MATURE CONTENT
*If you normally skip smut scenes, I recommend reading the end as it will be important later!*

"I'm just saying you didn't have to nearly bite his head off."

"I did," Fen argued while placing the last of the groceries away.

"He's harmless."

"He was flirting with you."

"Maybe, but it wouldn't have gone anywhere. I'm not interested in him. You know that."

The guy was nice enough, but I couldn't see us getting together even if Fen wasn't around. He just didn't have anything about him that necessarily excited me.

"Still," he grumbled.

I rolled my eyes, making my way toward him and raising my hand to wrap around his neck.

"I'm not interested in Simon, Fen. If I was, you wouldn't be here right now."

His dark eyes focused on my blue and he exhaled. "Maybe I went a bit too far."

"Maybe, but it was kind of hot."

"Oh?"

"Just a little."

He predictably perked up at my words, but it was true. Even if it was a bit much, it was attractive to see him getting possessive. It didn't help that he'd practically filled the surrounding area with his scent, which had more of an effect on me than I expected.

"Maybe you should show me how hot it was," he grinned. "Just so we're both on the same page."

"Maybe I will. Just remember what I said last time." I ran my hand through his hair.

"What was that?" He asked, leaning into my touch.

"I'm topping."

I partially expected some kind of backlash, but his grin only widened as he dragged me down the hall. He disappeared inside his room and I quickly went to mine and grabbed a condom before following after him.

"Have you ever bottomed?" I asked.

Fen kissed me and pulled me onto the bed. His hands worked to remove my shirt. "Twice, but they were forever ago."

"Then I guess I'll have to make it memorable," I whispered against his lips, my hands sliding under his shirt.

Fen's breath hitched, and he pulled back just enough to meet my gaze. "I wouldn't expect anything less."

Our movements became more urgent, clothes were discarded with increasing speed. My lips dropped to his neck and he leaned into my touch. I took my time exploring his body. This obviously wasn't the first time I'd seen it, but I wanted to make sure it was a good experience for him.

One of his hands moved toward the bedside table and he pulled out the familiar bottle of lube from before. The only difference was it was significantly less full than the first time we'd slept together. He hands me the bottle and I sit it down on the bed beside me.

"We're going to need to buy more of this," he said.

"We are," I agreed but that wasn't a now problem.

I moved away from his neck and focused my gaze lower on his hardened length. I didn't give him the chance to see where I was looking before shifting lower and taking him into my mouth.

"Cronan," he breathlessly said my name, and his hand tangled into my hair.

His grip tightened as I took more of his length into my mouth and his body tensed almost like he was holding himself back. That was the last thing I wanted.

My eyes trailed upward to meet his and he stared at me with lust clouding over his face.

"Don't hold back."

It was three simple words, but it seemed to do the trick. The slow pace we originally had dissolved into nothing and Fen yanked on my hair roughly as he thrusted his cock into my mouth.

I moaned around him as I tried to keep up with the change in pace. My hand moved around blindly until I found the previously discarded bottle and I popped the lid open, allowing the lubricant to coat my fingers while he continued to use my mouth.

I started with one and his movements faltered briefly as he adjusted to the intrusion, but he quickly found his rhythm once again. We continued like that; my finger steadily moving inside of him while my mouth was around his cock. One finger became two and two became three.

The double stimulation seemed to be working wonders because he eventually came in my mouth pulled and stared down at me with eyes, dark with need. I swallowed the load and his breath hitched.

"Come here," he ordered and I complied, taking a spot in between his spread legs and he ran a hand over the side of my face. "I want you."

"Are you sure?"

"I'm ready," he said with a nod.

"Tell me if you want me to stop," I told him.

Fen nodded once again and watched as I ripped open the condom, put it on, and lubed my own hardened member up before lining myself up with his entrance. He leaned forward and kissed me just as I started to push inside him.

A low moan escaped his mouth and my eyes squeezed shut while I adjusted to his tightness around me. Why hadn't we done this before?

"Are you still okay?"

"I'm fine," he assured. "Keep going."

I didn't need to be told twice. I continued to push inside of him with one of my hands wrapped around his length until I finally bottomed out and let out a low groan.

"You feel good," I told him honestly.

"Yeah? So do you."

I waited a few minutes to give him time to adjust and in that time, I resumed my attack on his neck. Kissing, nipping, sucking—doing whatever I could to leave a mark.

Fen wasted no time doing the same. Any area of my body he could reach was attacked and hickeys were left in place of his mouth. Some were darker than others, but it was clear that he didn't want them to fade as soon as they normally would.

He pulled away and took a good look at his handiwork before smiling to himself. "You can move now."

I wasted no time following his command. I started off slow to make sure he was fully ready and I could tell by the moans leaving the both of us that neither of us had been fully prepared for how good it felt. Maybe it was because it'd been a while since I topped anyone, but I couldn't stop the pleasured sounds from leaving my mouth as he repeatedly took me.

It felt good.

He felt good.

I wanted more.

My hands moved to his hips, I gripped them tightly and burrowed my head against his neck so I could take in his scent while I drove into him.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck," he breathlessly murmured when I hit his prostate. "Cronan, shit! Do that again."

I picked up my pace and followed through with his request. I repeatedly pressed into the bundle of nerves and watched as Fen became a mess underneath me.

It was a sight I could watch for days on end.

His eyes were screwed shut, incomprehensible mumbles fell from his lips, and his body had practically become one with mine as he met my thrusts with equal zeal. My eyes dropped to his neck and with an overwhelming need, I bit down on it. Not hard enough to be considered a mate mark, but enough to cause both of us a great deal of pleasure.

His legs tightened around me and raised slightly as if to give me a better position. I wasted no time taking advantage of it and his muscles tightened around me, letting me know he was close.

"I'm gonna—"

He didn't get to finish. His face twisted as he reached his climax and came. I didn't stop though I continued to thrust into him while he rode out his orgasm. I didn't dare to slow down when I felt my own quickly approaching. I continued on with the same vigor until it became too much to bear and filled the condom with my release.

The both of us lay there, panting and Fen glanced up at me with warm eyes while he stroked my hair.

"I love you, Cronan."

The four words left his mouth and everything around me seemed to stop. I searched his eyes for any sign that he hadn't meant to say that, maybe it had been a spur-of-the-moment thing due to his orgasm, but it was evident to me that he meant every word.

He'd just confessed his love to me with my dick buried inside of him.

He continued to stroke my hair, but the longer we lay there and the more I stared down at him, the more those words sunk in and it felt like a bucket of cold water had been dumped on me. My eyebrows raised and I replayed them in my mind.

"I love you, Cronan."

Well, fuck.