I don't know how long I sat on the sofa,thinking about how stupid I was to believe that everything was over. Now with this shitty paper in my hand,it was as if everything was just beginning and I didn't want to learn which was worst,my past my present or my upcoming future?

The door opened,interrupting my melancholy thoughts for a few seconds,as Jessy rushed in. Moments like these make me thankful, that she'd forced me to give her my extra pair of apartment keys,more importantly that she was a part of my life.

"What the hell happened?!why are you sitting  like this!?"she quickly made her way towards my sofa and flopped besides me. I handed her the paper in my hands her eyes quickly scanned the sentence on it and showed the disbelief I expected.

"Oh honey!"she cooed "no no it might be some one pranking you. You know that right?there are so many assholes in New York anyone could have written this bullshit!" And supplied with an uncertain tone.

I shook my head at her and my voice quivered as I answered,"no Jessy...you know that its not..it's not a prank. Its him. I know its him." The sadness in my voice wasn't lost on either of us.

"Yeah but it looks so silly 'I will always be with you',who the fuck says that?Honestly I still think its a stupid prank." She offered an explanation accompanied by a small smile,trying to lighten the stiff atmosphere but we both knew it was him. We both knew that he was back in my life,and this time he would ruin me completely.

After a while Jessy stood up suddenly and I saw a strong glint in her eyes. She must've been calculating her response in the time we were quiet,

"look Era" she started softly,"I want only one thing from you,your trust. I don't want you to go down the same path you did,when the bastard...you know what I'm talking about. I don't want you to believe that this is all life is okay?you have me and Chester with you at all times,and your parents. Whatever you need I will do everything that I can and give it to you."

"Chester?"I supplied dumbly.

"Oh please!"she snorted,"don't start that bullshit with me. He told me last night about the talk you both had."

That had me blushing. I thought we were being subtle. I had already suspected that"Dylan" wafailingimply Dylan. When I had met them for dinner it was confirmed that indeed he was not. I confirmed with him,when Jessy left for the restroom. When I questioned him,he started getting nervous and stuttered madly, but somehow he got through with his explanation and begged me to not tell Jessy because he wanted be the one to explain everything to her. He went as far as telling me that he wanted to marry her and that he loved her. I was shocked because I was not expecting anything but above all I was shocked that he was Chester. The boy from highschool Jessy had a huge crush on,and lost her virginity to. I mean the virginity part I could've done without learning.

"I'm sorry Jessy I didn't mean to hide_"

"Oh shut up,I don't care. I mean I was irritated that you both went behind my back but the apology sex was mind blowing!"she gushed and I made a barfing sound. Someone has to buy her a word filter.

Despite her crude language I smiled,even though my heart was in turmoil I still wanted the best for Jessy God knew she had always stood by my side. Even when I couldn't stand she forced me to stand up,and now she was willing to do it again.

"Oh shit!my timing is always so wrong I should be concentrating on you!not me!"

"Relax Jessy its...its gonna be okay. Right?"

She sat down again and pulled me in a side hug,"yes,its all going to be okay. You just have to believe that it will. I know_"she paused,"I know I'm not the religious type and I'm definitely a sinner but,I know God will help you."

The sincerity in her words pierced inside me and I couldn't stop my tears from failing. I really wasn't sire what I would do,but I was very thankful that this time Jessy was with me.

"Hey,hey its okay. Its okay Shh,shh.."she cooed like I was a little baby and I just let all my sadness that was being stored inside let out. I think this episode of crying was perfect for the time being. Some where between crying and Jessy cooing me I dozed off.

I awoke a few hours later to people in my living room trying to whisper yell at each other. I moved a bit still in a half asleep daze. My eyes were heavy and I knew I had cried. Bits by bits all the events started pushing their way in my brain causing a harsh  headache to form.

"Hey Erica..." Why was Chester sitting in my living room?

"Hi?"

"I can explain!" Jessy was getting flustered.

"Okay?"being half asleep and having a headache I couldn't really bring myself to care but I knew I needed an explanation for whatever was going on.

"I'm sorry for letting Chester in while you were sleeping,he heard you were sad so he bought all this food to cheer you up."

"Oh..."was my brilliant reply. Which made them both visibly nervous,because they felt like they'd make me sad.

"Listen I'm sorry Erica. I'll leave you guys,don't blame Jessy she was just helping me with the food." He smiled sadly and moved to leave.

"Wait_"he stopped and turned towards me,"_you don't have to leave. please, have lunch with us and thank you for bringing it. I really needed that." My worries were surely going to increase with the coming days,but the support that I had was worth more than that.

"Are you sure?"Jessy asked still concerned that I would start crying or that maybe she was being intrusive but she was far from that.

"Positive."

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Dun dun dun. There you go guys a shitty version of chapter #10 part two. Its still very iffy and I realized that I am always to harsh on myself while I write so now I'm trying to stop with that. Oh and next chapter we're going back to work because Monday mother truckers.

So what do you guys think about Jessy's past?and har har har Chester/Dylan wtf?

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