Never let your feelings come close to you

It was what they taught me

I didn't believed them, it was the truth I didn't see

But now I think it's the best I can do

I thought feelings were charming

I loved to love myself and the seasons

Then I started to love people, it's the reason

Why I got known that feelings are harming

I stopped loving myself

Get addicted to the wrong kind of love

It was a drug, which makes me cry, but also laugh

When I looked in the mirror, I wanted to be somebody else

People left, one after one

And while the others didn't seem to be bothered

I was the only one with more weight shouldered

I wondered what I did wrong

So I learned how to do not let feelings come close to you

I am at least good at this one thing

If I am not good enough to keep anything

And now It's the best I can do