You tell your crush you like them part 1, this part is a continuation of you realise you have a crush, you get enough courage to tell them the time you tell them will differ some its very soon, other it's a while after you realise part 2 will be up soon, and by the end of these you will have a boyfriend also you won't know in this part if they do or don't return your feelings, also it will be in your point of view

Ciel

I hear "young mistress" I see sebastian standing at the doorway, I look over at him and say "yes sebastian, do you need me?" he says "yes, the master has guests coming and wants you present to meet them, as they are old acquaintances" I say "basically dads way of saying that he doesn't like them but will put up with them for appearance or business sake" sebastian chuckles and says "in a way, but the master has known them since he was 13 they will be staying for dinner, and the night there are 3 guests in total, one is a butler"

I nod and say "alright, what time? and do I have to dress up for them?" he says "no not unless you wish to, and they will be here for 5 at the latest and dinner will be served at 6, also the master wants you to greet them" I nod and say "ok thanks" he goes I go back to my book I'm reading, the love confession that boy ajay, I just thought of him when thought about love confession, ok I know I have a crush but ugh

I get ready, I find a nice but not to flashy dress its blue dads favourite colour and matches my hair, it comes to my ankles it has a cream fabric for details as well as cream ribbons, also black ribbons a cream rose in the centre with a blue bow, and a blue and cream choker I hear a knock and say "it's open" I see mey rin she says "the master has told me to help you get ready, yes he did" I say "ok, I have my dress here"

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(I dont own the design its of da insted of it being red its blue but this is what your dress looks like)

She says "oh its beautiful, perfect for tonight" I say "thanks, I haven't worn it yet" mey rin helps me change, I put my shoes on they have a small heal mey rin dose my hair (if long however you want it, if short just left down) she says "I'm done young mistress" I say "thanks, I better go I don't want to be late" I get down dad says "you look nice, they'll be here soon (name), do you remember someone called soma?"

I think and say "um I'm not sure, refresh my memory dad" he said "you've met him, once at the town house you were 8" that sounds familiar I say "wait was he the man who just hugged me and I was so scared I didn't want to be left alone with anyone but you?" dad nods I say "um, how do I say it nicely dad he's a bit loud" he says "I know (name), but still he is a guest his butler is alright he is also bringing someone who shouldn't be too bad, so manners alright" I nod

Sebastian soon opens the door my eyes widen, I see ajay oh my god his father is oh lord help me, let the ground swallow me up I think he's just as surprised I hear "my young prince, is something the matter?" "no agni I'm ok" oh god, my crushes father is friends with dad, ugh and I'm meant to tell him

As we eat dad says "(name), are you alright?" I nod and say "I'm ok really, just unsure that's all dad" he nods I see ajay's surprised dad says "so, who is the boy soma?" prince soma says "my son ajay, he's about (names) age she's gotten so big since I last saw her, how old was she?" dad says "she was 8, and yes it was some years ago, (name) after dinner why don't you show princes somas son around" I nod

After I say "please follow me prince ajay" we get to the second floor he says "why did you call me prince ajay? you didn't before" I stop and turn to him and say "our fathers don't know we've met, if they do who knows I know my dad isn't to fond of your father, also I don't have the best interaction with him" ajay says "what do you mean?" I say "let's go to the games room, ill teach you how to play chess, your dad will keep mine busy and if they're worried they'll send sebastian or agni to find us, mostly sebastian so let's go"

We get to the game room he says "my dad always talks about lord phantomhive, how they've been friends for years, I didn't know it was your dad, so how did you meet my dad?" I tell him the story from when I was 8 he says "oh, I see my dad has that habit, those stories I told you where about your dad, what mine and agni have told me, has your dad ever mentioned mine?"

I say "nope, not once um can I tell you something ajay, something you can't tell anyone" he says "um sure what?" I set the chess board up, I can play most games because of dad but the one I can say is my best is chess because I've played it so often with him, I say "um well its stupid, just listen don't judge until I've explained, and you don't need to tell me an answer right away ok"

He nods as I'm about to say I hear a knock, I growl and say "it's open" I see sebastian he says "oh you're here young mistress with prince ajay to" I nod and say "yes, I thought we could play some games and let dad talk to prince soma, did you need me?" he says "just to check how you are young mistress, do you want some refreshments and snacks whilst you play?" I nod and say "sure sebastian" he bows and leaves

Ajay says "what did you want to say?" I say "I'd rather not be interrupted, so once sebastian brings the drinks and snacks ok, while we wait I'll explain my dad taught me how to play, and I can say I'm pretty good not like him but good enough" ajay nods and listens as I explain, I say "if you don't get anything let me know, ill also correct you if you make a mistake, it takes a while to master the basics"

Soon sebastian comes and places the snacks and drinks down he says "is there anything else you require young mistress?" I say "no were good sebastian if we do I'll call, you better get back to my dad because he might need you" he chuckles and says "very well, have a nice time playing your games young mistress" once he's gone I check to make sure he's gone, I close the door and say "ok will you listen ajay until the end, and give me your response later either before you go, when you next come over or we meet up because I get the feeling you'll be over more because of your dad" he nods

I sit down and say "ok the thing is I like you ok, not a friend but like, like do you understand?" he says "um I think so?" I take a deep breath and say "what I mean is that the feelings I have are more than say friends ok, more than that this decision wasn't one I came to quickly, ok but over time I realised it ok, this is why I didn't want anyone to interrupt us ok, so like I said you don't have to say yet I understand if you like someone else or have someone else being a prince you have someone picked by your family I'm the same, but well still be friends no matter what happens ok"

He nods and says "o-ok, um" I say "just think about what I said, this wasn't easy for me to say to you ajay, I'm so embarrassed because I've never done anything like this, id die of embarrassment if anyone was listening in on this ok so think it over, and like I said I won't hold it against you if you don't feel the same"

Sebastian

Where going home in 2 days' time, I'm going to tell tomoe how I feel if I don't ill regret it, and dad says I should never regret anything so I go to the shrine and see tomoe, he says "oh your back" I roll my eyes and say "whatever, um listen can we talk tomoe, I um have something important to tell you that I need to tell you if not now later, just tell me the time" he says "now is fine (name), so what?" I say "i-is there somewhere private, or where no one will hear us talk?" he nods we go to the back of the shrine, he says "so what is it you wish to say?"

I put my hands behind my back and say "w-well, I'm going home in 2 days and I wanted to tell you this before I do go back to England, because if I don't ill regret it and my dad says I shouldn't, because eternity is a long time to regret something" he raises an eyebrow does he know? no he can't I take a deep breath and say "will you listen until the end tomoe, to what I have to say so I can leave japan with no regrets at all" he nods

I should just come out and say it, I should I mean I won't ever see him again and there's no chance he'll return them, he might have someone even if he does I'll feel better, I take another deep breath and say "ilikeyou" he blinks and says "what? I couldn't understand you, for 1 you said it too fast and 2 just relax, alright (name)" I nod and say "s-sorry, ugh I'm making a fool of myself, if it where my dad he'd be calm and do it perfect like always, I can't do it like that as much as I want to be like him"

Tomoe puts his hand on my shoulder and said "just say it slowly so I can understand, I said I would listen and I will ok" I nod and say "I like you, ok there I said it, I mean not as a friend but like, like demons like me aren't meant to love, yet I do my dad dose, we all do I just think most lock it away, I understand if you have someone you like or are with and all, but I had to say I liked spending time with you tomoe it was fun, I learnt so much about your culture about demons here and Japanese culture, and like I said if you don't return my feelings its fine really"

He just step's back, I look at him and say "I'll come back tomorrow because the day after tomorrow I leave and return to England, and thank you for letting me say tomoe I can say I have no regrets I know, I will have some as I get older and I can say your my first crush and that'll always be special to anyone, demon human, reaper, angel, land god I better go bye" I run back to the hotel I see dad he says "(name) where have you been?" I say "sorry I went for a walk its ok dad"

Alois

Hannah said I have to tell him, well even if he doesn't return it then so be it, he's probably got a girlfriend, if not a fiancé if not that a wife, I mean he's old enough to be my father but I can't help it I hear "lady (name), are you alright?" I jump and see him, I nod and say "y-yes I'm ok sebastian" he smiles and says "where is your father or faust?" I say "o-oh, there somewhere um" I need to say, I need to if I don't ugh dad can just say what's on his mind so easily, yet I can't

Sebastian says "if there is something on your mind I am more than happy to listen, perhaps someone outside of the trancy household will help in your debate, as I can see something is on your mind" I say "t-there is, if I told you w-would you listen and not think I'm stupid?" sebastian said "of course not, as I don't know your dilemma so I cannot judge, and I will listen until the end and reserve judgment until then"

I nod and say "o-ok well, um you see what it is, well" sebastian says "my lady if I may some advice, its best to say it quickly than to drag it out alright" I nod and say "your right, but it's kind of hard to say, and I know once I say there's no going back and you'll think I'm stupid" he says "I won't alright, so what is it you wish to say?"

I look at his red eyes I can see why girls fall for him like I have, I take a deep breath and say "I-I like you" I know I'm blushing it's my first time saying anything like this, a love confession in books it's so easy sebastian says "pardon?" I say "I-I like you, I mean I have feelings I know your old enough to be my father or uncle, b-but if you have someone I understand your older and probably hear this all the time, s-someone said i-its best to let you know, this is why I said you'd think I was stupid" sebastian just blinks he's surprised I know he won't return them, but I had to say

Claude

I should tell alex how I feel, but if I do it'll be so awkward if he doesn't feel the same way, I just hope we can still be friends lala lands on the bed I stroke her chest and say "the ball lala, I'll say then if he doesn't then he doesn't, I just don't want it to be awkward and lose my only friend" she just fly's to her cage, I hear a knock I say "it's open" I see mother come in, she's carrying a box I get off my bed and go over I say "mother what's this?"

She says "your dress for the phantomhive ball, me and your father made it between us" what! father make a dress no, mother yes father no, she giggles and says "he helped, it's an old dress I had at your age, I just tweaked it slightly also it's in (favourite colour), because I know how you like that colour" I smile and say "can I see it? or do I have to wait?"

Mother laughs and says "that's why I brought it, your fathers busy so why don't you look" I nod and take the lid off oh my lucifer, its beautiful the lace it's so beautiful, I run my fingers over it and say "its beautiful mother, but father helped how?" she places the box on my bed and takes it out, I see it's my favourite colour (favourite colour) with black lace atop, (if black or a very dark colour is your favourite colour then the lace is gold) around the waist is a belt of thick black ribbon with gold going along the top and bottom, and then there's a gold rose with black feathers above and below it

(insted of white its your favourate colour and the belt where white is its gold)

I say "mother it's so beautiful, but it won't look right on me" she laughs and says "it will (name), it will alright the lace it's made from your fathers thread, he dyed it black (or gold depending on what colour the dress is), your father has spent hours after all the work is finished doing this for you, I made the rose and added it, also altered it to your size" I'm speechless, father made that lace it's so beautiful

Mother says "(name)" I look at her, she says "about your friend, the balls the perfect opportunity to tell him how you feel, ill make sure your father stays put also alois will, he can order him to stay he needs to let you experience this" I nod and say "yes I'm going to, and if you could that would be wonderful mother" she says "alright"

The day of the ball I'm with mother getting ready, alois said she has to come as well, I'm sat at my dresser mother is doing my hair, she says "don't worry (name), now tonight no boy will be able to keep their eyes off you, well let your true beauty shine through, the real you" mother dose my hair (a style to match the dress however you want) she says "there, now your dress let's get you changed"

I see a corset I hate them, but needs must mother dose it up not to bad she then helps me into my dress, she says "now sit down and close your eyes, I'm going to do your makeup" I nod and sit down and close my eyes, I let mother do what she wants I'll have to get her to learn me how to do makeup

Soon I hear "alright I'm done, take a look in the mirror" I look to see gold eyeshadow with black, and on (either one eye or both your choice) a small spiders web, mother puts her hands on my shoulders and puts her face next to mine and says "(name), never be ashamed of who you are, or who's child you are be proud you are your fathers daughter, and if that friend returns your feelings your father will have to deal with it, also we have a trump card up our sleeve"

(the spider web is what you have on the corner of your eye or eyes)

(this is what your eyeshadow looks like insted of pink/purple its gold with the added spiderweb from above)

I look at mother she smiles and says "alois, since your father is still contracted he can just say claude this is an order, and your father can't touch him or do anything, as it's an order and once a master gives an order it can't be disobeyed, let me know and I'll keep him there" I nod and say "alright" mother smiles and says "now one more thing, another gift" I look to see a small box I open it it's a beautiful butterfly jewellery set a necklace and earrings, mother said "from alois, he told your father to get it you one, the other is off us so let's get it on you"

(this is what your jewlery set looks like it dosent have to be pink it can be whatever colour you want)

Mother puts my earrings and necklace on, after she says "there lets go, there waiting" I nod and we go, I stand at the top of the stairs I hear a whistle I look to see alois I see father glare, oh boy mother says "well claude, what do you think?" I go down father comes over and says "very nice, the dress looks good on you" I smile we get to the phantomhive manor, I see sebastian I give a small smile he dose as well, mother says "let me know when" I nod

We get in father has gone somewhere, alois says "(name)" I look he says "that friend, well keep claude busy let me or (mothers name) know when, ill order him to stay" I nod and say "alright, thanks" I see lord phantomhive, he gives a speech and everyone claps, soon music starts I hear my name I see father he says "time to dance" I nod I go with father, I do it like I was taught as father has told me, I must be perfect I can see everyone watching, I don't see alex

After everyone claps, father says "perfect as expected" I nod and leave to go and walk around, I see father standing with alois and mother to, I hear "well now (name), that was quite exceptional" I see sebastian I smile and say "thank you Mr michaelis, where's alex?" he says "alex, I'm sure your father wouldn't be too pleased you talking to him" I say "I know, but he said he had something to tell me and I want to know what he wants to tell me"

He smiled and said "he's out in his mother's garden, you should find his scent and don't worry I won't attack your father, I am busy serving excuse me" mother comes over and says "who was that?" I say "alex's father I know where alex is, so could you keep father here please" she nods I see mother go over and whisper something to alois, he calls father over and see him bow

I leave before father can see, I find alex's scent I see him I call out to him "alex" he turns and says "you came" I nod and say "yes, this garden is beautiful" he smiles and says "it was my mother's, even finny doesn't touch it only me or father, he waters them but nothing else they have her favourite flowers, master ciel let her have some to do what she wanted"

I see so many flowers, but the main ones are roses and snowdrops and a cherry tree that's not blossomed yet, the roses are all different varieties and colours I say "your mother loved flowers" he nodded and said "yes, my grandmother that's how she was, the human who my grandfather went with he didn't care I guess I'm like my mother" what, how? I say "how are you like her alex?" he picks a rose up and says "my mum lost her mum when she was young, she died giving birth to her so my granddad raised her, and well I'm the same I lost my mother when I was young, I knew her but not well and my dad's left to raise me"

I say "what about your grandfather?" he says "he still comes to see me, he knew my dad before he met my mum" I say "your letter said you had something to tell me, if its ok can I tell you something first?" he nods and says "u-um sure if you want, here" I see the rose he puts it in my hair, I touch it he says "it matches the one on your belt, well it's a mix of black and gold" I say "wow, um what I'm going to say will you listen alex until the end, and also after everything can we still be friends? I don't want to lose our friendship, you're my first and only friend"

He nods and says "sure no one will come here its hidden" he snaps his fingers I see lanterns come on, when I look at him he's blushing and looks away, wow he looks so much like his father apart from his blue eyes, and glasses I say "um well what I want to tell you is something that's important, and it's hard for me to say, like I said well still be friends after this, and I won't bother you for the rest of the night to let you think about it and everything, ill also listen to what you say after as well, but know that it's kind of embarrassing and all for me to tell you this"

He nods I hold my hands behind my back and take a deep breath, just breath (name) just breath, I see alex looking at me, it seems his fringe has gotten longer and is covering his eye slightly on the left side, I blush slightly and say "w-well the thing is, that well I have no idea how to say it really, I mean it's so simple in books and plays, yet I'm finding it so hard sorry"

Alex chuckled and said "breath and take it slow, just tell me I'll listen to what you want to tell me, I can see its important and something that will need to think about, I'm a little nervous to tell you what I'm going to say, so where in the same boat and well still be friends ok, no matter what happens deal" I smile and say "deal"

Alex takes me a little further in I see two seats, he says "my parents would just sit and talk, here so go on sit down (name), we can tell each other what it is, I'll let you go first just tell me, think of it like a plaster it's better to do it fast than slow" I nod and say "your right, I just need to come out and say it rather than drag it, please don't hate me alright" he laughs and says "I won't so?" I take a deep breath close my eyes and say "I like you ok, not as a friend but really like you, ok I like, like you and you don't have to tell me that you don't or anything, I just needed to tell you, if I didn't id regret it for the rest of my eternal life so even if you don't like me, I just don't want to lose my only friend"

I know I'm blushing it's embarrassing, not how I pictured it at least dad isn't interfering I'll have to properly thank alois and mother, I slightly open my right eye to see alex just frozen, I think he's in shock, I say "w-well still be friends alright, you don't have to give me an answer, just write when you're ready to talk, what did you want to tell me? I'll wait until you've calmed down from the shock" he nods