Taylor's pov

"He's drinking at the bar downtown"

I heard a sharp intake of breath."well, I guess we expected it.We'll meet you there,yeah?"

"Yeah"

I hung up the phone and rushed to my room,pulling on boots and a dress. I sprinted down into the elevator. I climbed into my car and and drove within 15 minutes,but traffic was horrible.i honked at more people than I ever have.I turned onto the street that the bar was on,saw alot of paparazzi

Shit.They must have found out Harry was drinking here,alone.Management will be pissed.Paparazzi screamed at me as I tried to push through

"Taylor,why Harry here alone?"

"Taylor,are you dating calvin?

"Taylor,is Harry an alcoholic?!"

I shoved them out of the way and stormed into the bar,looking for harry.He wasn't there. I heard the paparazzi screaming and a few seconds later the 3 boys burst into the bar looking frazzled

"I can't find him"I said frantically
Niall and Louis panicked while Liam tried to calm them down

"Did you check the bathroom?"Niall asked.We shook our head and Niall ran to the back of the bar where the rest room was.he peeked his head in and ran back to us.

"He's there,puking his guts out"(vomiting),said niall

We sighed a relief that he was at least here. The boys went into the bathroom. I could hear them talking to harry,trying to calm him down.

Niall walked out looking sick."I can't handle vomit.It makes me vomit too."I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. I could feel how tense he was.I pulled away his hands as Liam walked out looking defeated.

"I left lou because they're closest"liam admitted

"Should I go in there?"I asked nervously.the boys all nodded and I pushed my way into the men's bathroom.

It was pitiful sight when Harry was sitting beside the toilet,holding his stomach.He leaned forward and wretched again as Louis rubbed his back.

When he finished,he looked up,his green eyes glassy as he was noticing me for the first time.

"What are you doing here?"he whimpered 

"Harry,we need to talk"I begged

"What are you going to do?Break up with me?"he laughed manically as I bit my lower lip.

"How dare you?"I yelled.
My heart pounding madly."You are pathetic!You're the one sitting on the ground puking because you are jealous!"

Harry's eyes dropped to the ground."louis,could you leave us alone for a minute?"he asked slowly.Louis looked at me,confused and I nodded.

Louis walked out,the door clicked quietly shut as Harry and I stared at each other in silence.

"You lied to me.you make me believe that you are different. I opened to you,because you damn persistent I thought you cared.But no, you are just like everyone else!"he shot,as I walked to him and kneeled on the ground 

"No. I never lied to you. I just went out with my friend.."I admitted."I meant,he just a friend"

"He?"he flustered"Really?Just a friend?Or maybe boyfriend?"he said sarcastically

I placed my hands on his cheeks,pulling his face up to look at me."Do you remember what you said to me?You said 'please fix me'.And I promise I would.I don't break my promises."

He shoved my hands away."it's too late Taylor.Why don't you just leave?!"

"I want to stay here with you. I want to help"

"I DONT NEED you!"he yelled. I fell back in surprise.

"I thought we were over this!"I yelled back angrily.
"Im too good for helping and YOU just a damn fucking pain in my ass.When are you going to grow up and realize you do??You do need me. You need me just I need you."

"What's that supposed to mean?"he said,pretending he didn't even understand

"You're my best friend.And I know I'm yours."

"Louis is my best friend.And Niall.And Liam.And Zayn before he left,"he shot back

"And Taylor..."I said softly

"No.No taylor.You're here because YOU HAVE TO BE.You're because you signed a contract. I don't let myself to forget that.Now get the fuck out of here!"

"No harry" I muttered
"I could terminate my contract right now.They never told you.But if I needed to, and this job stressed me out too much,and risking my health,then I could end it"

"Then end it"

"No"

"Why not?"he said bitterly

"Because I actually care about you?
Because you're my best friend since I was 16?
Because you make me happy?
Because-"

"Because you're getting paid,"he cut in sarcastically."That's what it's about and we both know it"

"No. I don't know that.Guess what,Harry?You want to hear something funny? I don't need the money.I have plenty of it,"i hissed

He burst out laughing,"yeah,right.Have you seen your tiny apartment?"

"My father was a country singer,so did I.He died when I was 19.He left me a trust fund. I have plenty of money. I don't like to use it because I want to earn it myself.If it was about the money, I never have applied for this job in the first place."

"Well,shit."he muttered.He looked back at me with a scowl on his face"it's about the FAME.Oh my god,im so stupid..."he shouted as he dropped his head in his hands

"You are fucking ridiculous"I yelled

"You want to be a professional singer,you want to be famous,you want my fans love you,that's what you want?!"he hissed

I stared at him as my tears started streaming down on my face.

"You are disgusting"he muttered."I told you everyone that had used me.And guess what,you're one of them"

He stood up and tried to walk out of the restroom,but I slammed him against the wall.He looked down at me in surprise.

"I told you the truth. I told you, I'm here for you.I told you I would Fix you,"my voice cracked."I thought you were changing and saw you getting better.But you let your fear control you.You are weak,you are selfish,and you'll never let anyone love you. I am terminating my contract tomorrow."

I couldn't breathe,couldn't see straight.I ran out of the bathroom and through the bar. I burst the door and immediately attacked by paparazzi.

I made it out of the paparazzi some how. I ran to my car and climbed in,crying. I couldn't breathe. I couldn't see straight.my heart breaking. I just lost my best friend.

Harry's pov

My heart shattered as I walked back to the boys.They pulled me into a group of hug and led me back to the car. I could still feel the whiskey flowing through my veins as I collapsed into bed.

For the first time in 5 years,I cried

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