Ash part 4

20. How you spend your birthday

Your birthdays is spent with your dad, ash either spends half or the full day with you, the queen makes him in the morning ash wakes you up and makes you breakfast, once your dressed ash decided to take you somewhere you said "um father where are we going?" ash didn't say anything you followed, soon you came back to heaven you said "why are we here?"

Ash said "you'll see soon" you followed you noticed how there was a like a festival or something going on at the moment, you only knew about English festivals and celebration, you remembered every other day there was a celebration somewhere in heaven for different cultures and angels of different races

Soon you came to a big festival you said "what's this?" ash said "there having like a carnival, I thought you'd want to do something like this for your birthday" you said "are you sure?" he nodded and said "it's your birthday, so you should do something fun" you smile and said "ok is it half-day?" ash said "full, so just have fun" you nodded and ran there was a lot of fun things to do, as you had fun playing games going on rides some advanced compared to current Victorian England, you thought 'I wish I could show ciel this, he'd have fun he needs to loosen up a bit'

You won a few games one of the games you saw a huge cat teddy, your eyes locked and you wanted it the man saw you he said "want a go?" you said "what do I have to do sir?" the difference in heaven was they were honest, no tricking the player into handing money over they did, however, make it more trickier to win, so they still did people out of money that way

(the big one is what you want to win)

The man said "it's simple, you have to do is shoot all the stars that appear in the time limit, you get bonus points for the large star there worth different amounts, the total points you earn on the go get you a different prize" you said "that, how many points" you pointed to the biggest teddy he said "that you have to get a score of 1000 +"

You said "I'll have a go" you gave him the money and started, you started to shoot soon the time was up, you looked at the scoreboard you glared you were determined to get that teddy, the gun was a laser the stars didn't have points on or colour coded or different sizes, except the large ones the man said "you were close 548, pick anything from the 500 shelf" you said "again!" he sighed

Ash went looking for you he soon found you at the booth, he saw you had a load of prizes around you toys and prizes all shapes and sizes, he said "what in the world?" he went over you were giving a dark aura off and thought 'I will get that prize! I will I want that cat' ash said "excuse me, sir," he looked ash said "what's going on?" he said "she's determined to win the grand prize, this is her 20th go" ash choked and said "what!" he said "yeah, she got 815 she's close"

Ash watched you heard the buzzer you looked smiling and saw 999 you said "no! Again I will get it" you anime cried and said "one lousy point! one point why!" ash said "good grief" he took the gun you looked and said "father?" the man gave you a smaller version of the cat, a white unicorn one he said "you want that big cat right?" you nodded he said "what do I have to do?" you said "shoot the stars in the time, the bigger one has more points but it doesn't say how many there worth you have to get 1000 or more to get it"

(the white one you won)

Ash nodded the time started he was fast, you watched closely by the time it was over he had 1001, you smiled and jumped hugging him you said "thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Father, you're the best" he had a small blush, he patted your head you jumped on the teddy it was as big as you, ash was amazed at what you'd won

21. Do you return their feelings?

(Your pov)

Wait what! Ciel like likes me, oh my god do I like him like that? Or is he more of a friend and brother? I really need to think this over and give him the right answer, I mean it could go either way and what if I say no, will it get awkward between us? I mean he's my only current friend

Soon I'm back at Ciel's I've kind of been avoiding him, luckily I can just hide in the large place I call home, but now it's time to give him my answer I knock Sebastian answers he says "the master is in his study, I take it you're here to give him your answer?" I nod and say "yeah, I'll just go up" he nods

I soon get to the study and knock I hear a faint enter come and I go in, ciel looks at me I say "hey" he says "I take it you've found your answer?" I say "yeah, and whatever it is things won't go wired" he shakes his head and says "no, I will respect whatever your answer is" I go and sit and say "I'm sorry ciel, I mean you're a great person and all.....but I just see us as very, very close and good friend, your almost like my brother" he sighs and says "I understand, but unless I asked I would never have known, and always wondered what would of happened had I asked and you returned my feelings"

I nod and say "I get what you mean, but hey well always be good friends and that won't change at all ok, your my first friend and my best friend" he looks and smiles and says "yes, you're a girl I can talk to and not be crazy, unlike Elizabeth" I smile and say "yeah, any time you want to talk about anything and hey I'm here for advice on girls when you do get one, and you need ideas let me know" he nods and says "of course, and that applies to you with boys but know if when you do and he hurts you, I'll be here and hurt him" I laugh and say "same, I can just get the queen to make her pay" we laugh

22. How you get a boyfriend

You were feeling down since the guy you liked didn't feel the same, you were at the frost fair you decided to go shopping since Christmas was soon, you wanted to find ash a gift for Christmas you sighed and said "I was an idiot, ugh who'd like me anyway, I'm not pretty not smart" you heard "now that isn't true" you jumped a mile and turned falling, you said "Deja Vu ugh" you felt something soft you looked up and saw Sebastian, you squeaked and said "se-Sebastian?" ciel said "why are you saying that?" you looked and said "saying what ciel?"

He said "you're not pretty or smart" you said "oh no reason, and I'm not I mean there's girls who are more pretty and beautiful than me, also smarter" ciel said "(name) I find it that a person has more value than what they look like, like how they are as a person" Sebastian said "yes, after all, some men value a woman for who she is as an individual than what she looks like" you sighed and said "yeah and tell me where am I gonna find a guy like that, most girls my age have someone either courting or engaged, like you ciel your engaged"

He said "yes but not my choice, it was an arranged and has been since I was born also" you blinked and said "also what?" he said "have you seen where you are" you looked and blushed moving, you were in Sebastian's arms you said "so-sorry! I need to go bye!" you ran Sebastian said "be careful" you nodded running, he chuckled you got away and let a sigh out and said "ugh! They think I'm stupid, besides who would like me? And if I did find someone who's to say they'll be an angel, when they pass they could not even come to heaven"

A few weeks later you seemed down as well as that, you'd heard maids talking behind your back who you thought where becoming friends with, jealous that you get in favour with ash the queen, even though they know your ashes daughter they felt jealous because you knew ciel, well you lay in your room your dove was asleep in its cage you hugged your teddies that you won on your birthday you used the big one as a pillow, you said "they're right about me, no one wants me I'll just always be alone"

You fell asleep when you woke up you saw a present and a note, you picked the note up sniffling and read it 'you are pretty and more beautiful than any person I have ever met' you said "it's not dad or anyone I know, I wonder who?" you saw the gift it was a single red rose, it was a very deep red almost black you said "wow! its beautiful" you saw it was a hair clip, after that every other day you'd get fights and notes, you always waited for them the gifts would be something simple but would meant a lot to you

One day you waited to see who it was, you saw it was Sebastian you thought 'but demons aren't kind, they aren't caring there thoughtless cruel and ruthless? Yet he's doing this, is it on Ciel's orders?' he said "hopefully shell feel better" you quietly followed Sebastian when he got back ciel said "Sebastian, where have you been?" he said "nowhere my lord" ciel nodded, you listened in and noticed ciel never said about ordering him to

A few days later you went to Ciel's when ash wasn't around, you went to Sebastian and pulled on his tailcoat he looked and said "oh hello lady (name)" you said "j-just, (name) um thank you" you had the rose clip in Sebastian said "for what? I have not done anything to be thanked for" you had a small blush you said "fo-for the notes, and gifts they mean a lot thank you" you gave him a small smile

You chuckled and said "it's alright, but they are true you shouldn't think that about yourself" you said "why Sebastian?" he gave a small smile and said "you are a very kind and caring individual, you try to see the best in people even if it's hard to, also trying to be positive and get others to see that there's a positive or that their situation might not be as bad as they thought" you where blushing like crazy, he said "also" you looked at him, he said "it's what has made me fall for you"

You blinked and said "eh EEEHHHHH!" you where bright red and said "w-wait you, l-like me?" he nodded and said "yes, you somehow made me fall for you" you were as red as Grell's hair, Sebastian chuckled and said "you always surprise me, and I think you are the most beautiful person I have ever known in all my time" you looked at him he said "and, I would like it if you would go out with me" you said "yo-you want me to" he nodded, you gave a small smile and nodded Sebastian smiled and kissed your forehead, well that did it a puff of smoke came from the top of your head, and your legs gave out he chuckled and this and said "that rose suits you" you couldn't think straight, you had somehow ended up with a boyfriend, the main thought was 'my dad will kill us both!'

23. Your dad meets your boyfriend and finds out

Let's say this wasn't gonna be easy for you to tell ash, he hated Sebastian more than anything and vice versa, so ash finding out would mean death telling him the same you were between a rock and a hard place, you hated this you thought 'how do I tell him? And how do I even tell Sebastian who my dad is?' Sebastian said "is something wrong?" you looked and said "nothing's wrong" he said "ok, you can always talk to me about it" you said "I know and I will" you decided to postpone them meeting as long as you could, when Sebastian asked to meet your dad you just said that he was busy which he was

Soon the dreaded day came, you had no time to prepare at all you were out on a date with Sebastian in the park, you were looking at kittens who were strays you picked a black one up it mewed you giggled Sebastian stroked it the kitten purred you said "you're too cute!" Sebastian said "why thank you," you said "I mean the kitten, not you," he said "really now?" you glanced he said "well your cuter than that kitten"

You blushed he chuckled and kissed you, you kissed back as you did you felt two dark auras you looked to see Sebastian giving off a dark aura, you said "Woah! what's up Sebastian?" he said "nothing, lets go shall we we don't want our day ruined" you said "um ok?" you went to go then felt something grab your wrist, you felt the other dark aura and thought 'please don't let it be who I think it is' you glanced and thought 'oh god! It is its dad why! Why! Why!' ash said "get away from him" Sebastian pulled you to him and said "I should say that to you," ash said "(name), explain!" you said "funny story hehe," ash said "I'm not laughing"

Sebastian said "back off," ash said "no, you back off her now demon before I kill you!" ash pulled you to him and said "we are leaving now," you said "don't I get a say?" ash said "no!" Sebastian pulled you to him and said "you're not taking her anywhere" ash said "oh yes I am!" Sebastian said "like hell you are! She's staying with me" ash said "(NAME) (MIDDLE NAME) landers come here now!" Sebastian looked and said "wait landers!?" you gave a nervous laugh and said "um yeah, that's my father I really didn't want either of you to find out like this, who the other was"

Ash said "get away from her, you'll make her impure" Sebastian smirked pulling you to him arm around you and said "really now?" ash growled and said "(name)!" you said "um well, you see he's my um how to put it nicely father, so you don't kill him ground me and lock me up, um where well dating" ash said "repeat that" Sebastian made you look at him and said "where dating" he kissed you, your eyes widened shocked not at the kiss that he was annoying ash you thought 'where dead! me mainly'

Ash went over and pulled you away and said "that's it! I'm going to kill you you've made her impure a demon, took her first kiss I will never forgive you" they were glaring daggers at each other and had a small fight, in the end, you were taken back to Buckingham palace and got a huge lecture from ash, you had to sit there listening luckily you had the little black kitten to keep you company, you were grounded for life it wouldn't be that, you then had an idea on how to get around dating Sebastian, you just needed to talk to the right angels

24. Halloween

You were going to Ciel's Halloween party, ash was out on business so it meant you got to see Sebastian you knew he was working but could spend time with you, you got your outfit and went to Ciel's when you got there you went and helped Sebastian set up, he smiled seeing you and said "now what costume will you be wearing? I do hope it involves ears and a tail" you giggled and said "nope, not this year" you poked his nose he chuckled and said "well what is it then?" you said "just wait and see, its one you'll like and, no I'm not going as an angel"

He said "I see," you said "so how can I help?" Sebastian said "could you pass me the decorations please?" you nodded and said "let me guess, he's being forced to hold this" you passed a decoration Sebastian nodded and said "yes, lady Elizabeth" you said "well this'll do him good" after about an hour, you had the ballroom decorated you said "nice job, it looks creepy but not too creepy at the same time" Sebastian said "yes, some young children will be coming so we don't want it to scare them" you nodded

Soon you were getting ready you put your costume and looked in the mirror and said "perfect! I hope Sebastian will like it?" you heard a knock and said "it's open" you saw Meyrin she said "wow, that looks amazing what are you" you looked and said "a fallen angel, I'm kinda going for angel but hell" she nodded and said "wow! it looks amazing" you smiled and said "thanks" you went down and saw everyone was in costume everyone loved your costume

(your costume just the wings are a very dark grey)

You waited for Sebastian you saw him and went over and tapped his shoulder, he looked and smiled he said "well now what do we have here?" you giggled and said "you like?" he said "yes, very much" music started he said "shall we?" you nodded and said "of course, let's dance" you danced with sebastian he said "those aren't your real wings are they?" you said "nope, fake ones I made with spare feathers that fell off and dyed black" he said "they've turned a dark grey colour, so does give the illusion of a real fallen angel" you looked he said "in hell if someone was originally an angel and have fallen there wings go grey, but only bird demons like myself have black wings, if the bird has black wings" you were dancing away from everyone you giggled and smiled, soon the ball was over you had a great time you thought 'demons aren't too bad, if you give them a chance, sebastian's sweet in his own way to me, maybe there's a way for demons and angels to exist a little better, and come to some kind of agreement I bet there are others like me, and sebastian want to be together but can't because of what we are'