You realise you have a crush on someone part 2, this is part 2 with grell, william, ronald and undertaker again like part one there might be some crossovers, even if they are set in modern times I will adapt them for the black butler universe

Grell

I go around a random city, town or village I don't know? I'm so bored mums busy dad has over time I just need something to do to stop this, I sit on a roof and see a boy about my age it'll stop me being bored

I go over he jumps and says "who are you?" I say "I'm no one important, what ya doing?" he says "nothing, what about you?" I say "same" he says "do you have any parents?" I say "yep, though there not together my dad's always at work, and my mum dose something I didn't ask what though, so I'm left alone most of the time"

Soon where laughing and having fun, each day I come back and we talk he has a nice smile, no (name) no he says "what's wrong?" I say "nothing, I've told you about my family what about yours?" he says "not got one, well I did my parents died then it was me and my little brother, then he died" oh, I wonder if dad took their souls? I say "oh sorry about that" he shrugs and says "its ok, don't you have any friends?"

I say "what about you?" he says "no.....well you" I say "o-oh friends yeah, if you want we can be friends" he says "you ok?" I nod and say "yeah I'm ok, I'm mostly around my dad mum and people there age, like dads boss or friends same with my mum" he says "oh I see" do I like him? no I can't possible like him he's human, nothing against him but 1 hell die before me, and 2 I've never heard of a reaper human hybrid, sure demon human but not reaper human

It's been months now and I enjoy going to see my friend, I've worked out I do like him I have a crush on him, I don't know if I should say or not? I mean if I do it could get awkward and dad, well could kill him instantly and I don't want that, I guess I'll tell him that I like him one day

William

Fathers taken me to the circus, I've never been its so amazing how they can do there acts, I can see father out of the corner of my eye smiling seeing I'm enjoy myself, my eyes never leave the acts on our way home I say "why did you bring me to the circus father?" father says "you've been good and deserve a reward" a reward? I haven't done anything, but I'm glad he brought me I say "oh thank you, I enjoyed it the show was so fun and interesting"

Father said "I see" is there something wrong with father? I say "um father is something wrong?" he glances at me before his eyes go back to the street ahead and said "I am going to be away for a while (name), and you will be staying with undertaker" what! but I can stay home alone I'm fine, I say "what! I can stay home alone" father looks at me and says "it's not that I don't trust you, but it's very important one at the circus" what I want to go, maybe father can let me, I say "what let me come, please" father says "I can't do that" I'm responsible, I won't get in his way, when I have to stay in his office I don't cause trouble unlike grell, I know I say "please, I won't get in your way also, I'll be learning more about being a reaper father, its valuable experience more so than anything I will learn when I go to train at the academy, I mean ill have an advantage above everyone, I promise I won't get in your way I'll stay back and just watch please, I'll be lonely without you"

Ok one last attempt to let me come, I make my eyes big (like a puss in boots from shrek) he sighed and said "very well, you do exactly as I say ok" I nodded and said "yes father, I will" I smile but the points I made are valid, I will learn more than from teachers or book, I'm getting first hand experience, soon where at the circus I got in with father doing just as he said, my stage name is (stage name), because of my act which is (act)

It's so much fun, I can see father looking at me I'm practicing with someone, I know father wants me to be safe, he's watching me carefully a voice said "hey suit, you ok? you seemed to be focused on (stage name)" I see father push his glasses up and said "no nothing is wrong, excuse me" he doesn't want to say I'm now trying to balance on a ball

I get my balance but fall, I embraced for impact but nothing, why don't I fell the hard ground or pain? I hear "you ok (stage name)? wouldn't want a young lass to be hurt would we?"

I look and say "j-joker!" he smiled and helped me up and said "that was mighty dangerous there, you should be more careful" I blush I'm so embarrassed by this, I promised I wouldn't cause trouble I say "o-oh sorry, I'm ok really Mr joker" he laughed and said "you don't need to call me Mr joker just jokers fine, want me to help you practice (act)?" what! why? I'm not important I'm a 2nd string, he's the ring master and I'm sure he's got other more important things to do than worry about me, I say "i-if it's not too much trouble? I don't want to inconvenience you" he said "ya not, ok let's go"

After I finish practicing with joker I go back to our tent I share with father and a man called black, father doesn't like him because he's a demon, I hear someone shout my stage name, I see wendy she's nice and always stays with peter, she comes over and says "(stage name), do you have a minute?" I say "um sure, is there something you need from me?" she says "I just want to talk"

We sit down, she says "do you have someone you like?" I say "no I don't, why do you ask?" she says "just wondering? I mean I saw before with joker, you were a blushing mess" I say "n-no, I was embarrassed that's all" she said "what about your parents?" I say "oh, it's just me and my father" she said "what about your mum?"

I say "she passed when I was a month old, I've seen some pictures and heard stories, but I don't know what it's like to have a mother" she didn't know what to say, she says "o-oh (stage name) can I ask you something?" I nod and say "sure" she says "do you like joker?" I say "w-what no no no no I don't, why do you say that wendy?" she said "just how you were around him, it seems like you have a crush on him" I don't right? she says "I need to go, bye (stage name)" I wave a crush no

I hear "joker there you are, come on its about to start" huh I look in the mirror my face is bright red, I've read some stories where this happens when you like someone, I hear "oh (stage name), you ok? thought you were going back to your tent?" I jump and see joker I say "I-I was, um I-I'm going to go bye" I run away why, am I so nervous around him? Ugh I stuttered it's as wendy said I like him, everything fits like those books said, ugh I can't tell father I can't he's human, and I'm a reaper

Ronald

I go with dad he's got no one to watch me I'm not 5 a kid, he says "(name) something wrong little lady?" I say "dad I'm not a kid, I can stay home I'm not going to burn the place down, what's the worst I can do cut myself with paper?" he says "I know, but I'm going to be a way for a while you'll be lonely, I don't want you to be" I say "dad, I have my pet, so I'm not exactly alone am I?" he says "yes and no come on, if you want to be like me you'll see what I do in the field"

He has a point, I follow dad he goes at my pace so I don't get hurt and can keep up, I see dad watching something, I say "dad?" he says "vampires" I look and say "oh, but aren't they just stories?" he says "no there not, there real just as demons are"

I say "oh, like the one grell likes? what's his name?" dad nods and says "you stay out of sight, I don't want you hurt ok" I nod and say "kay, I'll stay here" I sit with my back against the chimney, I hear "hello" I look to see a boy, wow he's cute, I sit up he says "why are you up here?" I say "u-um, no reason" yeah real smooth (name), stumbling over your words when a cute boy speaks to you, and you're a Knox, dads known for not getting embarrassed in front of cute girls, and yet here you are stumbling and making yourself seem like a complete and utter idiot, why me? why?

He chuckles oh god, please let the ground, or in this case roof swallow me up please? he says "what's your name?" I say "(name), what about you?" he says "kaname" I say "how did you get up here?" he smiles and says "it's a secret, what about you?" I say "the same, you're not from England are you?" he says "no, I'm from japan, I'm here for a trip with my parents, what about you?" I say "with my dad, he's somewhere"

We talk for a while, I know I have a crush on kaname, dad told me what happens when you have a crush on someone, lots of girls have them on him, ok maybe coming with dad wasn't so bad, I hear "what's that?" I see dai I say "oh its dai, she's my pet dormouse, want to hold her?" he says "are you sure (name)?" I nod and say "yeah, she's harmless and friendly" I put dai on his shoulder, he says "your right"

I soon hear "(name!)" I get up and say "that's my dad" kaname said "maybe I'll see you around?" I say "s-sure kaname, I have to go" he says "sure" he goes I say "u-um kaname" he looks I say "w-we can meet up again tomorrow, if you want here" he nods and smiles, oh my god that smile he says "that would be nice (name), bye" I watch him go, dad calls out I look at him he says "you ok?" I nod and says "y-yeah, um dad how long is your job here?" dad thinks and says "a few days, to a week or two there's a lot of people going to die and I'm the only one free, why?" I say "oh no reason, and the area were in now?" he nods, we leave I can't stop thinking of kaname, so I'll see him for a while that's good

Undertaker

I heard the bell go and said "I'll get it mum dad" I went out and well why am I not surprised, the two regulars I say "hey, need my dad?" ciel said "yes, is he out" I say "nope" I lean back and shout "dad, you know who's here" dad comes out and dose his signature giggle and says "why now my earl, hear for one of me coffins?" I roll my eyes and say "uh dad, he never is so I suggest he starts with the jokes ASAP"

Sebastian said "very well then master" I say "I'll stand outside with you until he's finished" ciel said "sure" we stand outside, he says "(name)" I look at him he says "how do you put up with him as your father?" I giggle and say "simple, I just tune out sometimes, depending on what it is, I mean he is funny we have competitions to see who can make who laugh first, and I always win"

Ciel said "and why is that?" I say "don't know, sometimes I think he lets me win" I see ciel looking at me he says "w-what's that?" I look and say "oh babbit dad got him for me, a little bat he's harmless, want to stroke him?" ciel says "why would you have a bat as a pet a dog surely?"

I say "have you met my family, normal is not in our vocabulary I like to think mums the most normal one" ciel said "and you (name)" huh? what me normal please? I have been raised by a reaper who loves the dead, and became a mortician and uses laughter as payment, I'm pretty crazy like father like daughter

I laugh and say "yeah good joke, me normal I'm anything but, have you met my father? his craziness has rubbed off on me, though that's not a bad thing in some aspects" ciel said "in comparison you are normal" I nod and say "ok what is taking your butler so long? normally in seconds" ciel nodded, he went to go in I say "don't! you know what he said, not to peak" he said "well what should we do?" I say "let me, I won't get in trouble"

I open the door and see them having tea, WHAT THE BLOODY HELL! I close the door and say "you don't see that every day" ciel said "what?" I say "let's just say you wouldn't believe me, and id think it was a joke, um want to do something ciel? I mean lord phantomhive, sorry" I rub the back of my neck, what is up with me?

He says "its fine if you call me ciel, I don't mind I need that information I swear" I say "well I might be able to help you ciel, I mean you payed the fee dad set, you made me laugh" ciel said "why is it laughter, and not something else?" I shrug and say "a mystery, anyway your case?"

Ciel explained what he's after, I say "mmmm I might have heard something, I don't know how accurate it will be in comparison, but it'll have to do" ciel said "anything is better than nothing" I write it down and say "this is what I know, here" I drop it I say "s-sorry, I've got butter fingers" ciel said "its fine" I kneel down, as I do ciel dose and we bang heads and hiss and hold them, I say "ow, you ok?" he nods and says "you?" I nod and say "yeah, I'm hard headed but dam that smarts, ahh you sure you're ok? I don't want sebastian to be mad because your hurt"

Ciel gets up and says "no, here" he helps me up, my face feels warm I hear dads laughter and say "at last" ciel said "took them long enough" we go in, I say "so what took so long? you must be losing your touch sebastian" ciel said "yes, what did take so long?" sebastian said "oh nothing, just that the joke was quite lengthy my lord" yeah more like you wanted a cup of tea, I go to dad and whisper "it didn't, you had tea"

He looks at me sebastian dose I giggle and say "I know your secret, I won't say no matter how much you want me to, ciel knows to right ciel" he says "what?" I say there secret, right" I wink he nods and says "yes" they seem surprised, I laugh mum says "is everything ok in here?" I say "yep, there reaction is priceless, really dad give them what they want, they paid"

I go into the back mum says "(name)" I look she says "let's talk for a minute" I nod and say "kay, dads busy so what?" she says "not here your room, anyway girl talk" ok I nod, we get to my room and sit on my bed, babbit goes to his mum says "(name), that boy" I say "boy? what boy mum? I'm not" she giggles and says "I know you have a crush (name), ok your father is oblivious, took me god knows what to make him notice that I liked him"

I don't I say "a crush, I don't have one?" she says "you do (name), its" she whispers a name m-my face feels like it's on fire, I say "I-I don't" she says "you do, your face is red and quite hot to also I saw how you were, nervous jumpy apologising, you might not realise it but your heart dose ok"

I say "and how exactly do you realise you have a crush? I don't notice any boys" mum says "you're at the age where you notice them, and you can just have a crush and you might not see it, but others do like me though, the boy nope he's just as clueless as you where, that you like him" oh so I like him? I didn't realise, I say "how do I know it's really a crush? and not just a five minute thing that will go?"

Mum says "well all the time I've seen you with him I can see you care for him, and your face gets a small blush when he compliments you, or you hear your father say that he's here" if it's true then I say "but what if say he likes someone else? or is seeing another what then mum?" she says "well I don't know, I can't control his feelings for you, like I have no control over yours, I didn't say you had to get a crush on this person, you didn't have to I didn't hold a death scythe up to your neck, and say you had to get a crush on him did I?"

I shake my head and say "no you didn't, life just got complicated more than it needs" I fall back on my bed, mum said "well we'll work through it together, if you need to talk about boys or crushes come see me (name), this is something to leave your father out of, and when you do find a person I will talk to him, calm him and then he can meet him, ok" I nod and say "thanks mum, I'm going to stay in here ok" mum nods and leaves, I like him? I mean sure as a friend but today

I think back to before, mums right I was jumpy, I felt a little nervous but why? I mean there's no need to be, I've known him years I don't know, ugh why do boys have to be complicated? why, why I put the pillow over my face and scream into it, I feel a little better but still confused, crushes boys help please, anyone explain it to me, hello