i read a book

most of my books
on my wattpad
library are
cliche or
romantic

the girl is
independent
bad ass
insecure
tomboy

the guy is
obnoxious
softie
funny
tries-to-act-tough-but-
is-scared-on-the-inside  

and they fall
hopelessly
in love with
each other

after going
through something
life-threatening

those are my
wattpad books

but right now
i can't read those

it hurts too much

how two people
can be in love
and just be
happy

oh my goodness
i need to get it
together

slowly im
falling
apart

i chose
the wrong
guy

and once again
im left in a
pit of despair

2017/07/27