You realise you have a crush on someone part 1, this is going to be a very big scenario it'll be broken into sections, I got a request by to do boyfriend and heart break they will be done and what better time than February valentines month, all throughout February and march this is going to be very long also it might have some crossovers in and oc's so here's part one, and it will be in your point of view now since I have so many it'll be split into two parts, part one will have ciel sebastian alois and claude, part two will have undertaker william grell and ronald so part 1

Ciel

I'm bored, I wonder where dad is? I get up and walk around he's not in his office or room huh, I go down and see sebastian I say "sebastian" he comes over and says "yes young mistress" I say "where's dad? I haven't seen him all day" he says "yes, he is currently in a meeting and he's asked not to be disturbed" I nod and say "alright, I mean by now dad normally calls me to have tea and see how things are"

Sebastian nods and goes, what to do? ugh I have nothing to do at all, I'll go out I go out and hear "young mistress, where are you going?" I see finny I say "just to the garden, let sebastian know" I go into the garden I might as well explore the forest near here

I just walk around I hear something snap, I hide ok let's just hope it's nothing to bad? and I can get back to sebastian and everyone, I can't defend myself I really should look into sebastian teaching me the very basics just in case, I look to see a boy I go out he says "who's there?" I say "u-um" he says "who are you? and why are you here?" I say "um just walking, why are you here? I've never seen you before" he says "and you are?" rude much

(this is what he looks like hes my oc)

I say "why do you want to know? I'm not stupid I won't just give my name out, I mean you could pose a threat to me" true he could be dangerous, he smirks and says "smart girl aren't you" I say "yes very, and I know it wasn't meant as a complement but thanks anyway"

He says "what's your name? I'm ajay" I say "that's an unusual name, so why are you walking around the woods?" he says "no reason, why are you? and your name?" I say "you don't have manners huh" he says "I do, I'm a prince" I laugh and say "that's a good joke, you a prince" he puffs his cheeks out and says "I am a prince, what are you then?"

I say "a lady, and if you're really a prince what's your kingdom?" he says "it's my grandparents, and my dad's here" I say "oh I see, well let's say you are a prince and that I believe you, should I address you as your highness?" ill humour him he says "no you don't need to, so what's your name? you never told me" I say "(name), so where do you live?" he says "with my dad and his kansama" I say "oh Indian huh, well if you're going to ask me who I live with, my dad and our staff a butler maid cook and gardener"

We soon talk for a few hours he has me in stitches he's so funny, he says "it's true my dad told me that story, I can't remember the names of the people who helped him but it's all true" I giggle and say "the stories at my home are more funny, especially the servants for dads butler before I was born, but one story I'm told I can't tell anyone thought its super funny"

Ajay says "tell me (name), I promise I won't say" I say "I can't, as much as I want to if anyone knew besides those who do that being me dad and our butler my family well wouldn't live it down, wed be laughed at and I don't want that, dad worked really hard to get it up to where it needs to be after everything, so I'm sorry ajay" he says "it's ok (name), maybe one day you can tell me?" I nod

I hear "young mistress!" I say "dam, I've got to go bye ajay" he comes and hugs me w-what's he doing? I say "a-ajay what are you doing? I-I have to go" he says "where friends right?" friends? why do I feel sad I say "y-yeah friends, how about we meet here again?" he nods and says "ok tomorrow" I say "if I can, bye"

I go back sebastian says "young mistress where were you? your dress is filthy" I say "oh, I was walking and sat down to rest, I didn't go too far has dad finished?" he nods and says "yes, are you feeling alright?" I say "yes why?" he says "well your face is red" huh? I say "I'm fine, I just ran here that's all I'm going in"

When I get in I find mey rin, her being the only girl who works here I can talk to her about things that dad and sebastian can't understand, I find her and say "mey rin!" she says "yes young mistress" I say "can I talk to you about something?" bard says "ooh what is it?" I say "girl talk, since you know you're the only girl here I can talk to, I can't talk to dad or sebastian as much as I would love to, you get the idea" she nods and says "why don't we go to your room and talk?" I nod

We sit on my bed I tell mey rin about ajay and when he said we were friends, she says "I see it seems you like him" I say "l-like him? but I just met him" she giggles and says "you, have a crush on him sometimes they just go and are a passing thing, and sometimes not it seems its one sided" I say "like your crush on sebastian" she goes bright red and says "h-how do you know?" I giggle and says "it's pretty clear mey rin, everyone knows thought sebastian I'm a bit unsure if he thinks it's just your clumsiness, but me bard and finny know"

She says "please don't say" I say "I won't, if you don't say about what we talked about, dad knows I come to you for advice and stuff if I need to talk since my mother's not here, you're the only person I can talk to" she looks at me I say "it's true I don't know what it's like to have a mother, but at least I have someone to talk to if needed and thanks"

That night I look at the ceiling a crush huh? maybe it's just a passing thing it has to be that's it it's just a five minute thing, not someone I can see myself with I know dads going to pick who I marry, though he didn't who my grandparents picked, but I don't know ugh why dose life have to be complicated I put another pillow over my face and fall asleep

Sebastian

I'm with dad and ciel I say "how come mum isn't with us?" dad says "she isn't needed, also this is part of your studies alright, now we will be in japan soon" I nod and say "alright, you know why don't you just carry ciel, I carry the bags wed be there a lot quicker with how fast we are" he says "true, but it's for the case the master is working on" I say "let me guess, girls being kidnapped?"

Dad chuckles and says "slightly, though it's older ones say 18 not your age" oh so why am I needed? later that day we reach the port and get off I say "um why is everyone looking at us?" dad says "it appears they are not used to foreigners here, stay close" I nod and say "sure" later that day I say "dad I'm going to explore, is that ok?" he nods and says "alright, but stay close to the hotel and listen out for news on the case" I nod and leave

It's so different I like the outfits that girls have, I think tanaka said there called kimonos I'll have to get presents for everyone because they'll probably expect it, now what to get everyone? I soon come to a house its different I hear "you girl, why are you here?" huh

I look to see a person with ears and a tail I say "just looking, what are you? I've never seen someone like you" he says "why are you here? I've never seen you before?" I say "well its proper manners for a gentleman to give a lady there name, so?" he says "tomoe" I say "well Mr tomoe, my names (name) michaelis, what is this place?" he says "what are you stupid?"

I clench my fists and say "no I am not, I'm English so I have never been to japan, so what is this place? and what are you? because I can see your ears and tail" he says "a shrine, and I'm a fox demon" oh he's like me, I say "I've never seen a demon like you before, there different in japan than the ones I know" he says "what! just what kind of demons have you seen? you're not human are you?" I giggle and say "nope, I'm demon like you" he throws fire and says "fox fire!" I dodge and say "this is fun"

He soon stops I say "I won't hurt you, I have no reason to, also my dad would kill me so would his master" he says "what do you mean?" I explain about the kind of demons we are, he tells me about Japanese demons I say "oh, so you're a familiar to the land god, are they similar to angels?" he says "no why?" I hug my knees and say "well an angel almost killed my dad, but he won I wasn't born when that happened, but my dad told me so I hate them for the fact what they did, they hurt my family and my dad's master"

I look at tomoe, he reminds me of dad I hear "(name!)" I get up and say "I have to go, is it ok if I come back here to see you?" he says "whatever" I say "kay bye" I go back dad says "where were you?" I say "exploring, I didn't hear anything ill explore tomorrow and listen out, before we go home can we get some gifts I mean for mum and tanaka, I'm sure he misses japan" dad nods

For a few days I go back to visit tomoe even though he acts annoyed I can see he's having fun, I find some information out for dad and ciel I like tomoe he is kind of cute, do I like him? no once we leave to go home I'll never see him, no (name) stop these feeling stop

That night I sit outside hugging my knees looking at the full moon and stars, I hear "kitten are you alright?" I see dad and say "yeah I'm ok dad, just thinking" he sits and says "you know I am here if you wish to talk (name)" I say "I know dad, but this what I have on my mind mum would be better, or even mey rin" he says "is it a boy?" I say "no dad not that, if it was mum would be who I would talk to about it" it is but I don't know, I know I like him but I won't ever see him again, great just great

Alois

Dad has someone over, I wonder who? I find him having tea I go in he says "princess is something wrong?" I say "nope, what ya doing" he says "having tea, my meetings finished" I look and see, oh why do I feel like I can't look at him when I see him, I sit down next to dad he says "something wrong (name)?" I shake my head and say "nope, I'm ok"

I glance, why do I feel like this? I've felt like this for a while whenever he comes over, I see claude glaring I don't get why he hates him, he's nice he smiles at me I feel myself blush, stop it (name) stop dad says "are you sure you're ok (name)?" I nod and say "y-yeah, I just drank my drink to quick that's all" thank god I've got a cup of tea in my hand, and I just have drank some

I go with dad to see them off after claude says "princess, are you alright?" I nod and say "I'm fine, I'm going to explore bye" I run away I don't know what's wrong, how long have I done this, I bump into someone I hear "I'm sorry" I see hannah perfect, I say "perfect hannah come with me a second" we go into my room she says "is there something you need me for?"

I say "since my mums not here yeah, um can you not tell my dad or claude this please, I know hell over react like he always dose please" she nods I say "thank you, um well" she sits next to me and says "is it to do with him?" I nod she says "your face tells the story already, and I don't think the master would be to happy" I groan and lie back and say "I know, but I can't help it hannah, I blush every time I see him or he just glances at me, even a slight smile ugh, why does this happen?"

She giggles and says "you like him, I know how it feels" I sit up and say "Mr serious claude" she nods I sigh and say "where both the same huh, claude's just devoted to his work, I think if he could he would marry it, I now pronounce you husband and work" I try to sound like a priest we laugh

Hannah says "I can imagine that happening young mistress, but your feelings will surly go with time" I say "how do you know? no one knows when there feelings will go" she gives a small smile and says "they will, you are young and still have time to find the one you are meant to be with, but you never forget your first crush or love, what you have is just a crush nothing more and the master won't have anything to worry about, it is when you have your first love you will have to deal with your father, who cares about you"

I say "I know I know, he'll go to kill the boy who hurts his princess, but a crush is a crush and nothing he should worry about, when will it go hannah?" she says "I can't tell you no one can, but there are many girls who like him like you do, so I would be careful but once you find another who you can truly love these feelings about him will disappear"

Later that night I lie in bed I know its way past the time I'm meant to sleep, I'm not going anywhere tomorrow besides I can't stop thinking about what hannah said, maybe if I talk to mum and grandmother about it, about what to do next I don't think dad knows, claude maybe? he's sharp and knows everything in this manor, I turn to my side and close my eyes and try to sleep

Claude

I hear my name I look to see mother calling, I go over she says "is something wrong (name)?" I say "no I'm fine, why?" she says "you seem distracted, don't let your father see alright" I nod and say "I won't" she says "oh here, you got a letter from your friend alex" I feel some heat on my cheeks why? mother says "(name), you know I'm here to listen and I'm more resendable than claude"

(this is how alex looks minus the cat ears)

I say "I know mother, I've finished my chores I'm going to my room" she says "alright, I'll let your father know" I get to my room lala lands on my shoulder, I read the letter from alex, there it is again why do I feel like this? when I think of him or someone mentions him?

I read the letter 'dear (name), how are you? fathers master is holding a party, no doubt your fathers master will have been invited and hopefully we can speak and catch, up also I have something I want to tell you, so please come to the party, it's on the 20th of February write to you soon, alex'

I lean back in my chair lala is on my desk I say "I wonder what he wants to tell me? I hope it's nothing bad" it was then I heard a knock I hide the letter in case its father, he has no idea I'm still speaking to alex, I say "it's open" I see father he says "the master wants to see you, so come" I nod and follow must be the party

We reach alois study father knocks and says "I have brought her your highness" we go in, alois tells father to leave and says "(name) can I ask you something?" I say "um, sure alois" he says "do you have someone you like?" I say "no why" he looks at my face, I step back and say "d-do I have something on my face?"

He says "no, but when I said that you blushed, you saw it to right (mothers name)?" I say "mother! why are you here?" she giggles and says "I'm sorry, but we don't want claude to hear, but we've both noticed your distracted most of the time, when claude isn't around" oh, have I? alois says "(name), I won't tell claude about your little meet ups with that boy, and using your mother as your cover"

I hear "more blush, it's as we thought" I say "i-it's as you thought? about what? can one of you tell me, I'm confused" alois says "you like him" I say "w-who? alex I don't, where just friends" alois shakes his head and says "(name), (name), (name) you clearly do, its written all over your face....oh look its alex michaelis" I jump and look, mother says "(name), look at us" I do she shows me, I'm bright red and say "why is my face red?"

Mother says "because you like him (name), now when you talk about him, someone else dose or think about him dose your face feel hot?" I nod, alois says "and if I were to say that oh I don't know......he's dating someone, how do you feel?" I say "I-I don't know" it feels like my hearts shattered, but father says we can't love or have these emotions

Alois says "you like him, take it from us you like him" mother says "have a think about this, read some books on romance novels even though your father says you don't need emotions like love and happiness, you still need to learn about them" alois says "yeah, don't be emotionless like claude, who cares if you're not meant to have those emotions you still have them, claude's just locked them deep down" I nod and say "I'm going to go" alois says "oh where going to a party at phantomhives on the 20th of February" I nod

When I leave father comes over he says "what did he want?" I say "oh, to tell me that I'm going with him to a ball at the phantomhive manor on the 20th of February" he nods and says "I will get you a dress for then" I nod and say "yes father, I'm going to my room" I get there and look over the letters alex has wrote to me, do I like him like they say? most say I'm just like father, maybe it's the part that when I'm mad at someone I become like him show no emotion? but they also say I'm like mother maybe it's the fact I show more emotion than a demon should? I don't know

I see lala land on my bed frame I say "what do you think? do I like him? if it is true then.....well father won't be mad he always said that my mate had to be demon, alex is half demon if I fell in love with a human, half demon or someone not a demon would he be mad? would he hurt them? I know mother would be happy as long as they were a nice person and didn't hurt me"

I look over the letters he put things like I enjoyed our talk, I wish our fathers would get on so we wouldn't have to go behind your fathers back, Mr michaelis is alright with me, he sees I might be my father's child but it doesn't mean I'm like him, father can be so stubborn another trait I picked up from him, maybe I do as they say like him? I hear "she's to young" I open the door slightly and see my parents, I listen in "she is too young to have a boyfriend" "claude shell eventually find someone" "yes, and it will be who I pick for her" "you'll push her away, now if she does have someone she likes she won't tell you claude, shell keep it a secret and shell feel bad she can't tell you, shell want your approval above everything claude"

It's true I would want father to see that he's a nice person whoever I find, I sit on my bed and lie back closing my eyes, I wonder what my mate will be like? even my first boyfriend? or first boy I will like? huh? I sit up when I thought about the first boy I like alex's picture came to mind, maybe I do I like alex? not as a friend but more, father won't be happy I just hope father won't kill him? and he doesn't like someone else?