Do you return their feelings part 1
Do you return their feelings part 1, in this its answer time to their question, if yes well congratz you get a boyfriend if no well just wait one will come but you explain why, also it's in your point of view, one just one character took me so long to work out if yes or no but I finally have it done
Ciel
Ed said he liked me, oh boy I know how he feels telling someone when I told ajay ugh I hear "love are you alright?" I look at dad and say "yeah I'm just over thinking something that's all, nothing else really" he says "maybe I could help?" I say "NO!" dad raises an eyebrow, I say "sorry, it's just nothing really dad, besides its not necessarily something I could talk to my father about he he" I rub the back of my neck, if I did oh boy dad would kill ed and like he fears stop his research and stuff
Dad says "I see something for girls only (name)" I say "yes exactly, so nothing against you really" he says "I understand, why not mey rin your grandmother or elizabeth" mmm ok maybe, but not elizabeth she would tell him I do not want that I don't, id talk to sebastian but he could tell dad and then it would spiral out of control ugh, why does it have to be so complicated? please don't let dad have picked someone out please
Later I'm sat in my room with (mothers name) she's curled up at my feet, I pet her (fur colour) fur and say "what do I do? I mean ajay I just said so but ugh now I'm on the receiving end" I hear a knock and say "i-its open" please don't let them have heard, I see its sebastian he says "young mistress it is time to retire for the night" I say "oh ok, um sebastian" he says "yes" I say "y-you didn't hear what I said right?" please don't have please, he says "no that is if you do not wish me to have"
I bang my head he did, I say "you did didn't you sebastian?" he chuckles and says "only part which was, but now ugh" I go red and say "don't say please" he chuckles and says "I won't, but may I enquire as to what?" I say "just something and nothing really, I'm way in over my head so I'm going to speak to my nan about it for this problem, mey rin wouldn't be any use and elizabeth would tell my father it's something that I'd rather the few that know the better, and I know my nan wouldn't say unless it was bad, but it's not" he says "alright also the master wished for me to say that he will be away for a few days and that your grandmother is coming first thing tomorrow"
I nod, perfect the next day I tell my nan she says "I see, I have spoken to edward once or twice he is a nice boy (name) but" I say "but what?" she says "how does he make you feel (name)? does it feel like say now, your apart from him but want to be around him all the time, being away is the same as it is for him" I say "n-no its not"
She says "I see, dose your stomach feel like butterflies are flying around all the time, and that when someone mentions his name that it happens" I shake my head she says "well you have your answer, (name) sometimes it's one sided it's not always like in fairy tales where you meet prince charming, it happens when we least expect it like your parents an accident caused them to meet, if it weren't for that accident then you might not be here" I nod and say "thanks nan, I know you won't tell dad" she puts her hands on mine and says "no I won't say, it's between us girls" she winks I giggle nan says "besides I doubt your father would understand he'd go awkward, and just say to come to me" I nod
A few days later I reach my decision, I don't feel the same about ed and I know why I ask to meet him where he told me he says "(name) is everything alright?" I nod and say "yeah it's about your question, I've found my answer" he says "o-oh what is it?" I take a deep breath and say "my answer whatever it is won't stop our friendship ed ok" he nods I say "I'm sorry but I don't"
He says "y-you don't" I say "no, I'm sorry but I don't feel the same can I explain I owe you that much, will you listen?" he nods we sit down I say "when I told someone that I liked them, they explained why they didn't feel the same and I've come to my own conclusion, and well I know the love we have is of friends my nan told me that when you feel the same about someone when they confess, well you don't want to be apart from them, also when you think about or someone talks about them your stomach feels like a million butterflies are whizzing around also that you'll go red at the mention of their name I'm sorry truly ed"
He says "thank you for telling me, but you'll always be special to me (name)" I smile and say "I know, but well always be friends ed nothing in this world will change that, ok" he says "ok I wish you all the happiness (name), I just hope the guy who you find treats you right you're an amazing girl" I say "thanks, and I hope the girl you find is the one for you, she's out there I'm just not her" he nods I get up and go in and go to bed
Sebastian
I can't believe that ugh, I punch the tree I hear my name I see mum she says "something wrong baby girl?" I say "no why?" she turns me and says "that's why, at least 2 dozen have been punched down by you so" I sigh and say "you won't tell dad right or go mad?" she says "it all depends, but I won't tell your father" I sit on the tree stump, mum sits on the fallen tree she says "so"
I say "well someone confessed they liked me.....and I'm at a loss I can't stand the creep but" she says "well there's your answer" I say "I know ugh why" she giggles and says "so who?" I say "don't go mad ok, this is the reason I didn't want dad to know" she nods I say "that reaper grell, his son phoenix" I see mums mad she say "what! (name) baby girl did you say" I slowly nod
I say "he said something that surprised me and threw me" she says "what?" I say "he said that if I said no.....he'd stop he wouldn't stalk me he, may be his father's son but knows the meaning of no and will back off and stop, if I do say no so that's why" she says "(name), I am saying this as your mother ok do not go out with that boy, I don't care who you date who becomes your mate be he human, angel, reaper I don't care really I say no to him because of his father, he is crazy a stalker a peeping tom I have my hands full here and stopping him from harassing your father, if you say yes to his son it means he'll be around more and I don't want him near your father alright"
I nod and say "alright thanks mum" she hugs me and says "any time I won't say ok" I smile later I see phoenix, he says "so?" I say "no" he says "ouch, can I ask why (name)?" I say "I don't and never have felt the same as you, also I think of my parents my mother is beating your father away, my father can't stand him I can't I've beat him up I was 10 and he's still scared of me to an extent, if I had of said yes that would be his excuse to come around when he wanted, he'd use you to get close to my dad and my parents are happy, and I don't want them to be gone so" he says "I understand (name), ill respect it I know I'll see you around because of my dad and training so bye" he goes good riddance, I'm sure he's a nice boy but who his father is makes me dislike him, but I have a little respect for him not for what he said its if he keeps to it
Alois
Adrian likes me, my mum says "(name) is there something on your mind? it's just your quiet" I say "can I ask you for some advice? you or grandmother" she nods and says "what is it you want advice on?" I say "well, promise you won't say to dad because you know how he gets and well" she says "I won't so" I say "well adrian, you know the boy who's been staying with his father here" she nods I say "well he told me he liked me....and I don't know what to do how to tell him yes or no, I also don't know that answer to so how can I 1 work out if I feel the same and 2 tell him the answer I reach"
Mum says "well that I can't say for the 1st because I'm not you only you know the answer, but the 2nd just take him to one side and just say it (name), what adrian said to you it took a lot of courage to say that you like someone, I'm sure he was scared and still is not knowing what your answer is" I say "ok I'll do that, but how do you know though? that I'm stuck"
I hear "oh so what are you two doing here all cosy?" mum says "oh mother, where just talking and (name) needs some motherly advice" grandmother comes over she says "now what's this problem your having?" I look at mum she says "don't worry, your grandmother won't say to your grandfather or father right mother" she nods and says "I won't so" I explain she says "I see, (name) that is hard, especially when you don't know how you feel yourself"
I say "yes I just want to know how to reach the answer, I know only I know but ugh" I bang my head and say "why this? why do things like this have to be so complicated why?" they laugh I groan, mum says "sorry but all girls go through this (name), if it's not this it's telling the person how you feel" I know how it feels to tell someone, when I told sebastian ugh
I hear my name I look up, grandmother says "just think carefully about this listen to your heart, dose your heart skip a beat when you see think about him or someone mentions his name? also dose your stomach feel like it's doing flips like a trapeze artist at the circus? also when your around them are you nervous stumble over your words and feel like you'll make a huge fool of yourself?"
I say "um" mum says "think about what your grandmother has said carefully, your heart knows and if you feel like that then you'll know" I nod and say "I'll go to my room and think it over, and mum when I find my answer I'll do as you say" she says "ok, you better find your answer quick he goes back to France soon and who knows when hell next be back, and you might regret it" I nod
A few days later I find adrian I close the door and say "um adrian, can we talk?" he looks up I say "w-well it's about what you told me that you like me, I have my answer I wanted to say before you go back, because I might miss my chance and regret it because I don't know when's the next chance that I'll get chance to" he nods
I sit down and say "before I say, well be friends ok you're a nice guy ok" he smiles and says "sure (name), and whatever your answer yes or no well be friends" I say "ok, I'm sorry adrian really but I don't I thought long and hard about it and I don't return your feelings" he looks down, I put my hand on his and says "adrian" he looks I say "its ok, the reason why is what my grandmother told me how you feel when you love someone, truly love someone and I don't feel that about you at all, I don't know if that's how you are around me but I am sorry"
He says "its fine really, I guess that" I say "its ok well be friends ok good friends, I'm sure there's a girl back in France who feels the way you do about me, and I'm sure she's amazing and you don't see it yet, she might think she'll make a fool stumble over her words when she talks" he says "now you mention it.....there is one girl"
I say "she loves you adrian truly, my grandmother said that when you love someone and I mean truly love someone this is how you feel, your heart skip a beat when you see think about him or someone mentions his name, also your stomach feel like it's doing flips like a trapeze artist at the circus, also when your around them your nervous stumble over your words and feel like you'll make a huge fool of yourself, I'm sure this girl whoever she is that's how she feels, so give her a chance ok" he nods
I say "friends right" he says "sure (name), friends and if you're in France with your family come see me I'll show you around" I smile and say "I'd like that I really would, I'd love to see France and where you live"
Claude
I don't believe edmund, I hardly know him yet he says he wants to be my mate no if anyone alex, but I can't say that aloud if I do then I don't know, I hear my name I see mother she closes my door and sits on my bed and says "what's wrong?" I say "I don't know mother, I know my answer but it's what next" she says "well what is it? maybe I can help" I say "it's really complicated and can we go somewhere father isn't around? its more mother daughter" she says "of course, I was just coming to say I need to go into town, and do you want to come?" I nod and say "please, I don't have anything to do I finished all that father asked"
We get into town and sit in a tea house, mother says "so what's this complicated problem?" I say "you know how I like alex, and he likes me back and he's half demon" she nods I say "well edmund, hannah's son I didn't know he worked at the manor to but" mother says "but what (name)?" I say "he told me the other day that he wants to be my mate, I said that id think about it as I want to make sure I make the right choice and that I wanted to make sure that the person I have as my mate is the one I do want to spend eternity with"
She says "I see you want it to be alex right" I nod and say "yes, if I say it aloud it means that it is, but for all I know in the future we might not want to be and then where stuck together" she says "yes your very smart girl (name), it's a decision to take seriously, you know I'm your fathers" I say "yes and even though everything that's happened your still together, but I don't want to be forced into being someone's, I know father doesn't want anyone but a demon"
She says "I see yes, your father dose want someone like that but your too young to say who he will be, also you'll know when your young you can see many, many boys human, demon any until you know we never know what this world will throw at us, who'll be our mate who well met your mate might be edmund, yet it could be alex also it could be someone you never expected"
I say "your right, I'm just glad alex doesn't know, I know that males can be possessive and very jealous when they believe someone is taking there girlfriend, mate or someone precious to them, I know father can be very fierce like the time I was taken" she says "yes, just tell edmund that and if he doesn't take no and accept it as your answer your father will make him, you forget he's the head butler and will do anything for you and when he dose find out about alex, just give him time (name)"
I say "I will mother, and thanks" she says "it's no problem tell him later be honest and don't back down, we females can be just as if not more fierce than males" I smile, that night I tell edmund I want to tell him my answer, he says "so what's your answer? yes" I say "n-no, it's not" he says "why?" I jump and say "be-because I don't like you, I don't feel that way about you I hardly know you besides"
He says "besides what?" I say "there is another I like, I won't say who he is, where he is, all it is at the moment is I like them, so please respect my decision I can't be your mate I can't date you and if you do not accept that and respect what I have said I will have no trouble telling my father, he won't have a problem with making yours and your mother's life hell, am I clear edmund" I let my eyes flash, he scoffs and smirks he says "well see (name), but you will be mine" I narrow my eyes and say "I won't ever be yours, no not ever good bye edmund I will be pleasant around the manor, after all we have a job to do but do not expect more than that" I turn and run to my room and lock the door
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