this massage
therapist
reminds me
of her

a friendly old
lady who stays
home and cleans
and makes baked goods

today she baked
peanut butter
cookies with
chocolate on the top

she let me have the
freedom to drink and
eat whatever I want
and I barely know her

she reminds me of
a caring grandmother
who just wants company
and to take care of somebody

she reminds me of
my grandma who
loved us so
fucking much

fuck I can't stop crying

2018/04/20