I could feel
the 14th
creeping up
on me

the pressure
flew around me
buzzing and
reminding me

you are getting
older the future
is almost here
soon just soon

more chores
more work
more expectations

less hobbies
less chilling
less me time

valentine's day
breathed down
my neck like it
was their last breath

I'm anticipating
and waiting
paranoia and anxiety
were my new friends

time slipped
through my fingers
and stuck out it's
tongue at me

fuck time
fuck february
fuck my age
fuck me

2018/02/07