HEY

I HAVE A JIZZIE STORY OUT. GO READ IT (if you want). ENJOY.

Oh and also,

Please listen to Flower Petals by Luxid.

Jimmy's Perspective-

Jimmy sniffed and hiccupped as he laid curled up on his bed.

Lizzie had left to go to The Jazz Café, leaving Jimmy alone with his emotions.

He sighed as he remembered his first ever date with Scott.

The cute smiles that Scott always had.

His beautiful, melodic giggle.

His warm hugs.

Everything.

I should've known better. I should've known Scott liked Eliot more.

Jimmy bit his lip.

But...it didn't seem like he did. It seemed like he really did love me.

Jimmy's phone then started ringing and he picked it up.

"Hey Tim." Grian said, sounding a bit concerned.

Jimmy hummed.

"I- look, Tim, I'm really sorry this happened. Do you wanna talk?"

"Talk about what? You already know everything that happened."

Grian sighed, "Tim, you know what I mean."

"Do I?"

"You're not that stupid."

"You'd be surprised."

"TIM! Stop doing this! You're supposed to be the one who helps people stop talking themselves down, not the person who talks themselves down!"

Jimmy chuckled bitterly, "Funny how the world works, isn't it?"

"Tim, stop, you're scaring me."

"Can you blame me?" Jimmy suddenly snapped.

"Really, can you blame me though? Scott cheated on me for that rotten bitch Eliot!"

"Tim, I- I tried to make a joke- "

"Oh yeah, really funny Grian."

Jimmy slammed his phone down. He felt tears well up in his eyes and he put his pillow over his face.

He then let out a groan,

"I f-feel like a fucking monster. I f-fucked up everything."

Scott's voice rang in his head.

"You...you actually care about me."

"Eliot was selfish, you're nothing like that."

Jimmy scoffed.

Clearly you loved him enough to go and cheat on me with him. Jimmy thought bitterly.