Never Meant To Be
Please listen to Flower Petals by Luxid.
Scott's Perspective-
Lizzie offered to drive me home, but I denied her.
She offered me an umbrella, but I insisted that I was fine with getting a bit wet.
Besides, it wasn't pouring rain.
It was just a little drizzle.
I sighed as I pulled my jacket closer to my arms, sniffing as I cried in the rain.
It was a long walk home, and I knew my parents were going to be worried sick about me.
But I didn't care.
Nothing mattered.
I thought if I had kissed Jimmy, I would make him see that I really loved him.
But it didn't work.
I was now empty.
Broken.
I was...out of control.
Vulnerable.
Vulnerable to him.
As I stopped at a crosswalk, waiting for the light to change, I saw someone walking towards me.
He had an umbrella and strawberry blonde hair.
As he walked past me, he stopped and stared.
"Babe?"
I looked up and saw Eliot.
He smiled at me, but I didn't smile back.
"What's wrong, babe? Are you crying?" He asked, walking up to me and holding his umbrella over both of us.
I sobbed and hugged him.
I was so desperate.
I was in so much need for someone,
anyone,
to come and help me, that I opened myself up to pain.
"I t-tried to get Jimmy b-back but he doesn't bele-leive me!" I cried, "H-he told me to f-fuck off!"
"Aw, I'm so sorry." Eliot said, and you could hear his sick smile in his voice as he hugged back.
"But know that I'm always here." He said, planting a kiss on my forehead.
A part of me shouted.
A part of me cried.
A part of me said that this wasn't what I wanted.
And yet a part of me said okay.
Said that this might help.
That this might be happiness.
And of course,
I decided to go with it, ignoring all the shouting and regrets in my head.
I just nodded and walked with Eliot back to his home.
Sorry that this chapter is so short but ohhh boy! Does it have that angst. Or fluff if you wanted Eliot and Scott to get back together. I think most of you guys saw on the cover the red and blue heart together. Yes that means Eliot and Scott!!
So...have fun dealing with this :)
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