hey guys, new chap is here, took me like a whole two weeks to write this and i've had a final or test every single day of the week so i just couldn't get into it.

nevertheless, hope you enjoy and thank you for the support and the drive to help me update bc i'm kind of losing motivation ngl:(

also warning: smut

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"Gone?" I breathed in shock, eyes glancing up Jimin's who's were already searching for mine as his arms snaked around my waist.

"Yes," he smiled brightly and gently, thumb rolling over the tension forming in my brow, "She's gone or well at least leaving. I've ordered for her immediate removal. She's not a problem anymore, nothing is."

I couldn't fight the laughter that broke through my throat as I wrapped my arms tight around Jimin who reciprocated the same before he was lifting me off my feet and twirling me.

I was so happy I could kiss him.

So that's exactly what I did.

I slammed our mouths together feverishly and let the happiness and bliss take over as it channeled through my body, rolling off me like waves and pushing into him. He responded with the same intensity, setting me down on my feet as he held my face in his hands and marked my mouth with pleasure.

Slowly his lips began to move, like a petal caress on my skin, soft and light on the line of my jaw, brushing just at the base of my throat, and following right back at my lips where a breath escaped my lungs.

My eyes flickered towards his, memorizing the moon and stars I was seeing them and they eased the nerve building in my chest. His palms held my blushed cheek, thumb rubbing against my creased brow as he leaned in slowly, pulling me with him.

"So, so beautiful." he murmured before sealing our lips together. His mouth felt like a whisper on mine as he pushed our bodies firmly together, hands threading my hair as he tugged me closer.

An involuntary moaned slipped from the crack of my lips as my arms wrapped weakly around his waist, trying lift up his shirt from his trousers so I could feel the smooth skin of his body. He peeled his lips away from mine and chuckled.

"I want you," I tried to kiss him again but I was met with his cheek. He sighed and I let out a noise, something lost between a whine and whimper which had his angelic features sliding back to mine.

He held my unwavering stare, his perplexed, as his teeth caught his swollen lip. I wanted him to kiss me, all I could think about was his mouth on every inch of my skin, lighting me up like fireworks. That idea burned bright in my mind as he shook his head softly in thought.

"You don't have to—

"I want you— all of you," I touched his face with my hand before pushing them down to his smooth, soft chest that was slightly exposed by the undone buttons of his dress shirt before stopping right at the buckle of his pants. My eyes slid up, enamored in his beauty, "Do you want me to?"

I could feel the flex of his stomach as he sucked in a breath, blinking wildly as his long lashes fluttered down onto the tops of his cheeks.

"Always—," he breathed, "With you always as long as you want me to."

I didn't feel like using my words so instead I leaned up on my tippy toes and pressed our lips together. This kiss was nothing like the first, not a scent of softness or carefulness but instead passionate, fiery lust building like towers between us as Jimin's hands slipped down my waist and gripped my thighs.

He hoisted me up like I weighed nothing but a flower in his hands, our lips still connected as my arms tightened around his neck and fingers dug at the follicles of his hair. He groaned into my mouth, nipping at my lip while proceeding to walk us backwards to the bed. In seconds, crisp sheets touched my legs.

Jimin pulled back as I sat comfortably, legs dangling off the mattress and waiting for him to move, to strike, to do something but his eyes scanned my face, his hands brushing at the hair against my neck before he tilted my chin up.

"Kiss me," I grasped at his shirt and balled it into my fist trying to bring him closer. He smiled softly and kissed my nose but the growl that left my throat had him laughing. "Please—

He let his mouth slot over mine, short and quick but enough time for his tongue to dip between the seams of my lips and fight mine.

My fingers fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, my hands trying to rid him of every single article of clothing so that nothing could separate us. Sensing my struggle, his hands found mine and began to undo the buttons one by one until the fabric was sliding off his taunt shoulders and hitting the floor and I was basking in his glory.

"You say I'm beautiful..." I mumbled against him and pulled back slowly to trace the lines of his defined stomach that rippled with muscles, "If I'm that, you must me...." I trailed off.

Nothing could describe how magnificent he was and nothing or nobody could compare to the beauty of his body, his stunning physique that perfectly defined but not too defined, lean and amazing. My  mouth watered just to touch him.

I held his hips and inched closer to him before pressing my lips right under his belly button. I peppered fragile kisses on his lower stomach, his torso, his chest, collarbone, and finally stopping right at his chin. By then, I was sitting up on my knees and holding his cheeks.

As I pushed our mouths together, his hands found my top and quickly began peeling it off my skin, taking my bra with him. My breath hitched and I pulled away slightly to look at him.

"Can I?" his hands smoothed over the top of my chest, thumbs brushing right against my neck.

I didn't speak and held his hands in mine, bringing them to my breast in an indication that it was already his. He didn't have to ask to touch me, I wanted him to know that. He already had my heart, might as well have my body too.

My head dropped towards his chest when he began kneading my supple breast, fingers squeezing and massaging the tender skin while his thumbs rolled my nipples.

"Hmmm, like that, yes," I moaned into his neck, fingers gripping the hair at his nape.

I was so focused on his rough touches that I didn't realize his kisses that started at my hairline began trailing down the side of my face and towards my chest. When i felt his tongue against my boob, teeth tugging at my swollen nipple, I nearly combusted.

"Jimin..."

"Lay back, sweetheart." he murmured against my skin before pushing me back against the mattress and folding my legs outwards so the back of my knees were against the end of the bed.

While his mouth returned back to my boobs, his hands skimmed down my belly, fingertips swirling against my skin. His hands reached my pants and hastily but swiftly he undid them before pulling them off my legs completely.

I threaded my fingers in his hair tightly and watched as his eyes flickered up to mine and then all of sudden, his hand was dipping between the seams of my underwear and skin.

I cried out in bliss, dropping my head into his neck as he whispered sweet nothings into my ear, trying to console me as pleasure hit every nerve in my body, electrifying me to the point of pain.

"Oh my god," I breathed when his fingers pressed against my slick folds, teasing my entrance as he rubbed slow and deliberate circles on my clit, "Oh my god, yes—"

"Absolutely perfect," he mumbled against my cheek as his forearm fell beside my head. We were pressed against each other so close but it didn't feel close enough, not at all. I wanted to be swarmed in his embrace forever, it felt like fucking heaven. "So perfect and all my mine— right baby?"

"Yes, fuck," I pushed our mouths back together.

Jimin swallowed my whimpers and cries for him, letting them drown out in our lip lock but nothing could stop the scream that left me when his fingers pushed inside of me.

There was an ache at first, not painful but uncomfortable, and it had my stomach clenching slightly and me gasping for air but it faded into pure ecstasy and then I was lost, literally drowning in the waters of Jimin while trying to catch my breath.

"Yes, yes, yes," I chanted in his ear and I felt my walls clench tight around his fingers.

Jimin groaned as he began to finger me, three fingers of his sliding quick and easy in and out of me. Pathetic whines and whimpers fell from my throat as I choked out his name and murmurs.

I could feel this pressure in my belly burning against my skin, like an overload of pleasure course through my veins. It was taking over, fogging up my vision and my mind to the point I just wanted to release it, release all the tension.

Jimin's fingers moved faster out of me, the slick of my come sloshing against us as his thumb rubbed more circles on my clit, dragging me closer and closer to this impending fate. I was on the borderline of high, ready to fall off the edge of sky as I screamed.

"Jimin— Jimin — Jimin," I didn't know what I was calling for nor asking for but something was building inside me, that pressure, that tightness, that feeling and I was going to explode— I knew was and the faster and harder Jimin's fingers rammed into me and the more my walls tightened against him, I knew I was going to shatter into a million pieces.

"It's okay, baby," he whispered and kissed the shell of may ear, "It's okay, let go, let go for me."

Those words were enough to make see stars.

With one last scream, I felt my soul leave my body as my release pushed through me so violently and strong that my thighs shook, my eyes fell shut, and my head fell back against the mattress exposing my throat.

My breath caught tight and I let it all go, letting bliss and euphoria take over as it rattled my bones and left me gasping for more. I didn't even register anything else but my body tingling in warmth and caged in heat as Jimin slowly pulled out of me and rested both of his forearms back on each side of my face.

I could feel his eyes scanning me, moving all around my face as I tried to catch my breath. Slowly, I opened them and met his adoring gaze and watched with hooded eyes as a small small made its way onto his features. He caressed my cheekbone with his thumb before they fell against my lips.

As if on instinct, I opened my mouth and let him push his fingers inside before enclosing on them. The taste of my release coated my tongue as I licked his fingers clean.

He pulled his fingers out and kissed the corner of my lip, "I don't need anything else but you." he told me softly and shifted, grunting quietly. That's when it hit me that he'd been taking care of me this whole time and I hadn't been of him.

Eyes still on him, I began to undo his pants, starting with his belt and then his buttons, pushing them down his thighs and watching him kick them off before his boxers.

Jimin hissed quietly and hid his face in my neck as I spat in my hand and reached down between us, wrapping my hands around his cock that was already slick with precome that pearled at his leaking tip.

"Babe," he whimpered softly and gripped the sheets.

Somehow I maneuvered our bodies, flipping his so he was laying down instead of me and I was sitting on top of his thick, strong thighs, my legs fitting snuggly beside his on the bed.

His eyes fluttered open and his eyebrows scrunched together in pleasure, mouth parting open as I began stroking him slowly at first, gaining rhythm.

"Shit, Y/n," he groaned as I leaned down and took him in my mouth. The shaky cry that left his lips had me looking up in concern but instead his hands tangled in my hair and pulled me down further.

I moaned around his swollen cock and let my lips mouth at his tip, my tongue repeatedly rolling over the slit as my hands jerked up and down his thick length.

Jimin's hands tightened further in my hair and I began my descent down his dick, taking inch by inch until my nose brushed against his pubic bone. His cock pulsed in the back of my throat and I gagged when his hips thrusted up and his pelvis brushed against my face.

"Oh fuck me, yes baby," he encouraged before pulling back and thrusting up into my mouth again, sharper and quicker and I released another gag, tears pooling at my eyes.

Suddenly, he was pulling me off him and switching our positions so I was back on the mattress and he was hovering above me. He reached for something in his drawer, a small foil packet, and teared it open with his teeth before sliding it on his hard shaft. I watched silently in amazement, breathing softly as nervousness hit me like a tidal wave.

"Hey, hey," he gripped my chin lightly, "It's okay, remember we don't have to do anything you don't want to do, sweetheart. Ball's in your court."

"I want you." I repeated my words from before and he chuckled softly, nuzzling my cheek with his hair.

"I want you too— always," his hands pressed against the bed right near my head, "I'll try to be quick, love."

He leaned down and pressed his mouth onto mine feverishly and my body responded to him almost immediately, lighting up like sparks as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulling him closer. 

I felt Jimin's hands on my thigh before pushing them apart. His cock brushed against my wet folds and I hummed softly, loving the simple pleasure it brought me.

Slowly, he began to push into me and my breath hitched as pain erupted instantly. I fought the tears that sprung to my eyes and also the urge to shove him off me, instead digging my nails into his shoulders.

It honestly felt like I was getting ripped apart, literally torn in half and the groans and whimpers that fell from my lips were getting smothered by Jimin's who was pressing a plethora of kisses all around my face— my eyelids, my flushed cheeks, my mouth, everywhere.

"I promise it's almost over baby, I promise," he said, voice lost between a throaty groan and murmur and I squeezed his torso tighter with my legs.

Jimin pulled out slightly only to bury himself with one big thrust inside me, filling me up to complete brim. I could feel his cock pulse inside me as we both moaned out— his rough, mine soft, and then dropped his head onto mine, our breaths getting twisted and tangled as our sweaty bodies shifted together.

"Move, please—" I panted and he didn't waste a second, pulling out of me completely and snapping his hips up sharply, fucking into me deeper and harder. The pain was gone just as soon as it came and I joined our mouths together as he pushed my hands off his neck and pinned them into the bed.

"Oh god, fuck," he growled into my lips, the pace of his hips picking up.

His dick jackhammered so keen and quick it gave me whiplash. It magnified every single ounce of my pleasure that was shaking inside me and there I felt it again, the heat and pressure boiling in my belly.

It felt so good, so fucking good.

Jimin suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist and sat us up so our bodies were pressed snug against each other while our eyes locked, and his length somehow hit so much deeper in this position than before.

Moans piled up in my throat as I pushed the hair out of his face and gripped his hair tight, needing something to hold onto, as his hips jerked up and down and our centers rolled against each other.

"Jimin," I breathed and he groaned.

My lips found his neck and began sucking a plethora of purples and reds against his milky skin and he let out a strangled cry as my body spasmed against his.

The pressure building inside me was reaching a boiling point and my eyes scrunched as he gripped my face and pulled it towards his, kissing my lower lip. He mumbled a dictionary worth of curse words.

I nearly lost it when his fingers slipped down to my clit and began rubbing and my walls clenched so tight around him, I thought I would push his shaft out but he continued his animalistic thrust that were pushing me on the brink of insanity.

Jimin's thrust began to turn less controlled and more sporadic as he bit his spit-swollen lip, his eyes flashing between us and then my face as I cried.

"Jimin, Jimin, Jimin, oh my god, I'm gonna, oh my god," I blubbered, too far gone in bliss that I couldn't think straight. It felt like I was overheating, every sense of mine burning with an ache of lust and passion as his fingers moved quicker and faster against my clit, matching the pace of his thrusts.

"Come for me."

Was all my body needed before it erupted.

I froze for a second before everything surrounding me shattered and I was yelling at the top of my lungs, shaking as my release bursted through me like fireworks in the sky. I couldn't breathe, it was too painful to, I could only idle there while black dotes clouded my vision and I lay there limply in his protective arms.

It only took Jimin a few more sloppy thrusts before he was letting out a pleasure filled moan and slamming his hips into me roughly as his cock jerked ropes and ropes of come. He shivered and quivered around me as his head fell into my sweaty chest and he tried to regulate his breathing, aftershocks of his orgasm hitting hard just like mine.

I realized then that I never wanted to leave here.

That this was almost as perfect as forever.

Quietly, we held each other, he running his nose against my shoulder and rubbing my back as I relaxed in his arms, practically motionless and listening to his heartbeat drum wildly against his chest.

I sighed softly and closed my eyes, basking in this moment and preserving this memory in my mind. I felt like I was on cloud nine.

"Y/n?" he said against my collarbone.

I hummed in an indication I was listening while trying to fight off sleep that was sucking me into its clutches. I heard the pause in his breath before he hugged me tighter as if i was going somewhere. Wearily, I opened my eyes.

"Jimin—

"I love you."

He lifted his face out my neck and peered over at me with hooded eyes. I swear I thought I saw fear streak against his features and he frowned before resting his face back against my shoulder. I was still starstruck and staring.

He loves me?

"You don't have to say it back, not if you're not ready to. I just needed tell you because I can't— I couldn't keep it in any longer and I don't wanna lie to you."

My face scrunched and a bright smile broke out on my face, a large one.

Tilting my body backwards, my hand gripped Jimin's chin and lifted his gaze so that it was in level with mine.

"I love you." I said softly and sealed our mouths together, letting the taste of him coat my tongue.

Jimin laughed and I reciprocated it as he hugged me tight and we fell back against the bed. Gently, he tucked a piece of my hair behind my ear and let his fingers skim from my eye and down to my cheek, eyes memorizing the look in mine, the happiness screaming through them.

I leaned into his hand.

"I love you." he said again, biting his lip this time. He tried to fight the smile but it overtook his beautiful face.

"I love you," I kissed his cheek before whispering, "So, so much."

A few kisses, careful touches, and giggling later, we had made our way back to our bathroom ensuite.

I was sitting on the counter in Jimin's shirt that was undone and pooling at my thighs, watching as he moved around the cream colored tub gracefully, filling the bath with rose and lily petals and essences that smelt divine.

He was humming quietly when his eyes met mine and I shyly diverted mine but he was already sauntering his way over towards me.

"Love," he held my face in his warm palms and turned it towards him, ducking his head slightly so he could look at me properly, "What's wrong?"

I was feeling very overexposed.

After the most intimate moment of my life, I couldn't bare to look at him. Every time I did, my cheeks would flush and I would feel this wave of just pure horror and the realization would hit me even harder.

I lost my virginity. To a king. Woah.

Jimin didn't seem to mind it, in fact he just couldn't keep his hands to himself, always wanting to touch me whenever we were too far apart or not close enough.

"Baby?" he asked again and I shook my head, shifting out of his hold and hopping off the marble counter. I discarded of his shirt and quickly emptied myself into the tub.

The water was warm and comforting against my cool skin and petals stuck to me like a second skin. I curled my legs into my chest quietly and rested my chin on top of my knees, covering myself. My eyes drooped close for a moment before they opened again and searched the room for my love.

He was staring at me in silence, his eyes tired but a grin on his face. He walked over, leaned over the tub, and brushed my hair away from my face, letting the strands find home on the sides of my neck and back. I shivered.

"Come inside." I mumbled, enjoying his pets.

As my eyes fell shut again, I heard him stand and shortly hop into the tub. the water sloshed around me as he stood behind me before he sat down. Slowly, his arms wrapped around my stomach and he guided me backwards until my back was resting comfortably on his chest and my head was perched up on his shoulder.

Hs kissed my cheek and sighed as I relaxed further, letting the water take my already aching body and putting it at ease.

I heard some shuffling again before there was something soft and light caressing my chest.

Peeking  my eye open, I noticed he washing my body with a loofa, the beige material running against my chest and then down my belly before disappearing down my legs. He cleaned my thighs and my vagina tenderly before moving back up and letting the loofa brush against my nipples that were still erect.

I hummed.

"Feels good?" he chuckled and I nodded, leaning further back in his embrace and resting my head against his shoulder. He continued until I began turning in his arms.

I stole the loofa from him and with one arm wrapped his neck, I held myself up. Jimin leaned back against the rim of the tub as my I propped myself up on his thighs.

"Can I?"

"You don't have to ask. everything I have is yours."

I flushed and started to clean him.

As I made my way down his chest, I smiled, "You have to cover these up. I sucked you like a vacuum." I washed over the hickeys that colored his pale chest.

"I don't think I should," he sighed and smoothed out my shoulders, "I don't mind showing the world who I belong to."

"But I do."

"Hm?"

I dropped the loofa and leaned into his chest, wrapping my arms around his neck and pushing our chests together. His arms wounded around my back as I combed his bangs back and then tugged on them, forcing his head back.

"Nobody gets to see you like this, no one but me."

"Okay." he spoke to me gently and rubbed my back but it didn't feel good enough to me. Even though K knew I had him, I just needed more.

"You promise? You're mine?"

"Come here."

Was all he said before he pulled my face down and kissed me. His tongue dipped out and lapped at the my lips before pushing inside and tangling with mine as I sat firmer and straighter against him.

"I love you. Loving you means forever, Y/n. Loving you means I'm yours and your mine." he murmured against my lips and that was all I needed before we were right back at it.

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end of chap.

started getting a headache and couldn't write anymore but i hope you enjoyed. we are coming to the end of this book and i'm so grateful

hope you guys have a great start to your week <3