Beast for this one I'm going to leave revealing who your father is for the future, let people have more time to decide who they want, also I will be adding wendy, Ran Mao and Rachel soon yep, you'll be Ciel's sibling older, younger or twin who knows? but that's for the future, also book of circus has come and gone yes they lived in this most, things will be cannon with the manga and anime, some things though I will have altered to fit the character living

1st time meeting you

Beast was sitting in her tent thinking about what happened recently, she sighed lying down deciding to get some sleep, a few days later she was seeing to Betty and for some reason, Betty was being more protective of her shed nuzzle her stomach purring and if anyone went to Beast shed growl or roar, Beast found this strange but put it down to Betty just going through a phase since she raised her

Betty seemed to follow Beast without her knowing like she was protecting her but as we know animals have a sixth sense when it comes to the ones who raise them and love them, Beast was having a doctor check her leg they'd gotten a new one after the whole father incident and found new prosthetics to replace the ones that father gave them, the doctor said "everything's good Beast, while you're here let me give you a check-up" she said "alright"

Beast lay down the doctor did there check as they felt her stomach they said "Beast, have you been well intimate with anyone recently?" she looked away nodded they said "I see, bring me a sample Beast I want to check something" Beast was confused but did as was asked, and a few days later the doctor called her back alone she came and said "you needed me doc?" they said "yes take a seat" they got some paper and went over, Beast looked at them they handed her the paper she read it and said "what I'm!?" the doctor said "yep, you are your about ohh say between 2-4 months along, give or take this is a guess on my part but I want you to be careful Beast and to come see me for check-up's, I'll let you tell everyone"

She said "right uh thanks doc" she went to her tent and said "so that's why Betty was so protective, it's like she knew but who's the father? is it black, Dagger or Joker" she sighed and put her hand on her stomach and said "I won't know until it's born, but I do need to tell everyone" and that's what she did she asked to see everyone in the first string, they were confused doll said "Beast are you ok?" she said "yeah, listen I have something to tell you all something important" Joker said "well whatever it is well listen" she gave a small smile and said "well I'm going to be a mother"

They were confused Wendy said "what do you mean be a mother?" Beast looked away and said "I'm expecting, ok that's it" everyone looked at her she said "I'm keeping the kid, I'm not giving the kid up for adoption ok so I'm gonna have to not perform as much, the doctor says I'm ok and I've got to go for checks" everyone was happy, both Joker and Dagger had the same thought 'I'm going to be a father!' Sebastian sneezed Bard said "you ok? Someone's talking about you if you sneeze," Sebastian said "I'm fine" he did wonder why he sneezed

The months soon past and it was almost time, Joker decided to stay put until the baby came they were currently in a town called Chester, it was nice doll said "are you ok Beast?" she looked and said "I'm fine" the doctor had her in the medical tent so they could keep an eye on her, and had a local midwife come to help doll sat down by her and said "are you scared Beast?" Beast sighed and said "a bit, I mean I don't know how to be a mother but I have everyone helping me you, peter, wendy, jumbo, Joker, Dagger and the others" doll nodded, a few days later Beast was in labour everyone was banned from the tent, Dagger and Joker were outside the tent waiting to see what they thought was there kid

Soon Beast had the baby she held them she said "what was it?" the midwife said "it's a girl" they soon left you were asleep, Beast saw you had her black hair shed have to wait for you to open your eyes to see what eye colour you got, maybe it would tell her who your father was but until she knew she wouldn't say anything to anyone, but she smiled she gave you a little tiger teddy shed picked up

You meet your father

Beast had something to do so she was leaving you with Dagger to watch you, him and Joker always where the first to volunteer to have you if Beast needed someone to watch you, she didn't mind it let them bond with you until she worked out who was your father and then she'd say, Dagger was practising he had you somewhere safe you watched holding your tiger toy you would giggle and clap when he hit the target

Soon one of the second string members asked Dagger to help with their aim, he knew he couldn't make sure you were safe when he had to help someone so he went to find someone to watch you, Joker was passing and agreed to it Joker smiled and said "well now, let's have some fun shall we?" you giggled he took you for a walk

Your (eye colour) eyes looked at everything Joker walked into the town he looked at some of the shops with you, brought you a few treats you thought nothing of it as Joker walked he passed Sebastian you looked at him Sebastian smiled at you and quickly rubbed the top of your head you squealed happily at the attention, not knowing who he was you didn't care

First word

Beast was feeding Betty she had you where she could see you, but also where you couldn't get into trouble once she had she decided to let you meet the tiger at a distance, she picked you up and went to the cage she said "Betty this is (name)" the tiger walked over your eyes widened seeing a bigger version of your teddy, you made excited sounds Beast smiled Betty sniffed where she could she got your scent and purred, you reached petting her Beast watched closely

You babbled happily, Betty purred more and she vowed to protect you like she would Beast, you were trying to speak soon after some trying you said "e...etty" Beast looked you said "etty!" she chuckled and smiled and said "yes that's Betty" you squealed, Beast thought 'Bettys her first word, here I thought it would be mama but I can't do anything about that can I, but I can make mama her next word' she smiled

First Christmas

Beast was playing with you she wasn't sure if she was a good mother but she tried her best, she found it a little hard to do her act and watch you but she was doing it she said "now what do I get you for Christmas huh? Knowing everyone they've gotten you something already" you were playing with your toys, soon Joker called a meeting about the Christmas show, you were on Beasts lap Joker said "any ideas?"

Everyone was silent he said "Oh come on, one of ya must have an idea," Dagger said "sorry Joker but none of us have any, I mean would you say we even celebrated Christmas well before him" doll nodded, Joker said "I know, I know but still we need to think of something for the show," wendy said "I get what Dagger means, and you Joker," Beast said "all I can think is we wear Christmas outfits to do our show"

Joker said "alright, maybe we'll think of something but any ideas what we can do for (name)" Doll said, "huh why (name)?" Dagger said "her first Christmas, why else," doll said "oh uh, no" Beast knew if she said they didn't need to they'd still do it, she said "I'm going to leave you all to do whatever for (names) first Christmas, knowing you lot even if I say no you'll still do it" Joker laughed and ruffled your hair

Soon it was Christmas they had the morning off to celebrate, then the afternoon/evening they'd perform Beast got you dressed and herself then went to meet up with her family, they were waiting for her and you, they exchanged gifts they'd gotten you a lot of different things from toys to clothes, Beast thanked them they all had fun then went to perform

Crawling

At the moment you were in the main tent a few people were practising their acts, Joker as well he was doing some magic you were glued to him, amazed at this he smiled he saw what made you laugh, someone called his name he looked to see who when he did, you saw something shiny and wanted it so you tried to reach it but no luck, you huffed puffing your cheeks out

You wondered how you could get this thing whatever it was, you tried reaching again and fell on your stomach you looked and propped yourself up and reached falling but stopped yourself with your hand, your eyes shone at this and tried it again you had now discovered crawling, so started to crawl soon getting what you wanted you found it was some coin, you wondered what it was but you liked it since it was shiny, Joker looked and said "(name)?" he wondered where you'd gone

Joker looked for you he knew Beast would kill him and not let him watch you again, he didn't want that soon a voice said "Joker, (names) there" he looked up it was peter he pointed, Joker turned he saw and said you "the heck? how'd ya get there?" he picked you up you jumped whimpered since it scared you, Joker soon stopped you crying he decided to set you down and watch, he then saw you crawl he smiled and picked you up to tell Beast about this

Mother's day

Joker and Dagger wanted to help make Beasts first mother's day special, they were watching you Dagger said "so any ideas?" Joker said "it's hard, its Beasts first mother's day it should be special, but how do we do that for her?" Dagger said "maybe get her a special gift?" Joker said "yeah, but what?" they were both deep in thought you were sat playing with your toys and some of Joker's soft juggling balls, you looked at them a bit confused on why they were like this, you didn't understand that mother's day was soon

Joker and Dagger bounced ideas off each other, Dagger groaned and said "this is hopeless, we can't come up with idea it's hard" Joker said "ya right, it'll be easier when (names) older, but she's a baby and it's harder" soon Beast came and said "thanks for watching her" Joker said "anytime" she smiled and took you, when she had Joker said "hey Dagger, I may have an idea" he looked and said "oh and what's that then?" Joker smiled and said "we give Beast a day to herself"

Dagger said "what, but mothers days a day for Beast to spend it with (name)" Joker said "yeah but it gives her the morning to do what she wants have time for herself, then we let her have the afternoon and night with (name)" Dagger said "alright let's do that then" on mother's day Beast said "what are you two up to?" Joker said "nothin, nothin" Dagger said "yeah we just thought you'd like some alone time, you know you time," Joker said "yeah its mother's day, so we thought you'd like to have some you time well watch (name) for the morning, then the afternoon onwards you can spend time with her"

She sighed and said "alright I do have somethings I do need to do" while the boys had you, Beast did what she needed and had her me time which she hadn't had much of, when Beast picked you up the boys had gotten Beast a present from you, a new whip since her old one was on its way out, Beast hugged you thanking you knowing Dagger and Joker got it, the rest of the day she spent time with you having fun and enjoying the day

First birthday

Your first birthday was coming up at the circus, it was a big event since you were there little princess and the baby that everyone wants to spoil, which is what they were going to do at the moment, you were with Beast shopping in town she wondered what to get you, she knew Joker would probably do you a party, your (eye colour) eyes looked at things Beast was happy even if she had no clue who your father was, maybe when you grew shed know but until then shed make sure you spent time with the two, but Sebastian well that would be hard

Soon it was your birthday and Beast had gotten you a new dress, shed saved up you were worth every penny of it, she took you to the main tent which a party was set up you had your little Betty teddy in your arms, everyone wished you a happy birthday they did tricks which made you laugh and smile, Betty lay with you protecting you she saw you as her own cub, she purred when you pet her gently even if you did pull on occasions shed just growl to let you know

(your dress)

Soon your cake was brought out which Beast loved, she thanked Joker and Dagger for getting it for you, Joker had gotten you a doll Dagger some sweets by the end of it you were asleep curled up with your doll, teddy and Betty a quick picture was taken, Joker had invested in one since he figured it would be good to have some pictures for everyone, especially Beast so she could have some pictures of you growing up

(your cake with your name on)