Shehnaaz came to her room crying and devastated....
Her heart was bleeding.....💔

Kahani suno zubani suno,
Mujhe pyaar hua tha ikraar hua tha, mujhe pyaar hua tha ikaraar hua tha!!

Tujhe pane khwaish teree JANE ka DAR 💔
Is dil ko SUKOON mil jaye agar

Whatever little hope was in her mind, all that was shattered.

When siddharth said QUBOOL HAI!!😞💔

She was relieved that no one has witnessed her broken self...

Her room was also on the topmost floor, so no one would hear her cries and cries of destruction.💔

because she can't hold herself today....she doesn't want to hold herself....
She lost reason of survival 💔

Kahani nahi mujhe TU chahiye..TUJHSA hi nahi BAS TU💔 chahiye....

Her SIDDHARTH !!💖

yes siddharth was shehnaaz's only shehnaaz has right on him no one else....

SIDDHARTH!!

AAP TO SIRF MERE THE NA !!!
KYUN KYUN??

KYUN?

MUJHE NAHI US ANAM KO CHUNA AAPNE....

saying she stood infront of mirror.....smudged her liner and lipstick....
Crying hysterically.....

MUJHE AAP CHAHIYE OR KUCH NAHI OR KOI NAHI BAS AAP!!

MUJHE MERE SIDDHARTH WAPAS CHAHIYE😭😭

Crying hysterically she harshly removed her heavy neck piece.....without caring about scratches which started to bleed 💔😭

Today every pain is less infront of her bleeding heart....

Wahi Raton ko, wahi bataon ko Maine yad kiya tha tujhe yad kiya tha.......

She had seen SIDDHARTH'S rooms decoration for their first night

HE WILL SPENT NIGHT WITH HER THINKING SHE THROWS PERFUME BOTTLE ON THE MIRROR....IT BROKE INTO MILLIONS OF PIECES..

LIKE HER HEART 💔💔

She pulled her hair harshly 💔😭

Thi tammna meri tu mujhe DULHAN banaye tere hantho se apne jivan mera sajaye...

She wanted him to choose her as bride but he choosed someone else😞💔

Tere ankho ka manzar wo gahra samandar
Samandar ki lahro ko phir se sajaye

WO GEHRI ANKHAIN JISME MAIN DUBE RAHANA CHAHTI THI...

JO MUJHE SIRF MUJHE PYAAR SE DEKHA KARTI THI...😞

WO KISI OR KO DEKH RAHI THI💔
MUJHE TO DEKNA KYA EK PAL KE LIYE EK NAZAR PALAT KE BHI NAHI DEKHA....

saying she hiccuped

Are main to bhul hi gayi....saying she laughed where tears has no boundaries today.....

She set there in between the broken glasses....some pierced into her palms....

SIDDHARTH

"AAP AGAR GUSSA HOTE TO HAM MANA LETE

LEKIN AAP KA TO DIL HI BHAR GAYA HAMSE💔😭"

"Arzoo thi meri mera hoga SADA kyun kese hua waqt thahra raha"

MAINE TO SOCHA AAP HAMESHA MUJHE HI CHUNOGE...
CHAHE KOI BHI NA CHUNE..

SIDDHARTH TO APNI SHEHNAAZ KO HI CHUNEGA NA!!
her eyes filled with unshed tears....

Remembering the old golden days...when siddharth was always beside her....untill he had gone to CANADA.....

Is takdeer ka yahi hai sila jo hamko kabhi mila na saka
Wahi Raton ko wahi batao ko maine yad kiya tha tujhe yad kiya tha..

Where he met with that anam....💔

She hates her she hate her existence.....

Kahani suno zubani suno
Mujhe pyaar hua tha ikraar hua tha mujhe pyaar hua tha ikaraar hua tha

(Do listen this version as well its different from from the previous one)

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NIKHAH PLACE

SIDDHARTH SAID QUBOOL HAI FOR THE THIRD TIME...

NOW THEY ARE HUSBAND AND WIFE...

EVERYONE CONGRATULATED THEM...

WHEN SIDDHARTH ASKED DADI SAHIBA ABOUT SHEHNAAZ...

HE CAN SEE EVERYONE EXCEPT SHEHNAAZ...

SHE HAS BEEN HERE ALL THE TIME...SHE WAS CONSTANTLY LOOKING AT HIM BUT HE DIDN'T GLANCED AT HER...HE WAS ANGRY ON HER..HE WANTED TO GIVE HER A TASTE OF HER OWN MEDICINE...

THE WAY SHE HAD AVOIDED HIM FROM THE DAY OF HIS ENGAGEMENT...BUT NOW HE IS REGRETTING 💔

HE HAD NEVER TALKED WITH HER LIKE THIS...HE DID WRONG IN HIS ANGER..

God knows what happens to him when shehnaaz doesn't talk to him..this is the first time that shehnaaz got so angry with him

If she will not share her problem with him then how will he know what is his fault. By the way, Shahnaz shares every little thing with him

But after Siddharth's birthday something has changed between them..whenever he tries to talk to her someone stops him

Or she herself keeps getting cut off from him.. he asked dadi sahiba many times, she also did not tell anything and Ayan also seems changed

When Shahnaz refused to take the dress yesterday, he lost his patience ... don't know what he said in anger...

Today too he somewhere misbehaved with her...she was constantly looking at him.he knows he can feel it but he had ignored her...😞
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KHUSH RAHIYE HAMESHA!!
said dadi sahiba...patting their shoulders...
As anam and siddharth hugs her to took blessings....

ANAM SMILED...BUT SIDDHARTH'S EYES ARE SEARCHING SOMEONE.....

ANAM JARA YAHAN AYIYE!!
said zubaida jee to anam

Jee HUM abhi aye saying she excused her self....

DADI SAHIBA!!
SHEHNAAZ KAHAN HAI?

asked siddharth when dadi said
Are YAHIN to thi HAMARE pas hi baithi thi!!
Gestured towards the couch found it empty

Her breath hitch finding the couch empty....
Where is she?

ARE YAHI HONGI HAM ATE HAIN...
saying she tried to leave when siddharth asked

DADI SAHIBA SHEHNAAZ KUCH ALAG BEHAVE KAR RAHI HAI KYA BAT HAI?
AAP JANTI HAIN KYA?

HAMSE GALTI HO GAYI HAI HUM NE UNSE BERUKHI SE BAT KI..
AB....WO

before siddharth could talk to her more she said

AB AAP KI ZIMMEDARIYAN BADAL GAYI HAI SIDDHARTH !!
BEHATAR HOGA KI AAP APNI SHADISHUDA LIFE MAIN FOCUS KAREN...

SHEHNAAZ KO RAHNE DAIN...

Saying she hurriedly started to search her DESPERATELY.....

Siddharth felt something pierced into his heart listening dadi sahiba...how can he leave his HEER..
he know he did wrong in his anger but....

siddharth!!
CHALIYE na CANADA se kuch relatives aye HAIN HAMAIN shadi ki MUBARAK BAD dene...
said anam

DADI SAHIBA was feeling very tensed...shehnaaz was not in her senses....

MERI BACHHI!!
KUCH GALAT NA KAR BAITHNA KAHIN...murmuring she searched her everywhere.....wiping her tears....

Shehnaaz baby ko kahin dekha....
She asked a maid .....

Jee wo to apni room ki tarf gayi hai !!said the maid

Dadi sahiba has recently shifted to the ground floor, earlier her room was also upstairs..due to her knee pain.

Dadi sahiba was having unbearable pain in her knees while climbing the stairs, suddenly she started feeling UNEASY like something is going to happen with her chanda!!

Shehnaaz !!
Saying she started to climb stairs more rapidly......

Here shehnaaz was sitting her like a broken soul....

murmuringshe took glass shards into her palms and it pierced into her soft skin started to bleed.....

EK DIN TUM SOCHOGE KITNE DIN HUE

CHALO AAJ BAT KARTE HAIN OR TAB

TAK BAT KHATAM HO GAYI HOGI!!!💔

Shehnaaz!!!
Yelling dadi sahiba came and snatched that glass piece from her hand if she has been late for some seconds shehnaaz would have cut her veins....💔😞

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