Hey guys! So today I'm gonna tell you guys a little about my family,so let's goooo*puts arms up like a superhero*. Okay so I have a good amount of siblings I have 1 older brother and 3 younger brothers and 1 younger sister,those being the ones who live with me,then I have 4 younger brothers and sisters (4 girls and 4 boys) that live with my real dad and his new wife(I've never met her or their other kids) and my mom got pregnant with my older brother James when she was highschool (she was...the r word) but she still finished highschool but couldn't go to collage because she had to take care of my brother then one day she met my dad and blah blah love,marriage, and then she became pregnate with me,right in London(for those you who didn't know I'm British) now after that my dad became mean,and at one point hit my mum in the jaw,I don't know much about it because no one really told me the whole story,my mum met my step dad while he was a ambulance guy,and the house next to ours caught on fire my um thought it was ours and tried to rush in to save us or tell someone that her kids were in danger when we were fine my step dad stopped her and she cussed him out she found out it wasn't our house and we were all okay thus sparking a beautiful love with them and me and my brother loved him and at my young age whenever someone mentioned my real dad,I got scared and would start crying,I was scared of him,so Greg(my step dad) would comfort me later on Greg proposed my mum said yes and blah blah my real dad got remarried and had a lot of children his family was still mad at him when they found out of my fear of him he tried to contact me but I wouldn't have it. I would always refuse,and without my conceit he wasn't allowed to see me,and as I got older I was described with anxiety, then ADD then ADHD, and I forgot to mention a couple years after my birth my family moved to America and then st the age of 14 I was described with depression and by then I was already in love with bands like MCR etc. It was a big downer on my friends and family. The happy,athletic, sassy,stubborn Topaz(Me) had depression, then kids at school found out and started bullying me calling me things like a depressed freak,emo freak,fat,ugly,britsh slut, etc. And so I decided I would take a blade and do something I never thought I'd do,I cut my wrist,I kept doing it everytime someone said something like that and I somehow his it from my family and then I found Wattpad,where I found my 2,family where I found new friends who encourage me to say happy and clean,I thank them all so much(IloveLukeAshpenguins,Gabetheduck,Erictheboynope,MissyLina,screamingyetis) I hope you like this. It was kinda hard saying some things here. I was I could have said more but some things I feel my family wouldnt want told and some subjects in family are sensitive for me. Love you all. Byeee!!