Warning mentions of suicide

(Johnny's prov)

I woke up looked at the clock 8:25 am, (y/n) was still fast asleep on me. I still had many questions about her but she did not look dangerous neither did she look like a crook, dear girl. As I noticed before she had many scratch marks all over her, it looked like she came from the desert. After a moment I gently stroked her (y/h/c) and she began to stir awake.

"Good morning (y/n), did you sleep well?" Her eyes fluttered open as she brought body slowly off mine and she stretched. 

(y/n) "Yes I did......thank you so much for all you've done for me. Ah." She winced in pain.

"Are you alright?" I said with concern in my voice.

(y/n) "Uhh not really, all these scratches they just-ow."

"They do look painful, maybe we should go to the doctors."

(y/n) "No please! No doctors."

"Why? Your in pain you need help. Is there something your afraid of (y/n)? If there is you can tell me, I promise I won't sell you out to anyone."

(y/n)".........you promise?"

"Yes I do, I swear it." I said earnestly. (y/n) scooched close to me, I carefully placed my arm around her shoulder. She looked up at me and gave a small smile.

(y/n) "Well I feel like I can trust you."

"Don't worry, you can." I said as I gave her a warm smile.

(y/n) "Ok, well its a long story. So.......I ran away from home, now before you jump to conclusions let me explain. My folks......they hated me.....I just...... wasn't what they wanted in a daughter. They saw themselves as...well perfect*sniff*.....and I just wasn't....*sniff* what they wanted. I went through a horrible identity crises for years.....I didn't know who I was*sniff* I just thought I was who ever they told me I was.....when I tried to create an identity for myself.....they hurt me*sniff* it was a nightmare. Everything that ever brought me a little bit of joy...... was eradicated......they forced me to be just like them to a T......and when they found out....that I was made happy by something they did not know about......they abused me....they told me the things I like are shit......they squeezed my wrists till they turned red...*sniff*.....they would slam me against the wall....they told me I was stupid...and that I could and I quote 'never be my own person'....*sniff*......and the worst of all they said they would lock me up in a mental hospital with the loonies .......*sniff*......I was terrified...everyday I woke up thinking 'would this be the day that I have to bolt?'....I lived in complete fear....*sniff*.....after doing some research I found out about Narcissistic Abuse Disorder....I have all the symptoms.....they really messed me up....I cried my self to sleep every night.....some days when my mom was in a particularly bad mood she would intensely integrate me about things she found on my phone....she relentlessly snooped on my phone, in my room and ever online account that I had....*sniff*......one day they took it just to far and I knew that I had to get out for my own good.....my bff Grace always had my back....*sniff*...she said I could always live at her house....but the problem was that she lived right next door and I knew....that my folks would without hesitation burst in her home and take me away......so with the help of Grace I fled in the night....and I decided to come out here....I ran out of money before I reached Cali....*sniff*......I had to sleep outside in the desert for five days.....that's where I got all these scratches....."

After she was finished talking, I was filled with nothing but sympathy for the poor woman. "Who would do something so horrible to a innocent young woman, why why would anyone do this. She has done nothing to deserve this." I though to myself. Not only was I filled with sympathy, I was also very angry with the wicked people who would have the audacity to do such things to her.

"Oh (y/n), I'm so very sorry you had to go through all that horror. It breaks my hear to hear that anyone would think that's ok to do, because its not. You did not deserve it, any of it." I could feel myself tearing up just thinking about her horrible treatment. I suddenly was over come with the feeling that I had to protect her, from all harm, at all costs.

(y/n)"Thank you Johnny, for listening to my story. You the only man in my life to know about my trials. The only other people who know are my grandmother and bff Grace, but as much as they love me they couldn't do much, if anything to help me."

"(y/n) I promise that I will do everything it my power to make sure that no one will ever bring you harm again. My dear (y/n)."   

We both began to cuddle close, thought she had only ben here for a night, I some how began to better. Last night was the first night in months I had not cried myself to sleep. "Gosh, Johnny get out of your won head you only just met this woman." But I couldn't help but feel something for this woman.

(y/n) "Johnny, I know you don't really know me, but you made such a difference in my life. Earlier this year I was supposed to be with this guy, Jay, who I thought loved me. He said that this summer we could start being together, how foolish I was to believe him. Later I found out that he was cheating on me with two other girls, one of them even claimed to be my friend. It hurt, a lot. So I thought that perhaps everyone's life could be made better if I wasn't in it. I thought if I just offed myself life would be better for every one. But, then, and it might sound silly, I thought of you, you were standing in front of me and you just shock you head and said 'no (y/n) don't do it.' And, I didn't. So I guess you could say you save my life. You were also the one who helped me through my identity crises, and helped me find who I am in life, thank you Johnny."

"My dear (y/n) you don't know how happy I am that you are on this earth. You are precious and unique and if that 'Jay' couldn't see that well then he is a fool and doesn't deserve your love. I swear on my life that I wound never do anything like that to you."

After I had said this, we remained in bed for a while. I just held her, she was warm and cuddly. Poor dear probably doesn't know what its like to be loved. But I decided right then and there, I would not let her down or leave her, not now and not ever.