Well i don't really know what I'm gonna say so this might just be a bundle of words that won't make sense, I won't say this about.
But everything hurt like it physically hurts, you leaving was really hard to understand and it never really hit me that you were gone and i just kept telling myself that it was all a dream, it took a week for me to realize that you were gone and probably never coming back.
The worst part was that you never said goodbye you just.....left, i get it you probably were tired of it all but the least you could have done was say  goodbye! It hurts a lot physically knowing you aren't here.
I want you to know if you are reading this that i don't hate you, im not mad at you im just hurt but I could never hate you.

If you ever come back message me, I'll still be here.