Tobirama:

It was a strange sensation, really.

Dying.

My entire life didn't pass before me as I had heard it did.

But that was because I was busy with the view in front of me.

He was beautiful.

His eyes were ginormous, tears streaming down them, trying to take in what was happening.

He couldn't.

I could see that he couldn't.

He looked beautiful tonight.

He wore military cargo trousers and a knitted black cardigan.

His black makeup was all over his face, his French braid messy, making him look all hot.

Izuna, my husband...

I felt a cool sensation in my skull, but the core was warm, hot, even. It was the bullet. And it was throbbing as it slowly killed me.

"Izuna..." I reached my hand out to him.

"Tobes!!" he croaked. "Please... Please, not you as well... Please, stay..."

Oh, Izuna...

"I'm sorry I had to trick you once more. I tried. I really tried. But I can't do it."

"I know you can't! You shouldn't have tried!!"

"You know which part was the acting, right?" I put my hand to his face. "You know it was this that was the acting? Not our wedding. Not our life. Not our love."

But I never found out the answer.

This is it.

This is how it feels.

Dying.

Is there a heaven, where Emil would also be?

God, I can't stand it if he's not there.

I need a shoulder to cry on.

God, I will miss Izuna...

He kissed me on the lips over and over.

God, I loved it when he kissed me.

I wanted to be in this world with him.

He never answered.

I felt a heavy blanket being laid over me.

Engulf me in this vastness.

"Hello, my name is Izuna Senju, please come to the warehouse at... At... FUCK, I don't know where we are! Track my number. Please, I need an ambulance. Please..."

The ambulance never came on time.

I love it when you kiss me.

I want to be in this world with you...