i gotta say
my first love
wasn't really okay

i was in a relationship
that one only supported
he was happy
or so it seemed

i just want feel
loved and cared for
but i was just a left over meal
thrown away

he said he loved me
i can't see the truth anymore
my thoughts won't let me be
i want to know what's real

he was my first
we ended with him
having a thirst
for another girl

he left me
for a girl who
was just like me
i was replaced by
mini me

i don't understand
why you're still on my mind
i'm on strand
hanging on for you

but i met someone new
he's caring and cute
he'll love as much as i'll do

maybe this one will last
we'll play and laugh
i just gotta forget the past

who am i kidding?
we'll crash before you
can say "stop crying"

please let me enjoy this one
maybe i'll actually have fun
i need to fill my soul a ton
i dunno maybe we're already done

2017/07/10