Doll as the result of the poll for doll Ciels gonna be the father

1. 1st time meeting you

Doll was in her tent she hadn't been feeling too good so Beast got doctor to check on her doctor came to see her, he did the exam while she was in her tent a small group had gathered Beast said "alright nothing to see here, just doctor checking them over" they went Joker came over and said "Beast is Doll ok?" she looked and said "don't know, she said she wasn't feeling great but said it was probably a bug or something that's gone around"

Joker said "and she said to leave her be," Beast said "yeah, but that was a good few weeks ago and she should of gotten over that by now, as soon as I know I'll let you and the others know" Joker smiled and nodded leaving

When doctor came out Beast said "how is she?" doctor said "she's fine, you can see her" he wheeled away and thought 'Doll needs to say not me' Beast went in and sat she said, "Hey, how are you feeling?" Doll curled up and said "ok," Beast said, "what's wrong?" Doll sniffled and said "Beast I'm scared," Beast said "why would you be scared Doll? Where all here" she silently cried and said "i-I'm pregnant Beast, and I'm scared what if I'm not good? What if the baby's scared of me or like me? And everyone's scared of them"

Beast gave a soft but sad look she could understand how Doll felt, the fear of being a mother and the fear the baby wouldn't accept her or be like how they are, Beast hugged her Doll hugged back crying Beast said "I'll tell you one thing Doll" she looked at her Beast said "you're not alone, me, Joker, Dagger, Peter, Wendy, Jumbo and everyone in the circus will be here to help you, ok you won't be alone and if the baby when its older is scared of your eye, then well sit him or her down and explain but I don't think they will ok"

Doll said, "wh-what if I don't want to be a mum yet?" Beast said "then you let someone adopt the kid, who's at the circus ok but I don't think you'll do that you'll be a wonderful mother ok" Doll hugged Beast tightly Beast said "it'll all be ok where all here" she nodded, Beast left her and told the others they were shocked but happy for her and promised they'd help her with this, soon the months passed quickly and soon it was time for her to have you, Beast and Wendy where there with her the entire time while she was in labour

A few hours later a cry was heard Doll looked, you were wrapped up in a white warm blanket and given to Doll, Beast said "well done Doll, where so proud of you" Wendy said "yeah it's a girl!" she gave a small smile she was still scared to be a mother but was on board with the idea she held you soon you stopped crying and looked at her, Wendy said "what are you gonna name her?" she said "I don't know" Beast said "well she needs a name Doll, and you can give it to her" she thought and said "(name)?" Beast said "that's a perfect name for her" you were asleep, she hadn't seen your eyes but you had her brown hair, and a few little freckles on your face

2. You meet your father

Doll was managing with you, she couldn't do her act for the time being since she was recovering from having you, at the moment you were playing with a bitter rabbit shed gotten you, you adored the little thing she thought 'that looks a little like smile? But it can't be he disappeared' she looked down she knew he was your father, but she had no way to find him to say about you to him

Doll carried you to get some food, they were in London at the moment Joker said "you doing ok?" she looked and said, "Yeah why?" Joker said "you seem tired, I can take her," Doll said, "but!" Joker said "where here to help you ok, if that's watching (name) for a bit so you can sleep then that's what well do" she said "o-ok" Joker said "it don't make ya a bad mum you know" Doll nodded he took you and said "how about we take a walk around town?"

Soon you and Joker where in London he said "let's see what can we do?" you yawned holding the teddy, he said "you never let that go huh?" he smiled a lot of girls would say how cute you where, he thanked them soon you and Joker where at a café he didn't know Ciel and Sebastian where there, you could see Ciel you cooed at him, he looked at you and raised an eyebrow Sebastian chuckled and said "it seems the child has taken a liking to you master" Ciel just mmmd, you didn't know you'd just met your father and Ciel no idea he'd just met his daughter

3. First word

Doll was practising her act, she was allowed to now Beast was sat with you on her knee as you watched, you loved to watch Doll do her act you couldn't take your eyes off her, Beast smiled at this soon Doll came down you reached for her, Beast gave you to Doll you nuzzled her Beast said "she adores you Doll" Doll gave a small nod Beast said "give it time, ok she's not scared of you Doll, you're her mother her mama who she loves ok" Doll nodded again

Beast was at a loss of what to do but knew it would take time, you looked at Doll and put your head to the side cutely, you made sounds while touching her face Doll froze when you touched near her scar, Beast said "it'll be ok Doll she loves you" you did you soon said "wuv mama" they looked anyone in the tent did Beast said "I think she just spoke?" you said "wuv mama!" Dolls eye widened at this, she had tears in her eye and hugged you

Beast smiled and thought 'that's what she needed, you to say you loved her' everyone celebrated you saying your first word well words

4. First Christmas

Everyone adored you, they were practicing for the Christmas show you sat watching a bit curious about this, it was your first one after all the troupe wanted to make it special for you, when Doll finished her rehearsal you clapped giggling, Joker said "so what should we do for (name), for her first Christmas?" Doll said "I-I don't know," Beast said "it's ok," Dagger said "yeah, Beasts right let's have a small party, maybe Santa can come" Doll nodded

Beast said "that's the easiest one, and we don't have any performances that day so we can celebrate it" the group agreed to do that make it special, all of them silently agreed to give you the childhood they didn't get, soon it was Christmas day you were curious but also amazed by all the presents, you where sat on Dolls lap enjoying this soon Joker came in in a Santa suit Peter whispered "isn't that Joker?" Dagger nodded a bit confused

You put your head to the side Joker did a Santa laugh and said "now I heard there's a good girl named, (name) here?" you made sounds he went over and knelt smiling and said "now I have something here for a good girl" he went into his bag and pulled a little teddy bear out and gave it you, instantly you hugged it burying your face in it Doll gave a small smile to him, he left and came back as normal everyone had fun swapping gifts you wouldn't let your new teddy bear go

5. Crawling

Doll had you in her tent, she didn't mind using the first tear tent now she had someone to share with, you were playing on the floor with your toys you didn't have many but what you had you were happy with, you saw a ball under the bed you reached but couldn't get it, Doll gave you one of your other toys you put it down it wasn't the one you wanted, soon Wendy came in to talk to Doll about something while they were talking you got on all fours you reached but no luck, soon you where crawling

Doll looked and said "(name)?" she couldn't see you, she called you again but no luck Wendy said "shell be in here, I'll help you look" Doll nodded worried shed lost you she thought that she might be a bad mother for losing you, Wendy knelt and said "Doll" she went over and looked kneeling and said "how'd she get there?" Wendy said, "Maybe she crawled?" Doll picked you up hugging you and said "please don't scare me" she tried not to cry, Wendy said "I'll let the others know, so we can keep an eye on her" Doll nodded just happy you where ok

6. Mother's day

Beast was babysitting you everyone fought over who would watch you, Beast won this time she said "now let's get Doll something" you looked at Beast, she said "a gift its mother's day, also her first one let's make this special for her, show her how good she is at being a mother, she needs to believe in herself" you couldn't grasp it, Beast walked with you looking around the town she said "now what to get her?"

A woman said, "Can I help you miss?" Beast was looking in a shop window she looked holding you and said "oh yes a gift" the woman said "ok, and are you behaving for your mother?" Beast said "oh no she's my niece, it's for her mother, it's her first mother's day she's still a little unsure about being a mother, scared shed make a mistake" the woman said "oh that's understandable, a lot of mothers are like that but I may have something you can do for her"

Beast nodded and said "what is it?" the woman said "well my cousin did this for her sister in law, when she had her baby she got her a locket with the baby's picture inside, and had a message engraved on the back from her son" Beast smiled and said "I'll keep that in mind" the woman said "no problem, I hope it helped and I hope your sister sees what a good mother she is, a baby wouldn't be this well behaved or happy if she wants a good mother" Beast nodded

Beast went back telling the others about the idea, they liked it so put some money together to get a nice locket and a picture done for you, Joker handled getting a picture of you, Beast handled the locket he had it taken professionally to

Soon it was mother's day Dagger said "here ya go!" Doll said, "What's this?" Peter said "mother's day gift, what else," Doll said "mother's day?" Wendy said "yeah, a day for mothers and you're a mother, it's from (name)" Beast said "she had our help, but she wants to show you what a good mother you are" Doll opened it and saw the locket, she gasped Joker said "it's not every day ya celebrate your first mother's day" she said "but?" Beast said "its fine, take a look inside" she did and saw a picture of you dressed up, and one Joker had sneakily taken of her hugging you, she almost cried Wendy said "look at the back" she did and read aloud what it said "love you mama" Doll held it close to her chest

(the locket)

(just imagine it's you and doll its the picture joker took)

(the dress you wore in the other picture in the locket it can be whatever colour you want)

7. First birthday

Dagger said, "Why do I feel like there's something we're forgetting?" Joker said "now ya mention it, there is," Jumbo said, "what's going on?" Dagger and Joker looked Dagger said "we're forgetting something, but what?" he said "(names) birthday" he went Dagger said, "How can we have forgot that!" Joker said "well let's make it special" Dagger nodded and said "let's do a little party! And a special show!" Joker said, "of course!" Doll couldn't believe it was a year already since you came, she was still scared you'd be scared of her or fear her but she still loved you a lot

Soon your birthday came, Doll had gotten you a doll, it was one shed gotten cheap but you loved it, Joker said "Doll why don't you bring (name) to the tent, so we can give her our gifts" she nodded taking you there, when she got there with you everyone said "happy birthday!" Doll said, "What's this?" Peter said "a party for (name)" Beast said, "you think wed not do anything for our niece? She's one" Doll smiled, everyone gave you some gifts and did a little private show Doll said, "where did the cake come from?" Wendy said "we made it between us" in the end you had a great day and had fun

(your cake)