So today has been some crazy af ups and downs and I just wanna talk about it

Cause like I started off on a super super high cause I got my hair cut and it is freaking amazing and like I finally feel beautiful which is unheard of for me

And then I saw Love, Simon with my buddy chum pal friend compadre Starsco which was absolutely wonderful. I laughed and sobbed and it was basically just marvelous

Then we went to hot topic for the second time and I bought some gay stuff so yay me

Anyway after she left I ran into my crush and some stuff went down and I basically just embarrassed myself and my family wouldn't stop harassing me about it, so basically from four to seven I was sobbing on and off and hating myself and cuddling with my pillow whilst watching the x files until I cried myself to sleep.

Anyway when my mom woke me up for dinner I saw that Anaveragepsycho (bless your dear heart) had made a chapter in one of his books to cheer me up and like honestly it broke me out of that whole thing and I'd probably still be lying in bed crying if not for him so like literally thank you so so much

And then I've just ended my night on a really high note by playing board games with my sister and working up the courage to text my crush so yeah????

Anyway yeah so how was your day