This is my first poem so it's going to suck, sorry for wasting your time

There were things I needed to say

Things that I needed to hear

I need an answer for questions that I have but then she released you of your chains

She freed you from your burden and now all I have is these questions that go through my head

Its like you're suffocating me even though your not here

I cannot breathe because of you and these questions

I don't know how I can be set free from these questions

I wished I got a chance to ask you question sooner

Maybe if I was braver or stronger or had no confidence ask you sooner I could have these questions having through my mind

But now you're gone and you don't have to listen to me answer my question and it feels like I'm suffocating

So now I have to ask my questions. I put them on this site to people who don't even know me to people who don't even care

I don't know if this will help me or just make me feel empty so these are my questions I have to

Why?

Why did you make me feel pain?

Why did you make me feel low about myself that I already have?

Why do they stand in the mirror for hours debating if I look good just so I can look good for you?

Why is it that every time we get into a fight you always grab me and you always demanded things that I don't have the answers for?

Why did you call me those names?

Why did I feel like I was worth nothing?

Why is it that when you are with me, holding me I was dying?

Why?

I know it sucked sorry for wasting your time and thank you for reading it.

-F