on his perfect face.

"I think we need to take a break." I said, with no emotion on my face, but i was dying inside.

"What?!" He replied, shocked as fuck.

"Just until we know that Jackson IS in jail." I said, i couldnt hold it in any longer, a tear trickled down both cheeks, Ash moved forward to wipe it away, but i moved back and he stopped.

"But." He said and paused, a pleading face on him. "I love you Scarlett, i cant live without you by my side." That was it. I sat down on the bed and just broke down in tears.

"Please dont make this any harder than it already is Ash. I love you too, but this is for BOTH our saftey." I said through the tears.

"Fine." He simply said and stormed out the room.

"ASH!" I shouted, begging.

Ashley's POV

I cant believe shes doing this to me! I would die for her, i dont care what Jackson does to me, as long as i know that she is ok. I would do anything for her, and now she's doing this?!

I just stormed out of the room. I couldnt believe i was hearing this! I know she still loves me, thats why she was crying, i know she's just trying to protect me, but i can take of myself.

"ASH!" I heard her shout.

"Dude, what happened?" Fynn asked me as i stormed past him, heading for the door.

"She broke up with me." I said and left the bus.

I walked back to my own bus and the guys looked up from the tv as soon as i opened the door.

"What was up with Scarlett?" CC asked.

"She had a nightmare and wouldnt tell OTL." I scowled, then i went to my bunk, got in and closed the curtain.

"Thats it?" Jinxx asked.

"It was about Jackson." I said, and a tear fell down into my hair from the corner of my eye.

"Oh." Jinxx replied.

"She said she wanted to tell me something else, so she took me into the back room. Then she broke up with me." I said and sniffed, i just let the tears flow.

"Jeez man, why did she do that?" Andy asked me.

"She said that we should take a break until we KNOW that Jackson is in jail, for 'my own safety'." I said putting quotations around 'my own safety' even though they couldnt see.

Just then we heard a knock on the door.

"Hey." i heard Andy say after he opened it.

"I need to talk to yo and the guys, you need to know." Scarlett said,what the fuck was she doing here?!

"Is it about your break up with Ash?" Andy asked her.

"Yeah, you need to know EXACTLY why i broke up with him. I only told Ash half the story." She said.

"WHAT?!" I shouted and got out of my bunk, the guys and Scarlett were in the kitchen area ad the rest of them were still on the couch.

"Ash, listen to m-" She said, pleadingly.

"No, you listen. I loved you. And even though you fucking broke my heart just now, i still do. TELL ME THE FUCK WHY SCARLETT!" I shouted at her and tears fell from her beautiful eyes.

"ASH, CALM THE FUCK DOWN DUDE, JUST HEAR HER OUT!" Andy screamed at me.

"No, i wont calm down, she broke my heart all because she thought i couldnt handle her ex, i can perfectly handle anybody! I still love her after that, and i dont know why. Tell me why Andy!" I shouted back.

"Because you know that i still love you too." Scarlett said all of a sudden.

"Why did you do it then?" I said, finally calming down.

"Because it felt like the right thing to do, you barely knwo him, i've known him for a few years now, i know what hes capable of, and i dont think your able to fight against him." She said. i knew she just remembered what he did to her, i could see it in her eyes. They seemed like her soul had just disappeared, and that she was now just an empty case. It pained me to see that, i just looked away.

"Does it still feel like the right thing to do now?" I asked, still not looking in her empty eyes.

"No, it doesnt. I cant get it out of my head the way you took it. I can understand it though. I knwo you love me, and i damn well know that i love you too. That was the worst decision of my life Ashley and i cant take the fact that it was all my fault." She replied pleading in her voice.

"Then, you'll take me back?" I asked, hopeful.

"On one condition." She said.

"Anything. I ment what i said when i said that i couldnt live without you, you can have as many conditions as you like and you will get them." I replied.

"Kiss me." She said. I smiled softly and jogged up to her. i picked her up and kissed her passionatley. "There you go. I love you Ashley fucking Purdy." I smiled at this.

"And i love you too, Scarlett fucking Johnstone." I replied and kissed her again.

"Get a fucking room." CC shouted.

"What a way to spoil the mood CC." Andy said and shook his head in disappiontment at him.

"You know me!" CC said and we all chuckled.

 Scarlett spent the night/road trip to the next venue with me and the rest of BVB that night. We spent the night in the back room, to... get a little privacy, if you know what i mean ;)