Chapter 7: Mixed Feelings
Jimin's POV
After school was over Taehyung started walking me back to his place for the evening, I told him I would stay for dinner and then I'd have to go home to work on an English assignment I had. The journey to his house was so full of conversation, it's not awkward between us at all, I feel like I've known him forever!
When we eventually reached his house he led me inside and told me to make my self at home. So I went in and sat on the couch. "What d'you wanna play first, I have a whole rack of games over there, OOOH! WE COULD RECORD A VIDEO!?" He suddenly bursts out and I giggled before realising what he said.
"What do you mean 'A video'?" I asked curiously and he grinned, "you know YouTube?" I nodded and he continued, "well I, maybe, have a channel! And it has over ten thousand subscribers!" He explained enthusiastically and I started to smile back just as bright.
"What's your YouTube name!?" I asked with a huge grin, "it's TaestyTaehyung! I know it's weird but it's all I could think of ok..." he laughed and I giggled with him.
"So what do ya say!? Can we record something together?" He asked hesitantly and I nodded rapidly before rushing to choose a game.
~ time skip sorry I feel like this is boring to read about ~
Recording the video was super fun and we had just stopped after playing for 2 hours, Tae ordered Pizza for dinner and it was gonna arrive any minute-
Ding dong!
"OOH PIZZA!" He shouted before rushing to the door at lightning speed, he paid and brought in the food before I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket.
I looked at it to see a message from Jungkook.
Jungkook
Hey Jimin, I just wanted to say sorry for over reacting earlier, truth be told I was a little jealous to know you were hanging out with that new kid, I guess I feel like because I was the first person to talk to you as a friend that I feel like I need to always be there. I know you still aren't over what I used to do and I don't blame you but I just wanted to let you know that I really do care about you.
I read through the message so many times that Taehyung started to worry, "Jimin what's up, you look like you've just been sent a picture of a ghost or something?" He chuckled but when I didn't answer he looked at me more seriously.
I continued to stare at the message trying to understand what he meant and why he was jealous?
"Jiminie? What's up? What's happened?" Fear laced his voice as he tried to get my attention, I eventually looked up at him with a confused expression which met his own confused expression.
"Jungkook sent me this." I mumbled and tossed Taehyung my phone. I felt close enough to tell him anything, which was weird since we only met today...
"Oh... I'm not really sure what to say? Has he ever said anything like that before?" He asked and scooted closer to pat my shoulder soothingly, "no, he's normally an absolute douchebag. And now that I've finally stopped trying to convince myself differently and just accepted that he's an asshole, he goes and does that... what the hell do I do now Tae?"
I rested my head on his shoulder and he wrapped an arm around me, "Jimin, how much do you like this guy?" He asked and turned to look me dead in the eye. "You wouldn't judge, or say anything, right?" I asked hesitantly and he shook his head.
"I think I'm falling for him... Hard... and fast... down a steep hill, into a ditch, that I don't think I'll ever be able to get out of... once I'm there, there's no going back... and I'm almost at the bottom..." I explained in an exaggerated way but it was truly how I felt...
Taehyung seemed to look upset, I just took it as him being sympathetic which I really appreciate, "Uh, well, don't give up on your friendship that easy then, you'll get there eventually Jiminie. I know you can." He hugged me slightly and I buried my face in the crook of his neck, accepting his heartwarming gesture.
When we pulled back I had another text from Jungkook;
Jungkook
Jimin? Are you ok? It says you've read it ages ago... But you haven't replied... I guess my apology was hopeless... I'm not gonna give up though, please Jimin, I need your help with getting my life back on track and I just need your friendship in general. You're like a breath of fresh air from those douches who I class as friends... Maybe we could hang out with Taehyung together sometime? Just please answer me?
I grinned as I read the message before re reading it and then showing it to Taehyung, his previous smile from our hug had slowly been replaced with another emotion, he looked distant as he handed me the phone back, but I was too excited to pay close attention.
Me
Sorry, I was trying to figure out how I felt and what to say, now I know. I forgive you, and I'm sorry too, for over reacting and fighting when I knew it was the wrong thing to do. I'm also sorry for not being myself, I liked the makeover but I believe that my confidence went a little too far for me to still be me. I really like you Jungkook, I like our friendship... Please don't give up on me.
I reluctantly hit send and waited for a reply. When I didn't get one after ten minutes I decided it was time to go home anyway. "I think I'm gonna head off now TaeTae, but thanks for having me over and I'll see you tomorrow?" I asked and he snapped out of his daydream to look at me and nod, "yeah it's cool, I'll walk you out."
He stood from the couch and wrapped an arm around my shoulder before leading me to his door, I smiled as I felt my phone vibrate again but gave Taehyung one last hug and waved goodbye as I walked away from his door and towards my house.
It wasn't too far so I got my phone out to check the message while I was walking, it was pretty dark out so I still tried to pay attention to where I was going.
Jungkook
Thank god... I don't really know why I was ever horrible to you, you're so sweet and innocent but now I feel like I've damaged that, I like cool and confident new Jimin but not the Yoongi version of you that I saw today... I hope we'll still be ok to tutor after school tomorrow?
I smiled as I read the message but frowned when I saw he compared me to Yoongi... was I really that bad earlier... I felt tears brimming my eyes but shook it away as I started to reply.
Me
I'm sorry I was so bad, I didn't realise I was turning into Yoongi but I promise you I won't, we're fine to tutor tomorrow Jungkook, looking forward to seeing you tomorrow ;)
Although I thought the wink face was a little bold, I took the risk anyway!
I reached my home and unlocked the door before starting my English assignment it was 8:34pm and I didn't want to stay up late so I knew I wouldn't finis-
BZZZZ
My phone vibrated again and I saw a short message from Jungkook:
Do you have Skype?
I thought for a minute before I started to freak out, he wants to Skype me? But my rooms a mess and I'm a mess!
I had to send something back and I wasn't gonna lie!
Me
Uh yeah, why?
My username is Baby_G don't even ask why, it just is 😂
Jungkook
Mind if I Skype you? Mines Justin_Seagull... Also don't ask why 😂
I didn't reply and instead I quickly tidied the area of my room the camera would see, turned on some good lighting, brushed my hair and put on my beanie, before going on Skype and calling him first!
He answered almost immediately but I almost died at the view I saw...
"Uh sorry Jimin! I didn't know you were gonna call quickly, does this bother you, should I go put on a shirt?" He asked as he sat back shirtless in his chair, he was smiling ever so slightly as if he was wanting my reaction to happen...
"Uh I don't mind, just don't blame me if I get distracted like whooo boyyy you work out..." I mumbled and he chuckled along with me, "well I cba so just deal with it, so ChimChim, how're you?" He asked and sat further up in his chair, showing off more of his defined abs... "I'm ok I guess. A little confused about myself but I'm sure it'll all work out."
He smiled before frowning as though he realised something, "uhh, is there anyone at school you happen to be talking to or have feelings for? Because you know the dance is coming up and I wanted to get you a girlfriend but the whole thing today happened and yeah..." he asked shyly and I sighed.
If he wants me to get a girlfriend then we're clearly only ever gonna be friends...
"Uh well, there was this girl called Seulgi who I spoke to earlier and I got her number, she said she thought I was hot, she seems to like bad boys so I guess I suddenly became her type?" I said unsure if his reaction would be positive.
"That's great Jimin! Seulgi was the girl I was gonna suggest! She's really nice, if you keep talking to her you can ask her to the dance! I think I'm gonna ask IU, we've known each other forever because she's Yoongi's ex but he wouldn't care anyway." He said as though he was still debating the idea.
I was a little disappointed that he was so ok with me taking Seulgi... Well more than a little, I was at least hoping for a hint of jealousy to show through... But nothing.
We continued to talk for a while until the subject came upon Taehyung... Bad move...
"But yeah TaeTae has a YouTube channel! It's so cool and he's so funny, we recorded videos for his channel "TeastyTaehyung" today! It was so much fun!" I shouted with a grin and Jungkook finally looked jealous.
"Sounds great.... But I could start a YouTube channel! We could make videos together all the time! Also, I can be funny you've just never seen that side yet!" He acted all defensive and I giggled, "Jungkook don't worry, you'll still be top of my list, Taehyungie isn't stealing me away there's enough to go round!"
I smirked and winked making him turn a tulle red, I internally screamed because I made him blush before realising he had been trying to get my attention,
"JIMINNNN!?" He waved his hands around and I blinked and shook my head, "oh uh sorry." I mumbled making him laugh, "you seemed to get lost in my face a little there, what's up, you like what you see?" He smirked and flexed his muscles.
I went wide eyes and blushed deep crimson. "Oh uh I um I don't uh I don't know..." I stuttered on my words making him laugh his adorable laugh, "your laugh's cute..." I whispered out loud thinking he wouldn't hear but he did...
"What...? NOTHING ABOUT ME IS CUTE IM A MANLY MANNNN!" He screamed and I laughed at his over the top reaction.
We kept talking and talking for hours until it was 12pm and I hadn't even started my English assignment... "ughhh... I have to go Jungkook, I'm so tired..." I yawned and he smiled sweetly at me, "that was an adorable yawn... Sleep tight Squishy, see you tomorrow, and we're tutoring after school remember!"
I smiled back at him and blushed a little because he called me adorable before we said goodbye.
I'm so confused...
When I spoke to Seulgi I guess she was nice... But I really think I'm falling in love with Jungkook... And then there's Taehyung, he was acting weird whenever I spoke about Jungkook today... Does he like me?
Ugh I don't know what to do...
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A.N.
Jungkook and Jimin aren't really getting any closer to being together... 😏
You have to be patient!!! 😂😂
Thanks for reading I hope you liked it!
Byyyeeeee 😘👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼
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