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I want to start a youtube channel but i want to wait until I'm in college lmao

Hayden's POV:

As soon as they are both gone, I walk in my room eyes wide with horror. Louis doesn't look up when I walk in, "What were you out there for?"

"Louis." My voice cracks. His head snaps up and a worried expression overcomes his face as he sees my state.

"Hayden, baby...what's wrong?" He asks, standing up to walk over to me.

My lip quivers, "I want to die."

Now I never really thought of dying. But, at this moment I really wanted to. I wanted to sleep and never ever wake up again. Or wake up and be laying next to Louis only to realize it was a dream. I wanted to wake up and know that my mom would never kill my father. But that's not the case.

I wanted to die because I knew it was true. I knew all along. And even if I got the evidence to go to the police, it would never bring my daddy back. Because he's dead, and that's all that can be said.

Louis eyes widen and he embraces me. "Baby, you don't mean that."

Tears fall down my cheeks effortlessly as I hug him back, "If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore."

"What happened?"

"They did it. They killed my daddy, Louis."

I expect Louis doesn't know what to say, because he just leads me to my bed and lays me down. He wraps his arms around me as I place my head on his chest. More tears fall down my cheeks and I ask hesitantly, "What happened with your mom?"

He stops breathing, "It's nothing."

"Will you tell me someday?"

"Someday." Then he kisses my forehead as I close my eyes.

The next day, Jasmine comes over and notices immediately my poor state. She asks me about it, but I wave it off as no sleep. I know she realizes I'm lying, but she doesn't pry.

"How's Layden?" She grins, getting onto another topic.

A grin finds my lips, "Jasmine, it is amazing."

She squeals as I also ask, "Can I tell you something?"

"Anything."

"I am madly in love with Louis Tomlinson."

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so i feel like 47385793579359 times bad for Hayden my baby :(((