Natasha POV

"Please go, I was right, you were going to be his downfall in the end...you...you monster" Laura said with anger, she then shut the door. I was shocked at what she said, it was true about me being a monster, but I never thought to hear it from at least of all her.

I left Laura and their home, so Laura could tell the kids. I felt so helpless, poor kids, poor Laura. All my life I was told not to show emotion, it is a weakness and weakness will kill you. But my best friend my gone, the only person apart from Fury, that I actually opened up too and told about my past, we were partners, friends and now he was gone. Everyone I opened up too, gets killed, I learnt that mistake over and over many times, but I still opened up.

I walk towards the plane and walk up sluggishly. I walk slowly towards the pilot seat, but I stop and stand in silence. I lean against the table that was in the middle of the passenger part. He's gone. Never to be seen again. My emotions kicked in and I felt anger and sadness, I turned facing the table and start kicking and punching the table with anger. Tears are streaming out of my eyes. I stopped and put my hands on the table. I breathed heavily." I needed to get back before they sent out a search party" I thought to myself, I gathered myself and blocked out the emotions I walked to the pilot seat and turned on the engine. Lift off. It was a couple of hours later. I landed on the Helicarrier after getting clearance. I turned off the engine and walked out of the plane. I headed towards the bridge, which to my surprise they were still there. They all looked at me with sadness, Fury came back from his station "We were about to end out a search party for you" Fury said

"I can take care of myself Fury" I said bitterly while crossing my arms.

"I know that" Fury said

"How did it go?" asked Steve, the events ran through my mind, the word monster was repeating in my head.

"um...I just gonna  go back to the tower, see you guys there" I said, trying to avoid eye contact with anyone,

"We'll come back too, less hassle if we just take one plane" Steve said insistently

"Yeah, whatever" I wanted to get out of there, so I walked out towards the hanger.

3rd Person POV

Once Natasha left, the other avengers got up from the seats, and followed Natasha to the hanger, they all got on the avengers plane that Natasha used, they saw dint marks in the table, they all looked at each other with confused faces.  Natasha went to sit at the pilot seat and got ready for take off. The hatch door closed. Lift off, after a couple of minutes, they landed on the plane platform, Natasha was the first to get off rushing towards her room. The others gave a worried glance to each other.