morning
or
night?

happy
or sad
tears?

the fine
line of
reality

was
confusingly
blurry

were my
hands
shaking

of nervousness
or too much
caffeine?

sane
or
insane?

answers and
questions brewed
in my head

happiness and
sadness mixed
like paint

creating a dull
numb thick
paste

the grey paste
splattered
my mind

my brain was
filtered with
numb and boring

the thin
lines became
blurry

and everything
was blended
with tears

2018/03/03