Hey guys!Acacia here and I decided thqt I would update my bio book,and this time its about relationships,now in this chapter I'm gonna share something really private. I've never talked about or told anyone on here about at all,not even my bestfriends on here know, So whenever I tell you guts it might not ve that descriptive,because its a hard subject for me,but lets start already.

First off,I'm single,and I'm busexual so I of course support other sexuality 100% and the last time I had a boyfriend/girlfriend was last year maybe? I don't know but I have had my first kiss and I have lost my Virginity already. Now I've been single for a good anount of time and you don't really hear me going around having some little relationships because,heres the thing I talked about in the beginning,I was in a abusive relationship. When I was 15 I had met this guy name Danny and he was really sweet and handsome,we talked and we exchanged numbers,couple months later he asked me out I said yes and at the start he was an amazing boyfriend,he made me laugh,smile,feel safe everything a girl would want in a relationship. But then something changed he started making me do things for him like cook,clean etc. I can't stand up for myself guys,I've always been to scared to,so I did what he told me to then when I finally told him I didn't want to do his chores and be his slave he....slapped me then he yelled at me to shut up and that I was a slut,he said I have to listen to him or he would just beat me up even more and that I couldnt tell anyone about it. I don't know why but I listened to him,I kept letting him order me around like I was a slave and then I tried to breakup with him. He didn't agree. He started beating me,ge said I couldn't leave him and that I was 'his' I gad to cover every bruise up with make-up. One day when I was at his house he had tried to have sex with me. I didn't want to,but he kept trying,so I screamed,he got made and started yelling at me but the neighbor had heard and called the cops they cane and arrested Danny. But I was scared for life. I devloped trust issues because I started thinking that at any moment anyone in my life would turn on me.So I started shutting everyone out. I told myself that I let people in to easily,that I was stupid and dumb for letting my walls and gaurd down. I still do that. And I'm still scared that another Danny will happen,but I'm glad that I know I have friends and family who would protect me. Thanks guys. Love Acacia