in water
everything
is in
Slow Motion

it's almost
like dancing
i move in
waves

it's hard
to breathe
under this
heavy liquid

but you
seem water
resistant

while
here
I am
drowning

I try to
escape
for air

but
you seem
to always
pull me
back down

the blue
seas
make you
float

peaceful
and
graceful
yet so
dreadful

my screams
muffled by
mouthfuls
of despair

my movements
reduced by
the demons
of my mind

you
anchored
me to
the ground

you got me
hooked to
these
harmful ideas

i move in
Slow Motion
but my
thoughts race

adrenaline
floods my
body

when I
see them
trying to
crawl out

their red
liquidity bodies
flow across
my skin

a cut
a scrape
maybe a
burn

either way
they want
to haunt me
inside and out

hands shaking
fast breathing
tense body
all in
water

2017/05/02