A/N : I suggest while reading this chapter, go hear the song 'Best Part' by Daniel Caesar and repeat it until the chapter is finished:')
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Holiday almost over. The 6 of them have already gone back from the beach house.

And the moment after they go back, Chanyeol is one hundred percent sure that he is in love with his own older brother.

He sighs while changing the channel because he finds that none of the shows is interesting.

"Hey, what happened?" Baekhyun suddenly pops out of nowhere bringing food on his hand.

Chanyeol seems to flutter. "N-Nothing. It just.. the shows are boring."

Baekhyun chuckles. And moment after, Chanyeol find that every show in the tv is very amusing.

"You're lying." Baekhyun says casually, he sits on the sofa beside Chanyeol and start changing the channel. "It shows."

Chanyeol looks down, feeling embarrassed.

"Okay, okay. I just have something on my mind, hyung."

Baekhyun looks at him before munching the nachos. "And what is it?"

Chanyeol looks down once again. "I.. I'm not really sure."

Baekhyun rolls his eyes, "Chanyeol, if you have a problem or whatever bothering your mind, you should tell me. You got it?"

Chanyeol nods slowly.

"Okay, so what is it?" Baekhyun is still trying to find out what's on Chanyeol's mind. He wants to know because the last time Chanyeol had that expression, he didn't come home the next morning.

He gulps, trying to say something logical. "It's just.. the final project is really bothering me."

Baekhyun looks at him carefully, "And why is that?"

"We have to make a magazine consisting of 50 pages! And it's an individual project. Ugh, this lecturer is driving me nuts."

Phew, that's logical, right?

"Have you worked on it yet?"

Chanyeol gulps, it's actually just a lie. There is no such final project about magazine. He just made things up.

"Uhm.. I have worked on the cover, and the overall content."

"Want me to help?"

"No." He answers, almost immediately. "I mean, the lecturer is really good at observing and I'll get zero if he finds out that someone helped me."

What a great excuse, Chanyeol. Very great. He sarcastically thinks.

"Well then, you should work on it, tho."

"Yeah." Chanyeol says, relief when Baekhyun didn't ask him more.

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Chanyeol decided to call both of his best friends, Jongin and Sehun. He wanted to tell them about how he feels toward his hyung.

So there they are, sitting in the cafe near Jongin's house.

"So, what's the problem, Chanyeol?"

Chanyeol sips his Thai tea nervously, "It's actually.."

Sehun and Jongin wait him to speak out. "What is it?"

"I.. I, uhm.."

"Dammit, just say it!" Jongin bangs the table, making the other costumers looking at them.

"Calm down, will you!" Chanyeol lower down his voice while looking at the surroundings.

"Then don't make us wait, you idiot!" Jongin whispers, but still have that mad expression.

"Okay, okay." Chanyeol takes a deep breath, "I like my hyung."

"I KNEW IT!" Sehun claps his hand once, but loud enough for everyone in the cafe to hear.

"Can you both shut up?!" Chanyeol looks at the costumers apologetically.

"It's actually obvious, Yeol. But you both never realize it."

"Wait, what? Both?" Chanyeol lifts his left eyebrow.

"Yeah, both." Jongin rolls his eyes. "Don't you see? Your hyung is also into you, you know." He emphasizes the word 'hyung' with a sarcastic expression.

"No, I'm not talking about our bromance relationship-"

"We know, you idiot! He also see you as a man. He also like you in a romantic way. That's what you mean, right?" Sehun asks. And with that question, Chanyeol lower down his head.

"A-Are you guys serious?"

Jongin sighs, "Chanyeol, we clearly see on how the way he looked at you. It's clearly love."

Chanyeol starts to blush, "It is?" He asks, just like a 5 years old kid.

"And you do like him too, right? Not as brother, not as friend, but as a lover. Am I right?" Sehun asks. He smirks when Chanyeol starts to blush even more.

"Sehun, are you a predictor or what?"

Sehun laughs, "You don't need a predictor to see all that."

Chanyeol bites his lower lip, "Is it that obvious?"

"It is, you silly!" Jongin hits Chanyeol's head lightly.

"Auch! What was that for?" He rubs his head.

"For being silly. Now go to him and tell him how much you love him!"

Chanyeol sighs, "Easy for you to say." He sips his tea and seems to think, "I mean if I tell him my feelings, we're still brothers. And nothing will change."

"Chanyeol, don't you remember that you're not his real brother?" Sehun taps his shoulder.

"Yeah, yeah. I totally remember that. But what people will say? What.. my parents will say? No, what our parents will say?"

Jongin and Sehun look at him with pity. They know that Chanyeol's love for Baekhyun is really complicated and they really don't know how to help him.

"If only we're not brothers.. If only.." Chanyeol lower down his head, and he doesn't know why but he wanted to cry.

Sehun hugs him automatically. Seeing his best friend like this is hurting him so much. He has never seen Chanyeol this desperate, this sad, this weak.
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Baekhyun decided to ask Chanyeol go out for dinner because they don't have anything to eat in their house.

"What do you want to eat?" Baekhyun asks, he already imagine he eat something delicious but he can't picture what the food is.

Chanyeol, who seems to be out of his mind right now, only stare at the dark street in front of him. His both hands are placed on the steering wheel stiffly.

Baekhyun sense that something isn't right with Chanyeol.

"Chanyeol?"

"Y-Yeah?" Chanyeol glances at Baekhyun.

"You seems in trouble. Are you okay?" Baekhyun looks at him worriedly.

"I'm okay, hyung." He smiles assuringly. "What was it again?"

Baekhyun sighs, "I was asking what food do you want to eat?"

Chanyeol seems to think, "Hmm.. I think I want a Mexican food. What about you?"

Baekhyun smiles brightly, "Taco?"

Chanyeol chuckles, "Yeah, something like taco, or enchiladas."

Baekhyun smiles before clapping his hands. And all of the worried on his face replaced by his excited face. And at that moment, Chanyeol realize how much Baekhyun needed a protection. Oh, how much he wants to be on his side and protect him.

And after that, Baekhyun doesn't ask more. Instead, his hand starts to reach out to turn on the radio.

Music starts to fill the car. And Baekhyun starts to sit relaxedly.

You're the coffee that I need in the morning
You're my sunshine in the rain when it's pouring
Won't you give yourself to me
Give it all, oh

I just wanna see
I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Oh you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

Chanyeol doesn't know why, but tears start to roll down his face.

Baekhyun goes to the same college as him. He lives with him. He is always there. But one thing for sure, he can't have Baekhyun.

And it is so damn hurt.
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A/N : Damn, I almost cry when I write this chapter haha.

With 1 or 2 chapters more, the story is finished. I don't know if I should be happy or sad.

Thank you so much for the one who still support me❤️

Please wait patiently for the next chapter, okay?😊

Love yaaaa