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Chapter 10.. His Heart Of Unfair

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"Love does not begin and end the way.. we seem to think it does..
Love is a battle.,
Love is a Pure war..,
Love is a phase of growing up without any end...!.."

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It was around 3 pm..

In Abhi's home..

Bulbul.. why Pragya is doing like this..?.. Always being so careless.. How many times to call her.. she isn't picking my call or replying for my messages.. I'm sure by now she would have known about this party by the time.. since Abhi has invited all the office staffs for the party.. don't know where this girl went.. dadi was blabbering with mere tension..

Bulbul who was in some other sense didn't pay any attention to her words.. while dadi shook her saying.. Arey.. where are you lost now.. Did you hear me..!?..

Dadi.. I'm worried  about Dad and mumma.. you know.. Dad was continuously asking about Pragya di and her whereabouts.. because when we were in Delhi we stayed together nah.. now we shifted here.. I managed him somehow saying that she has gone out of station regarding her job..

Then what.. Why are you worrying..!?.. Asks Dadi..

Dadi, though I said to him like that.. he clearly sensed that we are doing something fishy.. and my mumma..!..  I don't know from where did that thought came to her mind.. she.. she.. was.. Bulbul paused stammering her voice.. and dadi gestured as what..?!.. She wants Pragya di to get married soon.. said Bulbul with a chuckle..

What..?!.. Your mother wants Pragya to get married..?!.. Dadi voiced with hesitation.. Haan dadi.. and that's why they both came here.. infact they are ready with few alliances.. I'm totally confused.. what di is gonna do.. ?!.. already she is sailing with lot of tensions.. and now this party..!.. Says Bulbul

Listen Bulbul.. don't say anything about this to Pragya now.. she is already very tensed.. And hearing this, will be a big burden for her.. for now.. we should think of how to help her and less this burden.. said dadi..

You are very right dadi.. But..  somehow I made both of them to leave.. what if they speak directly about this to her..?!..  Bulbul sounded in a sad tone..

Just then they heard a voice from back as.. Who is gonna speak directly.. and about what..?!.. Dadi and Bulbul turned to see Purab standing there with a confused look..!..

Ahh.. we.. we.. were talking about Abhi.. I mean.. dadi said that.. today he is gonna talk about his marriage with Tanu directly.. so.. I was.. Bulbul paused looking at dadi and blinked her eyes.. and she pinched her arm slightly gesturing her to speak further.. while Purab asked.. tell nah.. You were ..?!.

Bulbul.. you are gone today.. now what will you answer him.. always this Purab is around our plan..

Bulbul was mentally scolding him.. and he clutched her arm asking the same again.. and she smiled weirdly at him.. before she could speak.. Purab got a call and excused himself by walking out..

Thank God.. he left..!.. next time we should be very careful with him dadi.. by the way.. I will go out and look around with all the arrangements.. You keep calling di.. I hope nothing goes beyond our hands.. Said Bulbul..

And dadi said.. I'm just worried about Pragya and tensed about that Tanu.. don't know what is gonna happen today.. Bulbul assured her with a smile and walked out..

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Are you sure Abhi.. do you wanna do this in front of everyone..?!.. Asked Purab looking at Abhi.. who was busy  checking with some of his party dresses..

Why not sure Purab..!.. Tanu is a good girl.. she is well cultured and equal to my looks and status.. then why can't we marry.. Abhi said turning towards..

Please don't act in front of me.. I know you have not even seen her in name of love.. then how come you decided to propose her for marriage.. that too in front of everyone..!?.. said Purab...

Purab.. are you minding about everyone.. or only one..?!.. Asked Abhi.. and he replied.. Fine.. yes.. I'm minding about Pragya.. now explain me.. why are you doing all this.. to show her that you are moving on.. come on Abhi.. marriage is not a prank..!.. why are you doing all this..?!..

Prank..!!.. when she can dust my love as nothing .. then why can't I.. After all I'm gonna seriously propose Tanu for marriage.. not like her.. playing with someone's life and their  feelings.. She is a cruel hearted human.. Who doesn't values about others true feelings..!.. when I'm willing to take a fresh start why it should bother her..?!.. and what did you say.. that she will feel bad..?!.. She deserve this Purab.. A girl like Pragya deserve much more.. this is nothing in front of what she did to me on that day.. She snatched the most precious part of my life..
Great thanks to God.. That she doesn't have any such  power of snatching someone's memories.. Or else she will brutally do that also.. Now.. It's time for me to show her.. that she is nothing to me.. And her presence doesn't affects me in any way.. She is not even entitled for my hate.. She is thinking that I cannot live without her.. But I will show her that.. She is just a past piece of my dark life.. Which I lost and never want to conquer once again and make my life meaningless.. Today I will show her that.. She will forever stay as that lost love  of my life.. Abhi thorned his words as the hot tears oozed out of his tendered eyes.. Looking at the mirror.. he saw his lips shivering of his own words which he spoke a while before.. And his sight flashed the girl's face.. Whom he mentioned as his lost love..

If so Abhi.. Why are you crying..?.
When you wanna make her realise that you don't care.. and want her anymore .. Why are you crying..?..  Can you please make me clear one thing.. Whether you are showing Pragya's place in your life.. Or you wanna hide the reality of your life.. that.. She will stay as your lost love forever..!?..

Abhi gradually looked at him.. And he continued.. Yes.. Abhi..!.. You heard me right.. Answer me..!?.. just now you said that.. she will stay as your lost love forever..!.. what does that mean to by the way..!?..

There is no meaning for anything Purab.. I.. I.. want to correct my mistake.. The mistake that is  destroying  my life so far.. I am the.. the reason for dadi's worries.. My parents will never forgive me for this mistake..!.. I couldn't protect the promise that I made to myself.. I lost the meaningful commitment of my life.. This is a mistake which cannot be forgiven by myself.. But.. Yes.. It can be rectified.. I will do that.. And when I.. .. Abhi paused as he saw someone standing near the door and hearing to them.. he walked towards the door and opened it.. to see no one.. peeping all the sides he confirmed that there is no one.. and then closed the door..

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"She is thinking that I cannot live without her.. But I will show her that.. She is just a past piece of my dark life..

Which I lost and never want to conquer once again.. and make my life meaningless.. Today I will show her that.. She will forever stay as that lost love  of my life..!.. "

Abhi's words haunted her heart and acquired her mind.. she was taking her penny  steps.. as her soulful tears lined down her cheeks.. Pragya was about to step the stairs down.. without even knowing that she is gonna step over the stairs..

She was strongly pulled by a firm force..  As she flipped her wet-ful sight at the person.. who said.. Watch out Pragya.. be careful..!.. if not I'm here.. by the time.. you would have been down rolling over the stairs.. where are you lost..?!.. Purab bolded his voice .. as all the time she was still inside Abhi's words..

Purab held her arm and made her walk down the stairs slowly.. he sat next to her on the sofa and offered her a glass of water.. which she denied..

Listen to me Pragya.. I know that.. you will be feeling very bad of all this.. But.. this the reality.. it is very clear that Abhi has moved on.. then why are you wasting your time.. see.. it will be good if you understand this and stay away from everyone.. Talking about past will impact only bitterness.. please Pragya.. I know you still love him.. but at the same time.. what you did with him.. was the cruel fact.. And you know that it's unforgivable.. And I'm not even expecting  an explanation regarding that.. because.. nothing is gonna change now.. We have been friends for years.. and I considered you as my sister.. still.. I have the same care and concern on you.. I hope you will understand.. said Purab and walked away..

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Pragya's POV..

Even I don't want to give any explanations regarding our past.. for now.. I will get my love back at any cost.. I will prove that you still love me..

Purab was right Abhi.. as you said.. I will stay as your lost love forever..!..  That means you still love me.. and I will make you realise that.. our love was never lost..

We are still lost in our love Abhi.. we can never stay without each other.. and the proof is in front of my eyes.. Though.. I know Abhi.. that these words will now not reach you..

I hope that you knew.. I'm  always thinking of you.. and that I'm wishing to be in your arms.. your hugs.. to be fully drenched by your intense shower of love..

It was always.. your smile and laughter that lit my whole world.. whenever you stood in front of me.. I felt your eyes are so intense.. I can't decide.. whether I want to look away.. or never look away..

Of course.. I need you.. I go insane when I see you.. you can do almost anything you wish to do with me.. I'm ready to follow you to hell and back.. if only you would lead me...

You are the only one.. that I love.. and I can't let you go.. All I know is that I'm mended to be lost in you..

She stood wiping her tears.. After hearing those words from her heart.. And rushed towards dadi's room..

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Di.. What are you upto..!?., why are you looking unaffected even after knowing all this..!?.. You know nah.. Abhi is gonna give a proposal for that Tanu in front of everyone..!.. Bulbul completely voiced with  impatient..

Pragya who heard everything was calmly getting ready for the party.. She was applying kajal around her eyes... And Bulbul was staring at her keenly..

Walking towards her.. She flipped her saying.. Am I looking like an idiot to you..!.. Will you please say something..!?..

Pragya chuckled her throat casually and gave a soft smile.. While Bulbul said.. Di.. What has happened to you..! Abhi is gonna propose Tanu for marriage.. And you are so calmly getting ready for the party here..!

Relax Bulbul..!.. Why are you getting hyper..!?.. Yes.. I know what he is gonna do.. And let him do nah.. I mean.. He just going to propose.. And it's not his marriage with her today.. So.. Why I should   stress myself.. She said styling her hair..

Have you lost it di.. What are you talking..!?.. If he proposes her for marriage.. Then it will obviously happen nah..!.. Everything is gonna become very tough di.. Are you listening to me..?!..

Haa.. Haa.. I know my dear.. But you listen to me.. As I said.. He is just gonna propose.. As according to him.. He is doing this to show me.. that I'm not important to him and his life.. He wanna make me realise that.. He is moving on.. into a happy life.. of his own desire.. So that I will stay away from him.. Which.. he himself knew that.. cannot happen.. And about Tanu.. I know how to handle her.. Do you think.. I will let her marry my Abhi.. Not even in her day dream.. After all I'm struggling to get him back.. I know what to do and when to execute my plans.. For now.. Stay calm and enjoy the party well.. Think about Purab.. You should be with him in the party.. And get ready to cherish your time with him.. Leaving all this lame tension.. Pragya sounded easing..

Bulbul shook her head in disbelief and sat over the bed holding her head.. While dadi entered the room.. See nah dadi.. Di has gone mad..!.. Atleast you make her understand.. I'm tired.. Bulbul voiced dolefully..

Dadi... You trust me right..!?.., asked Pragya looking at her.. And she nods her head with a smile tracing her cheek.. That's it.. This is enough for me.. I will never let him go away from me.. I will be your grandson's wife very soon.. And this is my promise.. Said Pragya and dadi hugged her..

What.. Dadi you are at her side..!
I'm sure.. both of you have gone nut..!.. I'm going  and you both party here with each other happily.. Bulbul said with much annoyance and walked out.. as they both laughed at her..

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Abhi's POV..

I don't know whether I'm doing anything against my heart.. But.. This should happen any how.. May be Purab was right.. I still want her to be in my life in any means.. Which is now unknown to myself..

I can hate her.. But can never forget her.. After all.. I loved her with all my true sense.. But she betrayed me.. She didn't value my love.. She failed to respect our relationship..

I can hide my truth from everyone.. But not from myself..  my reality will never change Pragya.. You broke my heart.. But I love you still with all those broken pieces..

I wish.. I could go back to the day I met you.. and just walk away.. Honestly.. It would have saved me the pain and hurt I'm going through because of you.. only you..

Once I had you.. as every day you mean something in my life.. And now I'm lost.. As nothing means anything and anymore..

And here is a secret.. a very simple secret., it is only with my heart.. that no one can see rightly.. You have hurted me.. more than what I deserve.. because.. I loved you more than what you deserve..

Abhi traced Pragya's photo which he was holding.. Looking at the mirror.. he wiped the lonely tears of his eyes and placed the photo inside his coat..

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We are impatiently waiting to know the suspense.. Mr. Purab.. by the way where is Abhi Sir.. One of the guest asked Purab...

Yeah.. he will be arriving very shortly .. you please enjoy the party well.. Purab replied and excused himself waking away from the place.. He was about to step up the stairs.. when he saw Abhi walking down..

At last you came.. looking cool.. haan.. Purab complimented Abhi who smiled at him.. but his eyes were thrown somewhere else.. Please don't say that you are searching for Pragya..?!.. Said Purab that pulled Abhi's attention towards him..

He ruffled his hair saying.. I.. why should I look for her..!.. I.. I just looked around to check on the arrangements.. Bulbul has done it perfectly..

I just heard my name voicing here.. Is everything okay..?!.. Bulbul voiced walking towards them..

Oh yes..!.. Everything is rocking for this rocking party.. you have done very perfectly Bulbul.. It's looking fabulous.. said Abhi..

Bulbul thanked him.. as he continued.. By the way.. all our office staffs are present here.. right..?!..

So.. he is indirectly asking about Pragya di...hmmm.. not bad.. Still he considers her.. Bulbul minded her thoughts..

While Purab thought... He is such a cute idiot..!.. he wants to make her away from him.. but needs her beside him..

Bulbul..!.. Are you listening.. I'm asking you something ..?.. Abhi asks again.. and she nods her head saying.. Oh yes.. every staffs is present around in the party... excuse me.. I will be back in a while..!.. saying so she left the place..

Purab chuckles at him saying.. Abhi.. why are you so much complicate..?!.. You only said that you wanna.. before he could continue.. Abhi cuts off him and says.. You please don't start with your boring senseless talks.. I accept that, I was asking about her.. But that doesn't sense.. I'm desperate to see her.. I just wanna make sure that.. she is here to taste the dosage of the medicine.. which I'm so desperate to give her today..

I don't think so Abhi.. your words are so hard.. but your eyes are very soft.. which made me to notice that.. you are spinning within your heart and mind..!!.. Purab striked his thoughts .. and Abhi snapped in front of his face saying.. Deep in thoughts.. are you planning against me..?!..

Purab gave a smirking smile and says.. I don't wanna drop myself into any trouble with your tricky questions... It's better that I leave the place.. You carry on with your never ending search..

Abhi shook his head as Purab walked away.. as he moved and turned aside.. his eyes spotted her.. Who was talking with one of her colleague..

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Abhi's POV..

She is beautiful.. but not like other girls around the place.. She is beautiful.. for the way she is.. the shining sparkle in her eyes when she talk about something.. which is unheard even when being very close to her..

Her words that lined up crossing her throat that was having the nubile curve.. her ears that were slinky.. which was listening to others..

Those lustful eyes that blinked the lashes for each fraction of seconds.. the feline part was her lips..!.. Oh yeah.. which was not less than a drop of rain in the heavy summer..

Her curly hair that joshed all along over her shoulder.. whenever she clings it behind her ears is sighting uniquely spectacular..!..

She still knows the trick to steal my smile which I try very strongly to hide from her..!.. In midst of millions.. She is a single piece of heavenly art only to my eyes..!..

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Abhi gradually stopped his depictions.. as he saw her stepping towards him with her unique erotic smile.. She gestured him as what..!.. and he crooked his tongue inside his cheek at one side.. giving her his usual ironic sight..!..

Can I have a chance of holding your hand..!.. said Abhi and paused.. as.. she demurred her sight and stood rigid hearing his words... and he continued.. I.. just meant.. for a dance with you..!.. She nods her head.. and he forwarded his hand.. as then she held his fingers..

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Walking towards the dance floor.. he clutched her close to him.. as the bright light pointed him in the centre.. a wave of amorous music was played.. for which he touched her forehead with his.. and she was clueless of his act.. letting her hand ahead.. he griped his arms over her waist and she placed her palm over his heart which sensed her slow and steady..

Shaping his steps slowly.. they heard the gradual music slipping faster.. and his phase of handling her moves too increased as he twirled her continuously.. and pulled her hitting him..

Their hands stretched apart again and Abhi kneeled infront of her.. where she holding his hands started to spin around him..

Finally.. getting up.. he stood erect as she neared him.. and he was loosening his fingers down from her.. but she hoped for him to clutch it again.. which didn't happen.. She found him moving a little far and stopped.. which made her breath uneven..

Her eyes saw those two pair of hands hugging him from back.. and he was snuggling his head back.. by leaning it  over the shoulder with a ray of intent smile on his face..!

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